Silent witness to classic lines

Ma Zhou: Please bring a glass of water and a cup of coffee.

Ma Zhou: I don't want to complicate things, so I don't want to ask any questions. You don't have to answer. Listen, that's it.

Ma Zhou: Teacher Liu and I have done some analysis reports on the criminal image of the Dianbingshan case. Some of them also got your advice, and I myself think that time was a time when I made rapid progress. I feel ashamed to read these reports now. Because after listening to your advice, they are unconsciously consistent with the Yin Shi we caught later. You didn't instruct it. The original report is very similar to yours. Teacher Liu may suspect you from this point.

Ma Zhou: Soon after, Teacher Liu disappeared. Then I started trying to investigate. At first, my idea was simple. I'm just looking for Mr. Liu.

Ma Zhou: What I didn't expect was that my investigation route was exactly the same as that of Teacher Liu. Oh, there's a little mistake, but it's small. Later, I supplemented the materials of my new investigation. do you want to hear it ?

Chen Junwei: ... (slowly raises his head, looks at Ma Zhou and nods. )

Ma Zhou: I was deeply impressed by the two women in the new materials.

One is Bai Chun, your sister. After losing your parents, you and Bai Chun lived alone. Whether as a brother or a teacher, you can say that you have achieved perfection. Bai Chun didn't go to school, but went to college under your education. Because you're afraid she'll get hurt. After all, your family's early misfortune is irresistible in your heart.

Ma Zhou: But you made a mistake. Bai Chun entered the university under your protection. She feels fresh about everything around her. She started a carefree life, soon forgot your advice and started a crazy relationship with her teacher. Unfortunately, the result of this relationship is unfortunate. Bai Chun died of pregnancy bleeding before graduation. When you came to her from thousands of miles away, her hands were already cold.

Ma Zhou: It was the summer of eleven years ago. Now her cemetery is located at No.9 103, Dianbingshan Cemetery. Few people can understand the pain this incident has caused you. That night, you sat by the moat all night. Hu Rong, Bai Chun's classmate, believed that you must be in great pain.

Ma Zhou: But the pain of losing loved ones soon turned into anger. Because you don't know, who is the person who got Bai Chun pregnant? At such a special moment, he didn't go to the hospital to see Bai Chun. No one told you who that person was, but later you found out. After Wen Yuguang was expelled from school, the man went to Yungang to do business and get married. He seems to have forgotten the dead Bai Chun. This doomed Wen Yuguang's sister Wen Yu Ming to die at the same age as Bai Chun ten years later.

Ma Zhou: That day was also the anniversary of Bai Chun's death. That's why there will only be one victim in Dianbing Mountain, not by selling himself out.

Ma Zhou: After Bai Chun's death, you were controlled by sad emotions for a long time. Although you love her very much, you can't stand her depravity. Because eleven years ago, in your eyes, a schoolgirl was pregnant, which was depravity. You really don't understand why Bai Chun can feel so inferior with such a good degree. I don't know how to describe your feelings of love and disgust for her. Tortured or trampled. I don't know.

Ma Zhou: A month later, on the night when your sister Bai Chun was buried, your resentment reached the extreme. You think it's necessary to do something to vent. Perhaps by coincidence, a female corpse appeared under Dongdun Bridge the next morning. The deceased not only received higher education, but also lived by depravity and prostitution.

Ma Zhou: Actually, this killing was just an accident for you, but you got a great psychological release and a sense of balance, even exceeding your own expectations. After Bai Chun's death, the heat accumulated in his chest was exhausted. You got a happy way. Your colleagues don't even understand that the day after your sister was buried, you can give lectures in an auditorium of hundreds of people for three hours.

Ma Zhou: Since then, the special professional women in Yungang have been disappearing.

Ma Zhou: Your sister Bai Chun was not the initial reason for your confusion. Because after all, you were thirty years old then. The psychological structure is basically formed and stable.

Ma Zhou: Speaking of the initial inducement, I have to start with the second woman in my new material. That's your mother-Bai Yuan.

Chen Junwei: ... (suddenly raises his head and opens his eyes)

Ma Zhou: The next chapter is very important. I hope you listen carefully. Because it involves your childhood and a dangerous defect. It determines the basic characteristics of your personality and psychology as an adult. What happened in childhood, you have been forcing yourself to forget, but you will always remember.

Ma Zhou: I saw her deeds in Hangzhou Science and Technology Exhibition Hall, and I was moved. She is a great scientist.

Ma Zhou: The reason for her son's success in adolescence is undoubtedly that he inherited his mother's excellent personality of intelligence, sensitivity and pursuit of perfection. Everything he dreamed of as a teenager can be easily realized in him: honor, praise, envy and so on. But he attaches importance to reason, does not care about fame and fortune, and is never proud. Because he knows that these things are passing away. He has only one dream in his heart: to be like his mother Bai Yuan. Build the world with your own ideals.

