Life is not black and white.

? A friend said that life is never black and white, and there is always a gray area. I hear too many similar words every day. The speaker has a heart, but the listener has no heart. You never know what an unforgettable story is behind the person who said this sentence. Only those who really arouse * * * will go deep into their hearts. Perhaps this sentence is a fuse. Life is really not black and white.

? Maybe we should start with this accidental trip to Pingtan. I don't know why, I have been infatuated with the sea since I was a child. I like beaches, sea breeze and waves. I like to sit by the sea at night, with half an earplug hanging, and quietly look at the distant sea and sky. Unfortunately, such opportunities are always too few. Before I went to Pingtan, I almost felt that the month of 20 14 was the darkest month in my memory, black and white, black and black.

? I dragged my tired body to the destination I always wanted to go this year, gave up and finally made it. I was still very tired before I saw the sea. After that, everything seems to be different. Perhaps, there are too few places to go, and I have never seen such a sea. Perhaps, the tired body is in urgent need of an outlet. We ran on the edge of the waves, leaving a long series of winding footprints. We climbed from one reef to another, and we found a small piece of soft fine sand, which made us jump with all our strength and stepped on footprints more than ten centimeters deep. I searched for all kinds of shells along the way. I wrote my name on the beach facing the sea, and at the moment I left, I imagined that it represented me and was with the sea ... I was surprised to find that all the possible youth did not come. I completely indulge myself and enjoy myself freely.

? 10 months of depression disappeared on the way back and my heart was more open. It suddenly occurred to me that my sister said that I planned too much, considered too much and took care of too much. Subconsciously, I always think that letting nature take its course is negative and depraved. It is either black or white. Failure is failure. If you want to struggle, you can't be indifferent. What you want to do is different from what others want you to do. If you work hard, you will lose yourself and want everything. If you don't like natural evolution and are already lazy, it's even more taboo to let nature take its course. Chen feels that his life is like a building, and even a centimeter of error is not allowed. But even the most sophisticated building has no error of one centimeter. A millimeter, a micron, a nanometer? No matter how hard you try, this kind of mistake is inevitable.

? I suddenly felt like an epiphany. Emotion is no longer an emotion, the world has become sunny, and I feel that every day in the future is sunny. However, at that time, I was still on the road.

? There is no eternal sadness, no eternal epiphany. If you fail, you will gain, and if you struggle, you can take it lightly. What you want to do is not so different from what others want you to do. Hard work is actually the inevitable result. I feel sad, but it can't break my heart. I feel uncomfortable, but it's not that uncomfortable. Where I thought I couldn't reach, it wasn't that far. I think I'm struggling, but there must be many ways out. All experiences, experiences, judgments and choices are not necessarily as profound as they are felt.

? Life is not black and white, on the contrary, life is often between black and white. I may gain more acceptance, more generosity and more freedom.