Original text of "Youth Without Resentment" by Xi Murong

>In front of the river where the ice blocks collide with each other

Softly

Calling her name

And in the southern night

Everything is Silence as usual

Except for a few tired petals

falling in front of her window due to the wind

Volume 4 Warning

Actually, Shuibizi was there very early.

In order to give us a timely warning,

it arrived earlier than any of us. .

We finally came hand in hand, but we didn’t know that Shuibizai had been waiting for a long time.

We think that all happiness and joy are deserved.

We think that the blue of the mountains and the green of the water are not surprising.

We think that if we are willing If you truly love each other, you will never be separated.

Actually, Shuibizai has been there a long time ago,

However, the sea breeze blows my white clothes, and the years are growing,

My young heart Ah, I can't understand Shuibizai's anxiety and sadness.

Tears·Moonlight

What I will never forget are the tears in your eyes

The moonlight reflected in the clouds

Last night It’s raining

The rain invades the barren graves in the distant mountains

The small grove of acacia trees

What covers your grave is the green shade

The sky is sunny this morning

Diluo climbs up to the barren tomb in the distant mountains

The gentle wild wind in the valley

Buddha wipes The grass on your grave is white-headed grass

At dusk

Who would go to the grave to identify the broken tombstone

Having forgotten the direction of the burial< /p>

Just remember to cry towards the setting sun

Whatever

Choose a house with the most green grass

Put down a bunch of hyacinths

I shouldn’t have cried

Knowing that it’s not necessarily you who is sleeping underground

Why should I cry like a secular person

It’s been hundreds of years

I haven’t woken up from this long dream yet

I hope reality becomes an ancient fairy tale

You just sleep for a hundred years and I will accompany you< /p>

Let the briar bloom on us

Let the red-breasted bird make its nest in our hair

Let the fallen leaves rest in the folds of our clothes

The shadow of the distant mountains has swallowed you

It has also swallowed up my melancholy heart

Go back Walking through the pine forest

There are vague shadows of deer in the forest

What flowers are blooming on the quiet path

Why is the moon always full of tears every night? Hua

Travel far

Tomorrow

Tomorrow I will be across the mountains again

The upper mountains are gentle and solemn

There is Yu Lei From the deep valley

High mountains

Cover my eyes

Goodbye my love

Let me cross this strange valley alone< /p>

Across the deep depressed space

My past is crying

Confession

Stop writing these strange poems

You don’t want to be a poet in your life

But

The love that belongs to me is so beautiful

How can my heart not be filled with Poetry

My poems are like broken pearls

Although incomplete

but every pearl

is still as soft as before

p>

I can't stop the thoughts at the tip of my pen

Like the spring rain that can't stop

Although it will make the streets muddy

But it still washes away Cleaned Jasmine’s little flower heart

Four Seasons

1

Let me believe my dear

This is my story

It’s like making me believe

The flowers blooming and falling

It’s the history of the entire spring

2

If you can forget

I should also be able

to freeze all the tears in my heart

or decorate them

that summer night The boundless sky

3

And when the wind blows

I just tighten my clothes to protect me

The heart that is still singing in a low voice

Don’t let autumn come and eavesdrop

4

Just because it cannot grow up where the snow falls

All my life I cannot express that hope

I am a transplanted coniferous tree

Dear you are the far north

The homeland of winter< /p>

Why

Why can I lock my pen

But I can’t lock love and sadness

Why in a long life

Happiness always fades as soon as it appears

The most beautiful time is the one that goes the fastest

Puzzle of Volume 5

When I guessed the answer to the riddle, only to realize that the banquet was over and everything was over.

The banquet has ended, everyone has gone far away, but you are among them,

The dusk is so thick that we can no longer recognize you, and we will never meet again.

But just a moment ago, the garden was still sunny and sunny,

It was full of laughter and laughter, but I couldn't go in.

They gave me a riddle and asked me to make a good guess.

If I guess correctly,

then I can meet you and give me a long-awaited life. of love.

When I guessed the answer to the riddle, I realized that

Everything has passed and time has changed the riddle.

