Dad, what I want to say to you is here.

If I communicated more and treated my father better, my father would not be so cruel to me. I have a deep affection for him. My love is in my heart and can't be expressed in other ways. I only know that studying hard will make him happy. It is my greatest wish to make him happy. Even if I don't communicate with him, I can see my love for him from my actions. Why have you been cruel to me for so long because of a small matter? I am a child, and I will repay him in the future.

I want to tell dad that I love him the most. I know his kindness, so please forgive me. I want to go back to my warm home. Dad, you understand my good intentions, and it's not easy for me.

As long as you understand me, I will be kind to you bit by bit in the future, and I will never be negligent because of numbness, so that you can feel my filial piety from my actions. I'm just a little ignorant. I have been studying hard for your happiness and happiness all my life. Everything I have done since I was a child is to love my father's heart. My father bought me delicious food when I was a child. When I was in junior high school, I fell asleep when I was sleepy. It was my father who carried me home. I remember everything. My father took my hand and led me to find my mother since I was a child. I am very touched and will never forget it. I hope you can care about me and ask me questions as you did when you were a child.

I miss my family very much, and I miss you too. I feel so sad. Dad asked me to go home, even if one day my classmates get together. My biggest regret in my life is that I didn't realize your wish. Dad, don't scold me. How much I want to give you money and buy you food, but your words hurt my heart and I am very sad.

Dad, all I care about is you. My father is the best to me in the whole family. You've changed. Nobody really cares about me anymore. I am sad. I have been autistic since I was a child. My mother doesn't care about me My brother often hits me. My sister always dresses beautifully. Nobody cares about me. I'm lonely. Only my father is the best for me, giving me hope and strength.

That's what dad does to me now. I seem to have no relatives and live alone in this world. Seeing that your loved ones are close at hand, your hearts are far away from me. I am sad. Seeing you talking and laughing together makes me jealous and uncomfortable. Why don't you want me? I also want to be a member of this family. I have relatives and a warm home like others. I am a person who needs home very much. Maybe I was born. I can't live without my family. My daughter is married now and nobody cares about me. I'm sad. I miss home more.

Think about my father's concern, concern and understanding of me. Why is my father so heartless? I think you are the best person, the greatest father and a strong father in the world. Why do you become so inferior and so narrow-minded now? I am sad.

My father is changing with the world. I thought my father would always be the kind and respectable father. I will always follow my father's example. I didn't expect my father's change to make me distrust people. I want to trust my father forever. I've always been proud to have relatives like you. Dad, you make me desperate. I love you and hate you. When will you be a respected father again?

I deeply expect you to be good, happy and happy forever, and come back to our warm home. Dad, you are a straight family, and I am sorry to be denied my past by a family like you. It's worse for me to be rejected by you. I thought the suffering was over and I could be born again, but your refusal made me more worried. I'm in pain, dad, you know. It's so hard that you don't even think about it for me. How can I live without coming back? That man left me and made other women angry with me. It's a great shame for a woman. You know, dad, I know it's wrong for me to live with others, but it's all for work. The man said he would marry me and arrange a job for me. My daughter is not a frivolous person. This is necessary. You didn't know when you watched me grow up.

I don't want to give my family any more trouble, so I believe him. Dad, I don't think you have taught me truth since I was a child. I don't seem to understand some things. I came back to ask you what to do, because you are the god in my heart and you will help me through the difficulties. I trust you very much. You are very valuable and important in my heart. Don't scold me unless you help me. I will help myself, but I have no place to live now. I'm embarrassed to go home. Do you know how I struggled to get home? I'm not the cheeky person you think. I really can't lift my head when I go home. Don't you see? I know I failed you, but I tried my best.

Don't blame me. I am a person, too. If that road doesn't work, I'll take another road. I just need your support and encouragement, help and care, guidance and guidance, but you don't even say a word, which makes me completely sad and makes me feel warm and cold. I don't want to see all this and I don't want to accept it. Dad, how much your words hurt me. Do you know that you betrayed my trust in you? After all, I'm your own daughter, remember? I don't want to be your burden, and I won't be your burden. Anyway, I go to school, and you look down on me too much.

I'm just unhappy. I'm still young and I have a long way to go. You describe me like this, don't you? Is it so hard for you to get through a little thing with others? Why are you the last person to stand in my way? I can't figure it out. You are always so understanding and supportive. How can you change? And my present road is good for me. Don't you forget that everything in the novel is for our own good? Now that I am well, you are so unhappy and hate me. What is the reason? I didn't give you money or something? Say anything, as long as I can do it. Because you were good to me, I remember.

I just can't express it. I still have humanity and conscience. Dad, please say something, even a word. Stop swearing. How is this family? You are the master. Don't ruin the family's feelings again. Being a man is not easy. Don't you understand? Dad, please control your emotions. I'm afraid of swearing every day. First, I'm afraid your brain will be stimulated. You make me angry, too It's your burden to stay at home all your life, you know? Aren't you afraid that I'm crazy and stay at home forever? You always expect me to be crazy and a beggar. Why, to what extent do you despise me? I'm a little afraid that you will degrade my personality. You let an old father say such a thing when his daughter is weak. I really want to be a madman and a fool to show you how you feel. You work a little too hard. I won't do that anyway. I will become like that after breaking up with a man like that. I am an adult, and I am old enough to get married. Shouldn't I have a date? I was just cheated. What do you think of me? No matter what, you have to believe me. If I were the kind of person who was not serious, I would have hooked up with someone so far away from home at school. You listen to others to sow discord, which is not authentic. Dad, you are too simple.

