When I was three years old, I knew I was adopted.

I knew I was adopted when I was very young!

The memory of childhood has been long. The first memory of this incident is that many aunts sat together and joked, alas, Mao's mother is a beggar on the roadside! I said loudly, no, I'm mom's! Aunties began to laugh! I lowered my head and said silently in my heart: In fact, I know that I am Wang Yi's child, but she doesn't want me! The memory of two or three years old at that time, remember for a lifetime! You see, how horrible a person's childhood memory is!

Later, slowly, more and more things confirmed this information!

For example, people's parents are young uncles and aunts, but my parents are elderly people over half a year old! Oh, yes, I have three brothers. My eldest daughter and my second daughter are older than me! In other words, when my mother wanted me, she had married a daughter-in-law and became a grandmother of two children! Other children grew up with their brothers and sisters when they were young, while I grew up with my nephews and nieces!

For example, when I was five or six years old, I went back and told my mother, Mom, the dog egg said that I was adopted and you are not my mother! I saw my mother sweeping the floor and ran to the dog egg house with a broom! Put the dog egg on the ground, hit it on the ass a few times, and had a big fight with grandma dog egg! Since then, no one has ever told me that I was adopted!

For example, I go to preschool and my parents send me to school every day! Never let me play at the school gate! Why? Because Aunt Wang's house is at the school gate! Although my mother occasionally takes me to Aunt Wang's house to play, she never allows me to go alone!

For example, when I meet a new teacher at the beginning of each semester, go to other schools to take exams, and meet people I don't know on the roadside, someone will always ask me: Hi, is your last name Wang? I know your brother and sister! I will say loudly: no, my last name is Wen! Look, this is the power of blood!

I said Aunt Wang is my real mother! Later, I slowly realized that there was another brother and three sisters in front of me! When I was a child, my brother was disobedient and stupid. Wang Yi is afraid that when she grows up, she will be unreliable. She still wants a boy and continues to have children! And I am the fifth child!

My mother is the first generation of barefoot doctors trained by the country after the reform and opening up, because she can read! In the past, all the children in the town were delivered by midwives in an indigenous way. Then there was a barefoot doctor. Although it was not so advanced at that time, it was still a scientific method, so people began to look for barefoot doctors when they gave birth! Mom, she has become the busiest and most popular person in town!

I was adopted by my mother for another reason. My mother and my biological mother are ten years apart, but they are best friends because they are in the same street! My mother is strong and proud all her life and never refuses to accept others! Later, she told me about Aunt Wang. She always said that Aunt Wang is her best friend and a top-notch person! Warm and cheerful, hardworking and strong! Mom used the best words for her! Even, they all agreed that if they want to become sworn sisters, they will wait for the ceremony on the 16th day of the first month of the New Year!

In fact, I know I am adopted, but I never hate it! Because in that era when my daughter was treated like dirt, they were willing to give me a way to live, which was the greatest gift! When I came to my home, my parents gave me the greatest love. I grew up in my mother's arms and on my father's shoulders. Three brothers, the eldest brother had a child at that time, and he was not as enthusiastic to me as the second brother and the third brother, but the second brother and the third brother all spoiled me! When I was a child, my second brother quarreled with my sister-in-law, mostly because I fought with my nephew and niece. He always tells me! There are delicious and fun children who don't remember themselves, and they are all given to me! Third brother is studying. Every time I come back, I will tell stories and deduct money from my meals to buy toys and story books for me! Until now, nieces and nephews even know that no one can speak ill of me except my parents! Uncle Wang, my real father, told my mother countless times: I fell into the treasure egg in the pit of happiness!

As for the specific circumstances of adoption, I verified it after the college entrance examination! It also gave me a clear answer to my bitter life experience!

1989 One night in April, my mother was called to Aunt Wang's house. At two o'clock in the morning, I was born! After birth, Wang Shu and wangyi, full of expectation, saw another girl lost to the extreme. Uncle Wang said: Let her go swimming! I can't live! I should be glad that they and their mother are good friends. Before the midwife left, they began to discuss how to deal with my affairs! My mother heard this and said, Aunt Wang: You worked hard to be born, at least it is a life! Oh, by the way, when they said swimming, they drowned the child in the urinal!