Dan Ge

Next to the unpassed mountain road

The peach blossoms bloomed one after another

and fell

The woman in front of the mirror

gazing for a long time

in the mirror

Her fragrant beauty

And the moist Seasons and

that soft heart

are often remembered only when it is too late

A kind of love

Youth

--Part 3

I love tonight

Looking back at the mountain path when we came

Only realized that our days have already passed

in a completely different way

Come and go

We once planned so enthusiastically The vision of the future

The blueprint drawn with such meticulous precision

The youth that once longed for its appearance

But always

Never comes

The secret of the night-blooming cereus

Always

Only in the morning after withering

You will pass

Only then did I realize that last night

was outside your window

I used to be

how beautiful and how lonely

One

I love and only I know

the night you missed

What kind of bright moon there was

p>

Distance

We are on two very high ridges

We are so far away that we cannot see each other

But we can hear your gentle voice Came

The mist-shrouded canyon is steep

Careful, you said we are on a ridge

where you can’t make a wrong step

Such a long distance

You are still unwilling to indulge me and always keep guard

The decision you made on that young night The precepts

Be careful, you say

We must not make a wrong step

But sometimes

You are strict too I will suddenly forget

I will also come back to inquire

The news about the lotus and that year

The traces of the mountain moon

And I How can I answer you?

The fire in the forest has gone out and the wind is so sad

My choked heart finally fell from a high place

You are still warning and talking< /p>

Be careful with us

We must not make a wrong step

All the years have turned into an illusory mythical mission It

The grass is green and the flowers are blooming

They all fall down one after another

In the dizziness of falling

Who is there? Can you give me a satisfactory answer

Farewell

Isolated on a high ridge

If you were one from the beginning

Wrong so why

Why is it so wrong and beautiful

The Death of the White Bird

If you were the tearful shooter

I am that white bird

Determined not to dodge

Just waiting for the arrow to come through the sky

I have already been shattered if it shot into me Broken heart

If you were the only one in the world

The only shooter who can hurt me

I am all your youth years

Everything The unforgettable joy and sorrow are like the last cloud

Hidden in the infinite blue sky

Then let me die by your hands

die in your arms

To the homeless

One day you will be under the light

Looking through my heart outside the window

The night is very deep and quiet

It seems that everything has passed

The hustle and bustle of youth

Dust and wandering mountain winds and sea waves

have stopped and finally grown old

The night fog outside the window is long

All the joys and sorrows are gone Already flying away like colorful butterflies

Time will never come back

No matter how stubbornly I have

waited for you, I can only

leave you a book

A thin collection of poems

The moment of looking back in Volume 6

In our world, time is the longitude and space is the latitude,

Thin and small A series of joys and sorrows are densely woven, and a very regular series of mistakes and errors are woven together. And at every corner,

There is actually a secret mark in every knot.

We didn't know it at the time, but when we look back,

Suddenly I found that all the context was clearly visible in my mind.

I just smiled and understood the origin of the pain and sadness.

In such a moment of looking back, time stops and will never pass away.

The stream flowing through the shadows of ferns and wild peonies is still young,

The sky is full of clouds, and my heart is filled with the love and care you have given me.

Crossroads

If I really loved you

I will never forget

Of course I still have to

Walk on calmly

Said the weather is really nice

The wind is gentle

You can still smile tiredly in the setting sun

Life is so ordinary

There are no twists and turns

But if I really loved you

I will never forget

It is at this crossroads

Young people and I waved our hands

We are separated from each other

The garments of youth

I Like a clear river

Going around the sandbar you stood on

On that sunny summer day

An afternoon with many white clouds

Your green dress

swaying in the wind

reflected in my heart

and like a gentle waterweed

with sweetness The pain

I look back frequently

I will pass through and never come back again

I will never be able to meet you again in this life

I Knowing that winter is bound to come

The reed flowers will also wither

The joys and sorrows on both sides of the Taiwan Strait will be like clouds of smoke

Only the stars will be left in the distant horizon

Before it freezes

I will flow into the sea

And in the dark and lonely seabed

I will think of you

And yours and yours

Green clothes

Give youth

I don’t want to grow old like this

Just urging day and night

To take you away from me

To a distance that even I can no longer reach with my hand

The virtuality and reality of tragedy

In fact, we are not really getting old

If we are really getting old right now

When we meet again, my heart< /p>

How can I still have sudden ecstasy

So when you hesitate to look back

It’s not really forgotten

If you really forget Under the moonlight

How can there be tenderness in your eyes

But it doesn’t seem to

really care if it ever happened

How can I miss you so much?