Ma Zhou: Indeed, it should be a wonderful childhood for a child. But at this time, a fierce fire broke out in his mourning hall, and even his body was burnt. Fucking extramarital affairs and body suddenly exposed in broad daylight. The thunderbolt came so suddenly that the child was dumbfounded.

Ma Zhou: Just when he vaguely understood this cruel reality, something even more disastrous happened. Bai Yuan, a beautiful mother, hanged herself in shame. And naked, surrounded by countless people. What is more frightening is that her son is one of the bystanders. At that time, he was only seven years old, but he suffered humiliation that adults could not bear. But he also knows how to protect his younger sister, who is less than two years old, and asks her sister Bai Chun never to be ashamed because of her mother's death.

Ma Zhou: A seven-year-old boy, will he have a father's love? This topic ............. Bai Chun's boyfriend Wen Yuguang once said that whenever Bai Chun mentioned her mother, her eyes always shone with pride. His sister doesn't know what kind of psychological distortion his brother is experiencing for her little pride. Who has ever seen a naked mother hang herself? A humiliated child is both a brother and a father.

Ma Zhou: I saw the photos and deeds of Bai Yuan when he was young in Hangzhou Aerospace Science and Technology Museum. Honestly, I'm shocked. I don't believe that a woman who looks like a movie star can become such an accomplished scientist. I suddenly felt the same as a child: such a mother should exist forever.

Ma Zhou: Unfortunately, who can change history? One is a mother and the other is a sister. How can there be such a similar fate? You are a scholar and a wise man. You have been looking for the answer, but I know that you will never have the answer. Because you cling to a belief that putting the cart before the horse: that is, if the depravity has been eliminated long ago, the beauty and life of mom and sister will never disappear. Although they really shouldn't disappear so early.

Ma Zhou: It is under this belief that you started the so-called killing to eliminate depravity. In fact, from the first time you killed someone, you knew you were on a road of no return. But the body cannot resist the control of the mind. You've imagined all kinds of failed endings. Although each ending is different, you can calm down in the ending. You even wish you were exposed one day earlier and tried one day earlier. Imagine what you would look like in court. You imagine a lot to say, and you really want to speak in court. Because of the content of this speech, you feel very powerful.

Ma Zhou: For more than ten years, you have repeatedly scrutinized every word in this speech. Now it may be perfect. You really want to try again. But there was no audience. I believe you made a speech in front of the victims in Dianbing Mountain, but you can't be satisfied.

Ma Zhou: Now I'm standing in front of you, and my leaders and colleagues are standing outside the glass. They have been exhausted by you, are terminally ill, and hate you. But they are still interested in the wonderful speech you prepared.

Ma Zhou: You have always respected women, because mother Bai Yuan and sister Bai Chun are almost perfect women, but they were destroyed by the so-called depravity. This is why the victims of Dianbing Mountain lost their lives and were buried neatly. They all look peaceful with their legs together and their hands on their chests. You even put socks on some naked people. Because you can't bear to see a woman naked after death. You will feel that putting stockings on her is like hiding her mother's shame.

Ma Zhou: I want to talk about Bai Yuan again. Bai Yuan's naked death, in a humiliating way, well interpreted a farewell poem she wrote before studying in Germany when she was young. I copied this before the exhibition at the Space Science and Technology Museum.

1955 went to Leipzig to confess.

I know about disasters.

Know poverty

Because when I was first born,

What I saw was a bonfire.

What I see is hunger.

Did you hear that, mom?

I want you to be rich and strong.

I want to cover your river with green trees.

Let the space light your lamp.

Did you hear that, mom?

Am I your hope? Tell me.

If there ever comes a day when

My wealth is like a river and space.

After my death.

Never take it away.

Leave it to this land.

Let her bathe in spring forever.

Give it to my children.

Let them live happily and reproduce.

I will die naked.

Naked to ashes

Without taking away a little dust.

Did you hear that, mom?

Ma Zhou: You kept this poem until 1999, and you donated it to Hangzhou Aerospace Memorial Hall. Donation is just an excuse, because you really want to go back and see your mother.

Chen Junwei: Stop it ... Come on ... You call someone with a recording ... I said. ...

Ma Zhou: I gave this to you! (Photo of Bai Yuan's mother)

Chen Junwei: Thank you. ...

Ma Zhou: You're welcome. I know you like this book ... the reason why you like it is nothing more than the words on the title page "My pain ... is to fight to the death with the inner devil-michael tyson".

Ma Zhou: Let's wait until tomorrow to take your doctoral exam. Please let the tape recorder in.

Ma Zhou: The coffee is cold! Send a cup of hot coffee.