I killed live fish for the first time. After killing, sleep at night and lie in bed. Looking back, I feel so guilty that I can't sleep. What should I do?

I'll tell you what guilt is first

People have no sense of guilt at first, which can be inferred from animals. I think guilt is a judgment of people's behavior based on social morality after building a universally recognized social order. Of course, the premise is that he accepts the positive influence brought by this social order. If a person doesn't agree with his society, then his guilt will be much lower than others, such as those serial killers.

Of course, different nationalities and regions have different feelings of guilt. The most obvious example is Japan, which is different from western countries. Western countries have a culture of guilt, but Japan is a culture of shame. In other words, if a Japanese does a bad thing and is not known, then he can find his inner balance with peace of mind. Not everyone in Japan is like this, but Japan has such a social culture. The case of being killed by caesarean section as soon as the scandal was exposed was not successful.

That animal is different. If you want to eat, someone will kill you. You will feel more comfortable eating plants than eating animals.

In fact, this is a process of cognition and feedback. Animals can give people the most intuitive feeling. If you handle a fish yourself, then you will know that killing chickens is much more cruel than killing fish, and killing fish is much more cruel than killing shellfish. The reason is very simple, because the chicken will struggle and crow when it is killed. Fish, on the other hand, can only struggle and can't bark. Shellfish are even more pitiful. They can neither bark nor struggle.

The more feedback life gives you, the more you will feel its longing and pain when you kill it. On the contrary, the less feedback you receive, the less you will feel that you regard another life as a killer.