I'm not my parents'.

It may be difficult to understand your pain without personal experience, so I can only enlighten you. I don't think it's that important to go out in person. In fact, it is more difficult to raise than to live. It is good to know how to be grateful. As for you saying that the foster mother gossips with people everywhere, I personally think that this kind of person is in her bones, that is, there are such people around her, which is really speechless, but this is their way of life. Don't think too much, in fact, she means no harm. On the contrary, it should be a manifestation of her inner fear of that situation. What did you say?/Sorry? Anyway, now that you are grown up, you know everything and have learned a lot. Whose credit is this? Therefore, don't care too much about things that can't be changed, and try to adjust your mentality and attention. Wish you a happy life!