Have you ever suffered from depression? Tell me your story.

I am a patient with mental depression, and I have serious social fears. Most people will have complications and anxiety. I am sensitive and inferior, and my self-esteem is too strong. I live in unknown fear all day, and I don't even know what I'm afraid of. Often shed tears for no reason, shake hands. I don't want to get in touch with the outside world, and I don't want to talk to people. I just keep everything in my heart, which makes me feel particularly insecure. Maybe to outsiders, I am fine. That's because they don't know how painful we are, and they can't be happy. Consciously useless, hopeless, helpless and worthless. Looking at the problem with pessimism and despair, I always think of unpleasant things, feel that I have accomplished nothing, drag down my family and society, and even feel guilty. I always feel that my future is hopeless, my life is hard, I feel a lot of discomfort, and I even feel that I am terminally ill. So many negative emotions will naturally make patients cry and even suffer. I can't see a trace of warmth in my world that can move me. I took medicine and cut my wrist. It hurts. I was walking on the road, thinking about how good it would be if I was hit by a car. In short, everything is linked to death. I want to die and can't live in love. No one can understand that kind of pain. I am depressed and uncomfortable. In fact, you will feel sick after a long time, and depression actually depends on yourself. Finally, my parents forced me to go to hospital for treatment. Although it is very troublesome and expensive, it has almost recovered now. With the encouragement of doctors and the guidance of family and friends, I just want to tell my compatriots that depression is not terrible, don't be decadent, and those who help you in Namodo, cheer for family and friends and fight against depression. Get well soon?