How do you feel when you know you are pregnant?

I was very happy when I first found it, which was a bit incredible.

After two years of marriage, I intend to get pregnant. My husband bought a box of pregnancy test paper online. On the day the test paper arrived, I opened one and tried it. After using it, I found that two bars were actually displayed. I don't think it's possible. I thought the pregnancy test my husband bought was fake, so I asked him to try one. As a result, he only tried one line.

I got pregnant inexplicably, and just as everything was being prepared, he came. After that, I thought that everything would go step by step, and 10 will welcome my own child in a month. We gave him a baby name, and I began to keep a diary during pregnancy, taking pictures of my side belly, trying to record how it grew bigger day by day.

But I soon found that the positive line on the pregnancy test stick hardly deepened (the experience my best friend told me was used to detect Hcg doubling). I felt very bad, so I went to the hospital for a blood test, and then I learned that the embryo had almost no development, no fetal heart and no germ. I was so sad that I cried. After a few days, it bled, and soon the child left me in pain.

I thought it would be easy to get pregnant again, after all, the first child came so unexpectedly. As a result, in the next few days, I used up all the pregnancy test sticks I bought that time, and I sighed again and again when my period came, but nothing happened. After more than a year, I was busy in the dark for a month, and after staying up countless times, I accidentally got pregnant without giving up smoking or drinking.

At first, I had a low fever. I was afraid I was pregnant, so I took a test. The result is negative. Later, I took 10 days of Chinese patent medicine, and my symptoms did not improve. At the reminder of my colleagues, I tested again, and this time it was positive. Go to the hospital for blood test in an orderly way, and the indicators show good. But just when I was relieved, I woke up from my dream at two o'clock one night, feeling wet under me, and then touched my bloody hand.

On the way to the emergency room, my husband told me not to be afraid. Emergency B-ultrasound examination showed that there was no fetal heart germ, so I thought of abortion. The emergency doctor saw that I didn't have abdominal pain, so he gave me progesterone and asked me to go to the clinic for a blood test the next day. The blood test results show that my values are all good. I went to see the doctor with hope, and the doctor said that the blood test results were useless. B-ultrasound showed that the fetus stopped, but I was unwilling. After waiting for 10 days, I went to have a B-ultrasound.

I nervously asked the doctor if he had germ. The doctor said yes, and I asked the doctor if he had a fetal heart. The doctor said, listen. I heard the baby's heartbeat and wheezing from the B-ultrasound machine for the first time. I cried when I left the B-ultrasound room. I said thank you, and I don't know who I'm thanking. Now he has been in my stomach for six months, and I am looking forward to his arrival.