Ask the gynecologist to come in and answer the questions. Thank you. Urgent!

I'm a gynecologist. Tell me about my psychological feelings. It is false to say that there are no evil thoughts. When I applied for the major, I actually had a primitive impulse, because I saw that the gynecology major was open to both men and women. I learned some knowledge about gynecological examination in high school. At that time, I had the first idea from my body. It is a pleasure to see different women every day. In order to achieve this goal, I studied hard and finally got into junior college. I remember when I was practicing, I first saw a mature female genitalia. I masturbated that night. That is a woman in her thirties with good skin. At that time, she was lying in a hospital bed with her legs apart and a lot of hair under her. I had difficulty breathing at that time, and the things below were hard. When the teacher communicates with the patient, I separate my labia with my hands, and I tremble all over. The teacher made a two-way consultation. According to my consciousness at that time, the flesh color inside was very beautiful. I glanced at the woman shyly. Women's eyes are closed. Not long after, the teacher's gloves were covered with the woman's lower body fluids, and I couldn't stand it at that time. Back to the dormitory, I didn't sleep well that night. I always think of that woman. I thought her anal and pudendal muscles contracted because of nervousness, so I began to get up. I am very happy every day after taking part in the work. Whenever I watch them take off their pants in front of me, I really want to go up and kiss them, but that's illegal. As soon as I see my white ass, they close their eyes every second consultation or third consultation. When I see beautiful women's lower bodies without peculiar smell, I always make them moist, smell them again, and even ... tell them how to take a bath. This kind of oral communication makes me think about articles every night. But gynecology is not good. Because of long-term bleeding in the lower body, it is easy to get prostatitis, premature ejaculation and other male diseases, but I don't feel anything after watching it for a long time, unless I am a middle school student or a college student, and my lower body skin is tender, I always check it for a long time.