I want to leave my present company, but I don't have the courage and don't know what I want.

I suddenly felt a little comfort when I saw what you wrote. It turns out that there are people in the world who have such similar feelings with me.

But I'm not as good as your family. I am from the countryside, my parents are working outside the home, and my family is very poor. My parents saved money to send me to high school and university. However, during my school days, I didn't study as hard as most rural children. I just muddle along and don't get along well. I didn't learn well or play well. I don't know where to go after graduation. I went to Guangzhou for half a year. Instead of saving money, I spent thousands of dollars at home. The only gain from more than half a year in Guangzhou is to understand a very simple truth, that is, "people need to communicate." At that time, I often told myself that although I didn't make any money, at least I knew how I "died", and I didn't go to Guangzhou for nothing, hehe. It was really difficult to find a job at that time. When the factory recruits general workers, I don't want a college degree. When recruiting managers, I can't even read clearly. Fortunately, someone introduced me to a job. At that time, it was a luxury for me to have an ordinary job. Although that job is ordinary, everything is new to me, and I have to learn everything from scratch. When I first entered, I was scolded for my professional skills and interpersonal defects, and I almost got fired. God bless me for finally passing the probation period. I can support myself anyway. Although I don't like that strange job myself, I'm not interested, but in order to survive, I have to persist and study, so I have no choice. Not well done, but at least can meet the basic requirements, and occasionally put forward their own ideas. I was very happy when my idea was approved by my colleagues. I have been doing this for 1 years, and I met with a financial crisis. I was fired six months ago. I am in a bad mood and very tired. I want to find a simple thing to do, as long as it is not too laborious. So I want to find a warehouse bookkeeping or something. I thought it would be easier, but it took more than two months, and I failed many times because I was not good at interpersonal communication. Finally, it was worth it. I found a job as a warehouse bookkeeper until now. It's just that my current job is not as easy as I thought, and there are many things that are quite annoying. But in any case, I will stick to it until I find a better job because I want to survive. Speaking of which, I think you are much luckier than me.

Actually, you don't have to be too pessimistic. You have worked in the company for more than 4 years, which shows that you have the ability to do this job well. Otherwise the company will let you stay in this position for so long. I guess you think you can't do this job well because you are usually careless and think you can do it better if you work hard? If you don't have any favorite job to find, then settle down and do your present job well. After all, money is important. Of course, you can't be sloppy and careless. Everyone is an adult and should learn to adjust and control their emotions, especially in the workplace. There is a saying, do what you do and love what you do. Maybe one day, you will find that this job is still very meaningful, and you will gradually like it. Not everyone can find a well-paid job that they like. In fact, many people now work to support their families, to support themselves, their wives, children, adoptive parents and houses. When they spend a lot of money every month, they have no time to think about whether they like their jobs, but they will think about how to do their jobs better and earn more money for their sons.

I don't know how your job is now, but I can tell you something about the warehouse. I am in the warehouse of a clothing company. I didn't have a rest when I was busy. I have to work overtime on weekends and 10 at night. I have been busy for several months. Free time is boring, and there is almost nothing to do for months. Moreover, many company warehouses are very hot in summer and have no air conditioning, but they have to go to work no matter how hot it is, and it is particularly cold in winter (warehouses are generally much bigger and empty than offices), but they have to go to work even if their hands and feet are red with cold. Moreover, the wages in warehouses are often very low, so if you can't bear hardships and can't accept lower wages, it's best not to be too interested in the work in warehouses. If you really want to change your job, I suggest you find a better job than you are now.

You don't have to think too much. Everyone is depressed sometimes, but you can't face it negatively. You should do less things harmful to yourself, such as drinking and smoking. If you really have nothing to do, you might as well do something beneficial to society, such as volunteering to make your life more sunny.

You can do many things in your life. Study, work, get married, and then work hard for the happiness of the family. Now there is a TV series "The Happiness of the Boss", and the lyrics are very popular.

Be born, grow up and get ready.

I went to school and went to work.

Get married, start a family, work hard and pay.

I think a person will not regret as long as he works hard and pays.

Well, after all this nonsense, I have no idea myself, hehe. I hope I can help you _