Talk about Fang Hui in "The Year in a Hurry"

? In the novel, I think Fang Hui is a sad and sad character, sensitive, stubborn, a little autistic and even masochistic, and emotionally mysophobic to a certain extent. I like warm and sunny things by nature, so I don't actually like Fang Hui's personality. However, regardless of whether you like her or not, sometimes you will pity her a little heartbrokenly, pity that she is too sensitive, tortures herself too much, is too careful and pays too much on the way to falling in love with Chen Xun. So in the process of reading this book, sometimes I read long sections of conversations, quarrels or fights between her and Chen Xun, and sometimes I read a lot of speculations and descriptions about Fang Hui's mental state. I could always get into it quickly. It seems that Fang Hui's helplessness, pain and panic at that time can be felt immersed in the scene. Especially after she and Chen Xun broke up, during the few conversations they had when they saw each other again, I think I could detect Fang Hui's choking, slightly crying voice when she begged, and Chen Xun's trembling and decisive voice when she woke up and left. . Sometimes after reading, I communicated with my friends, and I said that when I read certain passages, I felt that if I didn’t control myself, I could cry uncontrollably. I felt that my heart was very heavy, and I didn’t understand what this book was. Why did the lilac-like girl do something to hurt herself later.

? Fang Hui in the novel, and the three boys she was involved with, Li He, Chen Xun, and Qiao Ran, all left an indelible mark on her life in the first twenty years. . Li He was an inexplicable intruder. He was probably psychologically envious of a girl like Fang Hui who was good at studying and good-looking. He pursued Fang Hui for nothing, and actually made everyone in the school mistakenly think that Fang Hui and Fang Hui were the same. He was really in a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, and he also had the illusion that it was his unshirkable responsibility to protect Fang Hui, and in the end he died for Fang Hui. I don’t think it’s an exaggeration to say how profound the psychological shadow this incident caused on Fang Hui was. It even affected her entire attitude towards pursuing love in the future, making her cautious and self-pitying. She felt that Li He’s death was inseparable from her. relationship, including all subsequent twists and turns in love, Fang Hui may feel a sense of destiny.

? Chen Xun was the first person to open Fang Hui's heart, but unfortunately, I think the love between Fang Hui and Chen Xun may have been wrong from the beginning, because it lacked the foundation of love. So in the end, it was foreseeable that Chen Xun's heart belonged to someone else and the two eventually separated. I think there are many reasons that brought Fang Hui and Chen Xun together. For example, they were in a closed environment like high school at that time. For example, just like Zhao Ye first noticed Fang Hui, she was the only one in the class who had been there for three months. The same goes for Chen Xun, a girl who has never said a word to Zhao Ye. From this, Fang Hui develops a desire to be curious, explore and conquer. For example, from the description in the novel, it seems that Fang Hui is the kind of girl who is very pretty. , Chen Xun couldn't help but feel pity and protection. There are various reasons, but none of them are caused by some sexual similarities and instant sympathies. This is in sharp contrast to the feeling between Chen Xun and Shen Xiaotang.

? Fang Hui does love Chen Xun very much and is willing to sacrifice everything for Chen Xun, but all her efforts for love are to bring Chen Xun back to her own closed world. But Chen Xun is the kind of person who wants to go out and explore the unknown world. When they were in high school together, this conflict was not too obvious, but when they got to college, they had more choices and more freedom, especially when they met people like Shen Xiaotang who also yearned for freedom. The conflict between Chen Xun and Fang Hui It is inevitably highlighted. Frankly speaking, if there were no Shen Xiaotang, there would have been other similar girls with Shen Xiaotang's personality who caught Chen Xun's attention. So Fang Hui and Chen Xun, I think they should break up at their current stage of mental maturity. It's inevitable, it's just a matter of time. Writing this, I suddenly feel that Fang Hui and Chen Xun are very similar to Xiao Longnu and Yang Guo in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes". If Chen Xun can also undergo 16 years of transformation, maybe Fang Hui and Fang Hui will win the same award as Xiao Longnu and Yang Guo. ending.

? I think Fang Hui has a kind of dependence on Qiao Ran. Qiao Ran usually takes care of Fang Hui. The composition of "A Lilac Flower" is what Qiao Ran asked Fang Hui for on the eve of graduation. A hug, emails sent by Qiao Ran to Fang Hui after he went abroad, Qiao Ran's determination to return home after learning the bad news about Fang Hui, it's impossible for Fang Hui not to feel it.

But Fang Hui is emotionally obsessive. She regards her relationship with Chen Xun as extremely pious and sacred and cannot be blasphemed, so she can only let down Qiao Ran's affection and pretend not to know it. I think if Fang Hui met Qiao Ran first and fell in love with Qiao Ran, Fang Hui might not have had too many emotional twists and turns. Because I think Qiao Ran, like Fang Hui, is an introverted person with rich inner emotions. Compared with the big world outside, they pursue their own small inner world more. I always feel that two people with more similar preferences and pursuits can go further. But as Lin Jiamo said, who she likes is not something she can control. Who told Fang Hui to fall in love with Chen Xun without hesitation? Since she fell in love with Chen Xun, she had to bear the pain that would follow.

? Fang Hui’s former best friend Lin Jiamo and Fang Hui’s love rival Shen Xiaotang, who eventually lost, are unfortunately related to Chen Xun. Fang Hui really has a relationship with Chen Xun that is constantly cutting and turning chaotic. . Looking at all the close relationships with Fang Hui, Li He, Qiao Ran, Lin Jiamo, and Shen Xiaotang, wouldn't any of them be involved with Chen Xun? Therefore, Chen Xun is almost the only one in Fang Hui's world, and there are many others in Chen Xun's world besides Fang Hui. I only hope that Fang Hui can live a good life without Chen Xun. This must be what Chen Xun wants.