Should be Wang Yi loathe to give up. She said to her mother, do you want it? You don't have a daughter, take it home! I'm relieved to give you the baby. If you don't want it, I'd rather let her drown! It is said that people don't want girls, and some throw them on the roadside and are taken away by wild dogs, leaving no bones; Someone took the child away, fed the mercury, and hollowed out the internal organs to transport opium; If you are lucky, grow up in another family! Aunt Wang said, my mother wants me to have a happy childhood! My mother doesn't want it. I don't know if it is still alive outside. It's better to live well!

What a great thing it is to adopt a child instead of a kitten or a puppy. Send food, don't throw it away! At least ten years! Mom said she was going back to discuss it with my dad!

My parents gave birth to five sons in their lifetime. The first child was a twin son, and one survived. The second child, a son, was raised to two years old and died of illness. The third is my son, that is, my second brother. The fourth child is still a son. When my father was born, he was going to change his daughter Finally, he didn't get it. It's my third brother When the fifth child was six or seven months old, my mother came back from work and went to the hospital with massive bleeding. The child was not saved and her uterus was removed. My mother said she was born a daughter! But she can't have children anymore, and she has given up the idea of having a daughter!

It rained, and my mother came home all night and told my father about me! It also ignited the father's heart that wants his daughter! Took a dad's autumn dress and took me home! At dawn, my mother asked my aunts at the door to sew clothes, cover the quilt and buy goats for me!

I didn't hate it before, but I hated it after I knew this! I was born at two o'clock at night and left the Wangs at five o'clock! I didn't drink a drop of breast milk, and I didn't even take a piece of cloth from his house when I went out! I'm wearing the clothes my mother and aunt opened together and drinking the goat milk my father bought from goats! How can my arrival be so unbearable!

Mom said, you should be considerate! I said, I can't understand, they gave me life, I can allow them not to want me, but at least let me eat and wear warm clothes, and then come out of that house! I hated them then, and I hated myself!

Let's talk about my aunt Wang. I was born to my mother, and later I gave birth to a daughter, just like me. I was born as a gift, and my mother told her again! Finally left my sister! When I was three years old, she was pregnant again, but the next news was that she died! Elderly women, hypertension, prenatal eclampsia, one corpse and two lives! ! ! There is an old saying in our country that two pairs of eyes are not buried. Dig up the child after death. It's been eight months, and none of the boys have survived!

Look, It's a Wonderful Life! My mother had her uterus removed in order to have a daughter, and she can't have any more children. Then she adopted me, and I can have both children! And my own mother lost her life to have a boy and didn't get it! So, this man, sometimes he has to accept his fate!

There must be something in life, and there is no need to force it in life!

After Aunt Wang died, Uncle Wang married another wife! Because there are still four children studying and a little girl to feed! When Aunt Wang was around, she was very diligent and quick-witted. She runs a business and leads an affluent life! After Aunt Wang left, Uncle Wang could no longer support the life of a large family in the town. The whole family had to move back to their hometown village! Coincidentally, when they moved, they passed by my door, so I played at the door and watched my brother pull a cart of things farther and farther! That was the last time I saw my brother!

After Aunt Wang left, my mother hated Uncle Wang for not taking Aunt Wang to the hospital as soon as possible. Plus in different villages, the distance is far, and the contact is slowly broken! Only once in a while, Uncle Wang will come to my mother's booth to have a chat and ask me about my situation! Sometimes I see it. Call Uncle Wang! But more is not seen!

Mom didn't want me to know that I was adopted, so I pretended not to know. If you don't want me to ask uncle Wang and aunt Wang questions, I won't ask them!

When I was in high school, my elder sister married in our village. She still teaches in our high school, but she teaches art, and I am a liberal arts student, so I can't see it at ordinary times! The last time, a night self-study, I chatted with my deskmate and she came in! She gave us information about the art test on the platform. I sat in the front row, I could see her clothes, but I didn't have the courage to look up at her! In just over ten minutes, it's like several years! After she left, all my friends asked me: Hi, you look like Miss Wang. She has been watching you! I smiled: alas, there are so many people who look like each other in the world. What a coincidence! In fact, only you know, this is not a coincidence, but so what?

On campus, I watched my sister's mother-in-law holding her baby, and there was no time to go around! She greeted me, asked me to go to her house for dinner, and asked the children to call me aunt. I left with a smile!

I am a senior three, and my sister is in high school. We live in the same dormitory building. I am on the sixth floor and she is on the fourth floor. * * * Use the bathroom! I've seen her! She knows! I know! Pass by!

