The year is getting closer and closer, but my heart is talking blankly.

As the New Year approaches, my heart is at a loss to talk about as follows:

1. The more I grow up, the more lonely I am. When I was a child, I looked forward to growing up, but when I grew up, I found that there were many things I couldn't change at all. As the New Year approached, my heart began to fluctuate silently.

2. I'm really getting more and more uneasy. I'm confused about the future and accompanied by insecurity. Although I'm calm on the surface, I'm really flustered inside.

3. I don't want to admit that I am incompetent, and I have no idea about my future life, and I am getting more and more confused. It's really helpless that people who are smarter than you and better than you work harder than you.

4. Recently, I have always been preoccupied and insomnia, and I will think a lot of questions. Confused about the future. I think it's time to make some changes, for myself and for the future.

5. It's getting closer and closer to the Chinese New Year. I hope everything is beautiful. Let nature take its course, follow one's inclinations and be happy with it.

6. I am old, but I am very confused about the future. Please guide the rainbow and give me strength!

7. I don't like myself now, and I feel farther and farther away from what I hope, unable to find a breakthrough, confused and at a loss.

8 years, getting closer; The taste of the year is getting weaker and weaker; Less expectations, atmosphere and feelings for the New Year; A little more burden, fatigue and human feelings for the New Year.

9. The twelfth lunar month is coming, and the pace of Chinese New Year is getting closer and closer. However, for many people who are drifting away from home like me, going home for reunion has become a luxury, and my hometown has become a foreign land.

1. May all the regrets of yesterday pave the way for a better future, and the pace of the Chinese New Year is getting closer and closer.

11. I'm confused about the future, but I'm not reconciled to the present. My choice was wrong from the beginning.

12. Inadvertently, the pace of the New Year is getting closer and closer, and it seems that I heard a knock at the door of the Spring Festival.