I hate myself now. Tell me about it.

1, I hate myself very much now. I hate being like an ostrich. I only know how to work hard, but no one appreciates it. Hating myself is obviously a kind reminder, but in the end I heard others say that it was just a means for me to play. I hate that I am obviously unhappy, but I have to face everything with a big smile every day. I hate that I am obviously overloaded, but I have to pretend to be strong and say that this is normal!

2. Why did we become like this! In fact, life is like this! Become someone we hate. I hate myself now. I want to push myself!

Looking at myself in the mirror, how did I spend this year? Weight gain, inferiority, cowardice, inner turbidity. I hate myself now. Damn it!

I hate myself now, fragile and uneasy. I really want to sit on the merry-go-round and return to the fairy tale world. But this is the reality, and I think I am lucky to be alive now. I can't go back to the past scene and turn back the clock, but I can try to make myself better so that I won't be disturbed by regrets in the end. Thank you for accompanying me. I know we are all an island, but we are in the same ocean.

I didn't like myself before, and I don't like myself now. I hate selfish people, and I hate hypocritical people even more.

6. After typing for such a long time, I finally deleted everything with the delete key. I hate myself now, but I am very tired, but I dare not be myself.