Later, another time, I saw the Wangs at the school gate. They might come to my sister's place. They were all talking and laughing, and I saw them from a distance and walked to the side of the road! Look, it's amazing I am nearsighted. I didn't wear glasses at that time. People and animals are not separated three meters away, but I saw them ten meters away!

Things have changed since the college entrance examination! Because I have been worried about my adoption, because my parents are over 60, the rebellious period comes as scheduled, and high school wastes a lot of time! After the college entrance examination, you can only go to a junior college! It was an uneasy time. I don't know where I can go. I don't know if I can study, let alone where the future is! And my mother, who has been lying in bed for five days, doesn't eat or drink, and tears silently when she sees her!

Finally, when I filled out my volunteer, I told my mother that if you think you don't want to send me to college, I won't go. Tomorrow I will pack my things and go to work with my friends. Don't eat or drink! I don't blame you for not studying!

Mother cried loudly. She said I didn't want her. I'm going to find my own father!

Later, I learned that Uncle Wang found his mother and knew that I was admitted to a junior college! In the remote rural areas with backward educational resources, I have a ticket to enter the university campus. He suggested that he and his brothers and sisters, together with my mother, provide my college education! And my mother thought I had negotiated with my biological father, brother and sister! Don't want her!

I can understand how painful the girl who has worked so hard to get used to urinating with shit will be when she leaves!

I cried, I cried for more than ten years of grievances! Then I said, I have never said a superfluous word to them, and I will not recognize him! I'll go if you pay my tuition. I don't blame you if you don't. I was born to work to support you! You and dad raised me for eighteen years, how could I leave you! As long as you still want me, I am the daughter of Wen Jia!

Mother told Uncle Wang my wish! Uncle Wang never mentioned it again! Mom and dad gave me a student loan! I finally finished college and found a job! Two years later, my husband and I got married and came to a city thousands of miles away! There are only summer and winter about home!

I don't have to be shy about Wang Shu's family. My mother will also tell me the previous stories and the present situation! Wang Shu's wife left when her sister was in high school, and her sisters got married. My brother stayed in the field after graduating from college, and Wang Shu was the only one at home!

When we got married, my mother said, Uncle Wang is coming! I said no! Mom said this was the last chance to get to know each other, and she allowed me to get to know each other. It's not easy to get old! I said I didn't know him. He has no shortage of daughters, and I have no shortage of fathers! Since he was born without him, I don't want him when I grow up! Our father and daughter's scores were broken when I came out of his house!

Mom said that before, Wang Yi said that she would recognize my mother as her sister and take care of her with me until she was old! However, she didn't do it after all! Mom said that if Aunt Wang were here, we would definitely leave. I will have two fathers and two moms! I said, there is no if in life!

Those things have always remained in my memory! I'm still the daughter of Wen Jia! I didn't take care of my mother personally like my birth mother said! Mom said it's not my fault! If she won't let me study, I'll get married in the countryside and live around the stove all my life! She provides me with education, I have my own job, and I have a good life! She is very happy!

My only regret is that I went too far and didn't accompany my parents! Even when dad died, I didn't see him for the last time! But, as my mother said, there is always a way to go in life!

Now my mother and brother and sister-in-law will be the first to tell me if they are unhappy, and they will tell me if they can't solve the problem. I just need to listen! I went back to buy clothes and things for her, but she said no, but she would tell others that my daughter sold them to me! My mother had an operation and I took my girl to the hospital for more than ten days. She said I spent money, but she was happy to say that my daughter was still useful!

I am lucky, God gave me a dead card! Mom and dad were fired and bombed! People in their thirties spoil my husband and lovely daughter! There is no contradiction between my mother-in-law and daughter-in-law My parents-in-law never participate in my family's affairs and love me as much as a daughter! Back to my mother's house, I was still my mother's little daughter. My daughter and I like kittens. She specially raised a cat for me in my hometown so that I could touch it when I went back! There are also my eldest brother and sister-in-law who accompany me to play mahjong, my second brother and sister-in-law who make me good food, and my third brother who remembers to give me red envelopes on my birthday and holidays! He will say, Dad is gone, I will give you a red envelope, give you lucky money and sell a delicious food. I also told my husband that if it is not good for my aunt, we will beat your nephew and niece!

Being a member of the Wang family is the greatest misfortune in my life; Being a literate woman is the greatest luck in my life!