No one understands the tired words

1. When one day, you find that your emotions cannot be expressed in words, and you would rather let yourself disappear gradually in the streets with gorgeous street lights late at night, this is loneliness.

2. Many times, I clearly don’t think so in my heart, but I can’t control myself and say the opposite, hurting others and even abusing myself. Is it because we are too attached to the so-called self-esteem, or are we all accustomed to duplicity?

3. Sometimes alienation is not hate. You look like you don’t need me, so how can I dare to embrace you deeply? I am just a child. I am messing around because I am dependent, being polite because I am unfamiliar, and being angry because I don't care, but I don't contact you because I'm afraid I'll be redundant.

4. Even if I am thousands of good things, you will not see it because you do not have a pair of eyes that love me.

5. Countless moments I have been thinking, it would be nice if you were here. In the end, I got through all these moments alone, and after that, it didn’t matter whether you were there or not.