How much do you love him to win him over?

Yesterday, I brushed Tik Tok. Under the comment of a mother, Tik Tok, her first two children are daughters and three children are about to give birth. I saw this sentence: How much do you love him before you are willing to fight for three children for him?

Under this mother's comments, many people are saying that she prefers boys to girls, that her son can do anything, and that she has mines at home ... but only this sentence touched me at once. Yes, under what circumstances will a woman go to hell again and again for a man?

I was thinking about myself, too. My husband and I met at the age of 16, and fell in love at the age of 17, from high school to college, from different places to marriage. Needless to say, there is goodwill and love in the middle. Let's talk about marriage again

Married for half a year, pregnant with Dabao, full of excitement. I welcomed Dabao, a lovely and beautiful little girl. At that time, two people who just went to work were in different places with low wages and poor conditions. We didn't leave our children in our hometown when it was difficult to support ourselves. My husband and I take her to work. We have always believed that the company of mom and dad is the most extravagant love. We gave her the greatest love. Grow up with her, travel with her and be the best you can be.

When Dabao was a little over a week old, I was pregnant again. However, looking at the conditions of my husband and me, looking at Dabao, who is still walking unsteadily, we decided not to have him. My friend also asked me if I wanted to see it. When you grow up, find someone to watch. Boys will stay, but girls won't. My husband and I both saidno. At that time, my father-in-law was ill and my mother-in-law couldn't take care of me. The house is rented, and the salary is only enough for food and clothing and Dabao's expenses. Dabao is still walking unsteadily, just when he needs his mother's company ... all conditions forbid him to come. Since we can't give him better conditions, don't let him suffer. So, just when we knew he was coming, we sent him back to heaven the next day.

In the next few years, my husband and I began to work hard. We work hard with Dabao, my husband works hard in the factory, and I start a business outside. Finally have a car and a house. So, Bauer came. Similarly, when pregnant, many people will ask: Do you want to see it? What would you do if it was a girl?

I told my husband, don't look, boys and girls are our treasures. At that time, I thought, one son and one daughter, both children are fine. Two daughters, my husband and I will be really happy in this life. At least you don't have to fight for the car and the house, and you don't have to worry about the problem of your mother-in-law in the future. Then, Bauer was born, a little princess. The birth of Bauer really hurt my vitality. In the delivery room all day, under the premise that the uterus is fully open, when the child's uterus is hypoxic and the fetal position is temporarily abnormal, I chose caesarean section. A child took half my life. Those days in the hospital were really like years. Bao Xiao was in the incubator because of lack of oxygen, and I was so miserable that I doubted my life. When I heard that she was a girl, I just felt a little sorry, nothing else.

But, but, later, I suddenly wanted to have three children. I really don't prefer boys to girls. I am greedy, and both children want it. I really don't think about me, but I'm not happy when I think that my husband has no son. I also think that if my husband is a little unkind to me, I won't think about the third child any more.

It's 2: 10 at night, that is, half an hour ago, I fell asleep and woke up because of sweating. My sleeping husband got up, put on his clothes and brought me clean clothes to change into. He sat on the ground and massaged my ankles and legs for half an hour. He must work tomorrow. Yes, I love him so much that others can say what I am and others can't say what he is. I'm just too greedy and competitive. Others have it, so will my husband.

It's twenty days a month now. During the day, my mother-in-law and I take care of Bao Xiao, and my husband does homework with Dabao. In the evening, my husband takes care of me, Dabao and Bao Xiao. I just need to eat and sleep. When I gave birth to Bauer in the delivery room, my husband always said that if I had known that I was in such pain and had to suffer such a crime, he would not have Bauer. Now, he is angry when he is told that he will have three children in a few years. He said that when Bauer grew up, he would take me out to play with the girls. When the girls grew up, he retired and accompanied me around China. But ah, I just can't be reconciled.

This man is really contradictory. I don't think I can be treated badly. However, if you are too kind to me, you really find it unacceptable.

In fact, I know that this is a disease. A disease from birth, always with inferiority, always feel that they are not worthy of better things. I get nervous when I have something good. Because I was abandoned by my closest relatives at birth, I have been worried about losing it. When I was a child, I was most afraid that my parents could not grow up with me. I keep telling myself that my parents can save me from my biological parents and support me, and I can't ask for more. Now my husband and mother-in-law are kind to me and are nervous again.

Forget it, I don't want to. In this life, who can say for sure! We'll talk about the road later. At least for now, I am really happy!

In the living room, my mother-in-law stewed chicken soup for me, and the fragrance has already floated out, so I can eat it at dawn. Red strawberry, my husband can also give me hot water. Eat, eat and go back to sleep. Dawn is another beautiful day!