Shake hands and greet you quietly

Then say goodbye with a smile and quietly

Watch you again

Leave me alone

Mountain Lily

Open quietly without arguing with others

A fragrant mountain lily

Quiet Open quietly in my heart

No one knows its existence

Its whiteness

Only my wanderer

On the lonely road

I always think of it with a smile

Artist

You have washed my pen with tears

so that Tonight I draw a pool full of misty rain

And in that fragrant corner of my heart

You carved a lotus for me that will never fade

Floating life If a dream

I love

What is real and what is empty

Where to go

The eternal wanderer

Just say it

Just say it

Say whether you love me or not

Just choose those

Difficult to understand Arrange them with words

arrange them over and over again

Just tell me

Letizia, your mood

I will understand

Just change it

Be happy or indifferent

Just try on all the complex masks

Take some twists and turns

Just do it

Letizia, how you feel

I will understand

Despite the changes in the world

Despite the friendships

I only know the unpredictable mind

Letizia, you are me

The first and last love

On the distant starry sky

I am yours I am yours

The eternal wanderer

Quietly spending my wandering life

Guarding your happiness and peace

But Letizia

Drifting in the corridor of the stars

I miss you but cannot convey it

Letizia, do you understand

The frontier of Volume 7

If people can be reincarnated, if there is reincarnation in the world,< /p>

Then, my love, what were we in our previous lives?

If you had been a woman picking lotus in the south of the Yangtze River,

I would have been missed by you. That one.

If you had been that urchin who skipped school,

I must have been the brand new marble that fell from your bag,

by the roadside. In the grass, watching you go away without knowing anything.

If you had been the eminent monk facing the wall, I must have been the stick of incense in front of the temple, burning, accompanying you for a quiet time.

Therefore, when we meet in this life, I always feel that there are some unfinished future, but I am in a trance.

I cannot distinguish them carefully, and I cannot tell you one by one.

Test

--One

They said to put a small piece of alum in the water

It can precipitate all the

dregs

Then if

If we put a poem in our hearts

Is it possible

to precipitate all yesterday

Experiment

--Part 2

In chemistry class There is a kind of test paper

It turns red when it encounters acid and turns blue when it encounters alkali

How I wish

there is a kind of test paper in my life

< /p>

You can try it out for me first

The various joys and sorrows that are entangled in front of my eyes

The tragedy and comedy

If after all the sails have passed

You finally show up

(There will always be a moment)

When thousands of sails have passed, you come gracefully

Your smile is so real in the slanting light

But also so unbelievable

Baizhou, Baizhou

I only have a heart that is divided between joy and sorrow, only to realize that all yesterdays

are an indispensable arrangement

just for the sake of good things At this moment

Let you hold me in your arms tenderly and compassionately

(Maybe I will cry, maybe not) When thousands of sails have passed and you come gracefully

I will hide All the bitterness is just there

On Baizhou, on Baizhou

What is still floating like clouds

is my faint sadness

The sadness of Chuxiu

After the shower

Just like the Chuxiu of the clouds, you must forgive

You must forgive a woman

Unreasonable sadness

Zen

--Part 1

When you leave in silence

Said

I have forgotten all the words I have or never said

I will also hide my crying

in the pages of the book as if

we were young Those few jasmine blossoms

may fall from the accidentally opened title page one evening many years later

>No fragrance, no sound anymore

Perhaps there may be a thin drizzle of rain outside the window at that time

Zen spirit

--Part 2

When everything will pass

I know I will

Slowly forget you

The burden on my heart Let go

Please forgive me

Life is about

Continuously hurting and constantly recovering

The world is still An orchard that is gently waiting for me to mature

The sky is so blue and the trees are so green

Life can be so peaceful

and Beauty

Volume 8: Walking with You

I have always wanted to walk on that beautiful path with you.

