You think you're close?

Now I often chat with you in WeChat group or QQ group, and I basically don't chat with people privately. I feel that I can say anything in front of everyone. Until a few things happened, I suddenly found that people who talk and laugh with you every day may not regard you as a friend, but may just have fun in the group every day. Sometimes I ask myself, is there a natural barrier between girls and boys? They don't treat you as a buddy, but just talk about it.

? First of all, I am the only girl in junior high school who plays well. Everyone has established a group, chatting and telling jokes every day. They feel close to each other in the dark and have a good relationship. Now that I think about it, it seems that when they talked about their girlfriends, several boys already knew about it, but no one told me. Even the people you think are closest. So I feel like a fool. They have the same secret, but you don't know it. Think of yourself as their partner every day.

The second thing is that several boys and girls in the college class also formed a group and chatted happily every day. Recently, however, a male student wanted to hold a happy event and only told some students. When I heard the news from other people, I was surprised and lost besides congratulations. I feel like a fool again. You think everyone has a good relationship, but no one tells you anything.

There are many small things, and sometimes I ask myself a question repeatedly. Are the good brothers that girls and boys talk about fake? When things happen, maybe boys are born male chauvinist and don't treat you like a girl. Even if you think your relationship is already very good, you are still friends.

Suddenly I feel that many feelings are self-righteous, many relationships are unreliable, some things can't stand the test, and even the test is not a trivial matter. I really don't like such a well-known thing. I just kept it from you, and you still think someone will tell you. It's like walking on a dark street. You thought a friend would pick you up there, but in fact, the other party didn't think of your situation.

So force yourself to be a heartless person again and again, don't be easily distracted, and don't be easily confused by the surface.

? By an order and a scene

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