The author said that the first experience of walking home at night was "thrilling and frightening." Can you describe in the short article where you can see the author's feelings?

Now that I think about the first time I walked at night, it was really dark and I felt very scared. The moon above the head was indeed not that bright at that time. The situation at that time can be described as a dark moon and a high wind. But thinking about my mother still waiting for me at home, I have to be brave and go home quickly no matter what. There were not many people on the street that day, and I was the only one looking in front and behind. This kind of situation is really rare, why do all bad things happen to me. Fortunately, I was prepared early. I took the old-fashioned flashlight on the table before I went out in the afternoon, and it came in handy now. Holding this not very bright flashlight in my hand, I walked and walked relying on this little light. Suddenly I don’t know what’s going on. Maybe it’s because I’m too nervous, maybe it’s because I haven’t used the flashlight for too long. It actually stopped working when I was so nervous. I knocked it twice and it was already broken. So I quickened my pace and almost ran towards home. I was almost sprinting at a speed of 100 meters. Fortunately, the place where the flashlight broke was very close to home. Finally, I staggered back home. Looking back now, I am really afraid of walking at night when it is dark.

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