Essay on Life Feeling and Mood: May you live in Qian Fan and return as a teenager.

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During these days, I have thought a lot about what it feels like to do what I like and what it feels like to do what I don't like. The former means happiness and unlimited motivation, while the latter means pain and endless helplessness.

Without pursuit, there is no pain. Isn't it that we keep doing things we don't like so that we can do things we like one day? Do what you like and live for your own pleasure. Is there anything happier in the world? I don't think so.

I think what we are afraid of is not the pain that we can't get through hard pursuit, but the commonness that we haven't pursued until our death. Although pain is terrible, mediocrity is the real devil. It consumes all our energy, endurance and perseverance bit by bit until we compromise with life and admit that we can't change anything. At this point, the meaning of life comes to an abrupt end. Even if we still live in the world, it is just a body without a soul.

what are we suffering for? Isn't it just to not be changed? We don't want to compromise, even if it is difficult, we want to go on stubbornly, even if we are finally erased by life, so what? We will forget how life smoothes our edges and corners, but we will never forget that we have resisted life stubbornly.

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Chatting with my classmates, he said that he had changed since he entered the university. Before he entered the university, his blood was boiling, his complacency was gradually exhausted, and he gradually began to drift with the tide, as if he had forgotten who he used to be.

what has changed me? Is it the teacher, classmates or the surrounding environment? I don't know. In short, I began to become a member of the general public, skipping classes, lazy beds and playing games? In short, I slowly began to compromise with life and accept life as it is, but this is not what I wanted. What I wanted was the boy who had a boiling passion at the beginning. I wanted to be on the road in the library every day, instead of imagining things in bed for thousands of times, and then I continued to sleep in bed. This is not what I wanted or expected, but all this is slowly eroding me, making me gradually lost, hesitant and ultimately accomplish nothing. Is this what life is like? I don't know, and I don't want to believe it, even if I deceive myself.

I said that the university may really be a depraved place. It is an ivory tower and an alchemy furnace. Not all people can be elixirs, and some people are destined to be foil, depending on how we think and do it. Not compromising the environment is a kind of courage, but stubbornness brings pain and helplessness.

If you don't want to be changed, you can only be strong, because only the weak have been changed since ancient times. The winner is king and the loser is the enemy. Only those at the top of the food chain are qualified to make rules.

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When all the unbearable and painful things are over, it may still be painful, because life is more than just an immediate indulgence, and there is a further indulgence. Poetry and distance still belong to those who have the ability to support poetry and distance. For ordinary people, there is no immediate indulgence, and poetry and distance will always exist only in dreams.

People who dare to resist and challenge life are all strong people in life. They have endured pain and helplessness. Even if thousands of people stop them, they still believe that they can live themselves.

Life is a never-ending performance. We are all actors, but some obey ourselves and some please the audience.

We were all one of them. We dreamed of changing the world, until one day we found that we couldn't change ourselves. We finally learned to give up and called it maturity. Is this real maturity? I don't know, I only know that those who stubbornly resist life are the cutest. Although that is very painful, but can live as you like, isn't this the best result?

I don't want to compromise my life, because I still have dreams. I hope that Qian Fan will come back as a warm-blooded teenager and never forget his original intention.

We will all be polished by life, but before that, please remember your original appearance. At that time, you were really cute, and your eyes were brighter than stars.

Author: Shuai Xiaoshuai

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