I don't know much about society, so it's hard to survive now. I think I can go anywhere I want. As you said, fortunately, the difficulty lies in human relations. Dad, I really hope someone can help me, but you said I don't care. I feel very inferior. Students will not help me if they can help me. Usually I get along well with them, but no one says help me, so I can't. Dad, I can't come back. My daughter does that dirty and tired job every day. i really do not want to go. I'm so proud that I can't rest at noon every day. I am tired.

The house where I live is very scary. It's not safe for people to lie on the window and pry open the door. I must consider my safety, dad. I know my situation. Everything I do is for myself. I'm fine. Is everyone all right? You want me not to give up my job and suffer in that helpless place all my life? I really want to work, but the pain and pressure brought by work make me unbearable. You have to understand my heart. It is not easy for me to make this decision. For three years, I struggled and I was in pain. Finally, I found it difficult to find a state-owned enterprise, so I stayed and looked for a family to make this decision. He chased me to the man and said he would arrange a job for me.

I was desperate and didn't know what to do. I'm even sadder. Coupled with people's comments, my brother said that I had a bad reputation, but it was not that important. Everyone is dating. I was just cheated. The victim is me. You should get even with that man, not just me. Did that man lie to me and help that man be happy for him? Everything I have done in the past three years is for work, not for personal enjoyment as you said. Having a date is also called personal enjoyment. I'm not a man, I'm a woman, and I'm not after money. I gradually fell in love with that man and had feelings for him, but it was painful to be dumped. Dad, you are still satirizing me, as if you are glad that I was cheated.

I did my best. Don't blame me, don't mention it again. I'm dying. You want me dead. I have been struggling with my emotional work. These two things are everything to me. I didn't. I don't want to die. I'm just a little short of money. You still encourage me. Are you happy to see me dead? If so, it also shows that you have no humanity. Am I wrong?

I admit that I am an incompetent woman, and I have never done anything to hurt you. I didn't break the law or commit a crime. Not serious enough to die. I haven't really lived a good life yet. Your heart is too cruel. I have studied since I was a child, and I have paid a lot. Never wore a decent dress, had breakfast once, and had no education at home. Does your little concern make your family warm, and so do you?

I am angry and ashamed to have such a family. I am sad and ashamed to have a father like you. I am not the only one in charge of everything in the world, and you are not the only one. Environmental influences and interpersonal relationships are at work. I'm not alone in one thing, I'm influenced by many things.

For example, if I want to work in an office, the leader just doesn't need me. what can I do? When my things are useless, I can't help it if others deny me. I can't decide everything I want. I only have the ability to store knowledge. It's not up to me to use knowledge, and I feel very sad. That's what society is like. When I was at school, the school was very simple, and the society was too complicated for anyone to control. It is very difficult to rely on the strength of an ordinary person. I was just a graduate of an ordinary school, and my theoretical ability was average.

I also want to ask you what this society is like and what people are doing, but you say people are talking about me. I don't know what everyone is saying about me, and I haven't done anything wrong. I just have a terrible job. I am a woman, too. Make a good impression on others from an early age. Now that I'm unemployed, I can't lift my head. I failed to live up to the expectations of people who care about me. People ask me how to explain it.

I look forward to your explanation to me. Not only did you not explain, but you came back to tell me, which made me feel sad and helpless. You made me feel at ease in the abyss of pain? Why not press the heart? Why didn't you expect me to be good, and everyone was good? On the contrary, you repeatedly want me to suffer. What do you mean? People are speaking ill of me, and I hope you can refute me. You came to tell me that you were ill again.

Your acquiescence made me more miserable. When people spread the news, they all thought it was true. How to meet people in the future? Your heart is too dark and bad, and you just want to trap me in pain and get back at me. Do I have such a big grudge against you, psycho?

If you don't want to live, you can die. It's unfair for me to replace you. Be straight when you are old and dead. I'm still young and don't want to die. If you can't resist, you will hate me very much. I am very angry with you.

I listen carefully to everything about you, even my right to resist and maintain my dignity. I am a sinner and a fool in front of you, so you are willing. Why have I become a tool for you to vent your unhappiness? You've caused me enough pain, worse than the man who lied to me. I've never seen such a person when he's down.

I'm not your daughter anymore. I don't have a father who bullied the weak like you. You were stabbed because of your bad character and strong hatred. You are really a shameless person. If you hate people, you can't wait to be unlucky and miserable all your life. Imagine why, who should owe you or owe you? You can't realize your wishes and force others to be crazy. What kind of family can a person with no quality like you form? Can I have a future? Because it is because of your genes that my brother is not as good as me and doesn't make a penny. You have to be considerate of him and support his big family. My sister has a good family. None of us have jobs or a bright future. My brother also went to high school. Why don't you get even with my brother? When I was a child, I always pretended to be the best for me. The house was bought for me. Why not ask me to live now? It is because you are incapable that I am incapable of raising children. Men are women, women are men, treat me like a man, earn money to support my family, and men are waiting for others to raise them at home. What do you mean, big business? Your idea is strange, forcing a woman to hate going out to make money as a chicken. As long as she doesn't come home, your vanity is too strong. As long as I work outside and don't go home, it's right to be cheated. As long as you are envied in front of others, you don't want me. I'm ashamed of having such an incompetent father, don't you think?

In the end, the factory I stayed in was not as good as ours, so I came back as soon as possible. The man who didn't come back was angry with me. I had to come back to avoid him, or something happened. If I don't come back, I want to get rid of him and my hatred. It seems that you really want me to get rid of him and go to jail. Otherwise, you will defend this difficult person and annoy me to get even with him. Dad, you're doing great.