What moments make you want to run away from home?

There was a moment when I wanted to run away from home. When people are strong, everyone has the most vulnerable time. That was the lowest point in my life, and it was also the lowest point in my life.

That was when I was 27 years old and had just finished the college entrance examination. My self-study exam is introduced in another article. After signing up for the self-study exam, I bought textbooks and reference books and used my spare time to read books for the exam. This kind of examination is the fastest and the least expensive, but it is very useful for yourself, because it can exercise and cultivate your self-study ability. You can build your confidence in many procedures.

Seeing that I have become the key training object of the unit, I hope to wave to me, and my life will turn around. I bought a motorcycle that Spring Festival. At that time, motorcycles were no less than buying cars now. I know that as a township, only the town police station is equipped with two or two motorcycles. Pick up a kind person to play at home during the Spring Festival. Kindness is in the mountains. Panshan Highway is 30 miles long. I went up the mountain, and the mountain became steeper and steeper. That's the highway. It only has the roadbed of the expressway, but there is no cement. It just sprinkled some sand and stones on the road. Besides, it's raining and the road is slippery. I feel that the car can't stop when I go downhill. There is a cliff on one side and a hillside on the other. I am panicked and anxious, so I think quickly. Or hit the hillside inside the road, and the car stopped when it hit the hillside.

I turned the steering wheel of my car to the side of the road and pulled over. A branch flew towards me, which was a hibiscus strip on the side of the road. Suddenly inserted into the eye, how can the police be inserted into the eye. Later, half a year later, I went to observe that someone had sharpened it with a knife. Very lucky. The car stopped and I got off. I put my hand over my eyes. Passers-by took me to the hospital. There was no treatment in the hospital, so I transferred to the county hospital.

Emergency treatment was carried out that day. The next day, at the suggestion of my family, I was removed by anesthesia. Because the eyeball has been broken, in order not to affect the other eye, the two eyes are connected and can only be removed. One eye is gone, really gone. At that time, I was still young, and the children could not walk. How should I go in the future? When the child walked to the bedside and saw me, my tears could not be controlled.

After two months in hospital, I was discharged from the hospital. The company asked me to rest, and I took a year's sick leave, which may also let me rest forever. How to get to my way? The child is too young to walk. Can I take care of myself? I hope to be strong, but all persuasion is useless. I hurt one eye and the other. What I lost was my future, my courage and confidence in life. Walking on a small road in the country, the rain accompanied by tears asked the sky where to go.

I want to run away from home, go to a deep forest and concentrate on studying Buddhism. In my mind, I think Buddhism is boundless and profound, and I have nothing to ask for, and I am carefree and carefree. I really want to leave and live a secluded life without my family and friends.