There is a gentle breeze, there are white clouds,

You are by my side, listening to my happy and grateful heart.

My request is actually very small.

As long as I have such a summer, I just need to walk through it once.

What greeted me day after day, night after night,

were all unexpected arrangements and so many trivial mistakes,

All the joys and sorrows have turned into ashes,

I can’t walk with you no matter which road in the world.

After this moment

In the ancient and innocent time

There is always one sentence

that has not been finished

Like the flowing water during the day and night

Like the moonlight on the mountains and the sea

Come and go again and again

Let my weak heart

Always looking forward to always

Can't find a place to stay

But at this time you use

the silent scenery to be silent

The voice finished it

But I was in tears that could not be stopped

After discovering this moment

Youth is finally gone and will never return

I seem to have promised

to walk on that beautiful mountain road with you

You said that slope It is full of new teas

There are also dense acacia trees

I seem to have promised you

On a distant spring afternoon

And tonight, under the lamp

combing my newly white hair

suddenly I remembered some promises that I could not

fulfill

Unexplainable sadness

On that mountain road

Are you a young man

still waiting for me

still anxious The earth is looking everywhere

Drinking Song

Toast a glass to love

When it comes

All I can do

That's all.

Come forward to welcome me.

It's that unbelievably sweet smell.

/p>

Swipe and then disappear

How to describe who will believe it

Toast a glass to love

When it is leaving

All I can do

That's all I can do

Opportunity

Flowers fall in the fragrant season

Because of loneliness and your looking back

I sang with tears

It was just

a tuneless song

But suddenly because the curtain rose

Because the lights came on and everyone applauded

I realized that

my song turned out to be this.

Brilliance in a play

Temptation

Finally I know

On this autumn day when the leaves are about to fall

Finally I know what it means

Temptation

Always in a beautiful posture

Appears at the moment when I least expect it

And no matter which choice it is

it will make me cry

It made me deeply regret the day when the leaves finally fell

A woman's dream

Spring has returned and I can no longer go back< /p>

Although it is still the moon of that night and the road of that year

And the street trees of the same color

All the new buds have broken out

When all the questions can no longer be mentioned

It is useless to give me the most beautiful answers

(I once did that I've been looking forward to it)

The moonlight is like water is a waste

I really can't go back

It's better to say goodbye to you here

Please understand my helplessness from my smiling face

When spring returns every year The sadness in my heart

Slight pain

Wild wind

Just bow down and say goodbye

Is there anything in the world that can really turn back< /p>

Where is the river?

Just like the grassland in autumn, we meet together

Let us wither and wither together

Let us also meet together

Meet to forget each other

Only the wild wind never stops

Always anxious in the forest

On the mountain road Next to a strange street corner

Sweeping through my mottled heart

Sweeping through those floating flowers

Falling

Memories like autumn leaves

Please don’t cry

I have no poems

There are no more flying flowers in the world. Rain

The dusty four seasons

Please don’t cry

All kinds of helplessness

The embers of love have been extinguished

Suddenly awakened that all the paths are

The known path and the clear trajectory, just follow the crowd

Just walk to the end with a smile

My weak heart

Please try to forget, please, please

Stop crying

Ending

When spring comes again

The forgotten wild lilies

will still grow in the same valley

In the shade of the fern

There will still be the fragrance of the past

But no one

No one will remember us

The joys and sorrows we once had

And time went further and further away

Only a few anonymous poems and a touch

are left

p>

The faint setting sun

The last sentence of Volume 9

No matter how beautiful and long the encounter is, it will end in the same way,

It is a farewell It's time, it's already dusk on the bow of this ancient ferry.

It's time to say goodbye, you hold my hand gently,

And I bow my head silently and wait, waiting for fate to separate us.

Please forgive me, please forgive me.

Dear friend, you gave me your wandering life,

but I can only give you a thin collection of poems.

It was already dusk, my tears dropped on the sand, and I wrote the last sentence, ----------