Why do I have suicidal thoughts? Please be brief, thank you!

Being bullied by relatives makes you feel wronged and afraid of pressure from your father and people around you who don't understand you. You feel depressed and want to escape from this situation.

You are a brave boy and have your own ideas. You are not afraid of death. Few people at your age are not afraid of death. Only a handful of people can find their own problems, change their situation and seek solutions. So you can solve this problem in a better way, can't you?

Your father is very strict with you and puts too much pressure on you. This is his fault. He hasn't considered your feelings, but you'd better communicate with him and tell him that you are miserable and depressed. I don't think any father wants to see your relatives bully you like their own children. If many people are present, you can directly hit him back. If it's just the two of you, your mother won't believe you. Maybe you silently endure bullying and don't resist. Tell your parents or close relatives, and they will pay attention.

To tell the truth, your relatives have a great influence on your psychology. What does it feel like for an adult to bully a child? Even if there is a grudge between adults, what does it have to do with children? It is really unreasonable.

You hate your relatives, don't you? He has caused you too much pain. You want to kill yourself to vent your dissatisfaction with him and free yourself, right? But have you ever thought that after you die, he will be sad or maybe happy? You love your parents, and they love you. They are the most uncomfortable, not their relatives.

What you need now is to find a reliable person to talk to and vent your long-term grievances and pent-up feelings, such as a psychological teacher who you think is kind, and you can also find someone who you think your parents can understand.

I won't be surprised what a smart person with his own ideas will achieve in the future, such as a person who can get good grades without studying much. You can handle this.

By the way, let me tell you a little knowledge. Now a bottle of sleeping pills is not enough to eat before. Now many people are saved by eating hundreds of tablets, and the taste is not delicious ... the success rate is less than 10%. Some of the rescued brains have been damaged and become lifelong cerebral palsy. You can Baidu it next time. If someone around you wants to take sleeping pills, tell him to change the way.