Weird sentences?

1, during the exam, I peeked at my deskmate's answer because I wanted to get a high score. At the same time, after I got the results, I felt that such scores were untrue. I have always been very uneasy, afraid of always being exposed, and I want to take the initiative to admit my mistake to the teacher, but I am afraid of his punishment.

I am thinking about it, but I have no idea. I don't know what to do. It's messy to think about it. I don't know what to do. God, what kind of torture is this? Why don't I know what to do? It's paranoia.

My heart thumped when the street lamp was on. It's too late this time. I ran home in a panic. The stern eyes behind my father's photo frame appear in front of my eyes from time to time. I kept blaming myself for trotting:

Going out in the morning, dad signed a promise to go home from school and go to see grandpa together. It's been over an hour now, and going home will definitely be criticized. What if I still have to be beaten? What shall we do? What reason shall we find? I can't find any reason. Lily across the hall must have gone home early. Then wait for a beating.

I lost my mind, and I was drunk like a fool. For a while, I felt that I was not beautiful enough, rich enough and handsome enough. For a time, I was complacent and complacent about having her.

She can't restrain her crazy thoughts. For an instant, she was filled with joy and her happy heart expanded outward. At another moment, she was full of fear and thought it was terrible.