Feng Tianwei's various comments.

It was Friday, July 2nd, and the sun was blazing in Taiyuan. At 8: 25 in the morning, Feng Tianwei appeared in the lobby of Zhangze Business Hotel wearing short clothes and carrying a shoulder bag and riding a pair of white CROCS. From time to time, someone gesticulated not far from her and said the same thing, "Look, that's Feng Tianwei."

Feng Tianwei looks the same as it did two years ago. He still has handsome short hair, is still polite and greets you with a smile. Just a little swollen eyes. Looks like I didn't sleep well.

Five minutes later, Feng Tianwei and teammate Liu Juan got into the silver-gray commercial vehicle. Twenty minutes later, the car passed through the bustling downtown and drove into the courtyard of Shanxi Sports Vocational College at Jinyang Street 100. On the way, Feng Tianwei took out a tube of eye drops from his bag and skillfully dropped them into his eyes. For a month, she washed her eyes six times a day, and Feng Tianwei developed the ability to take medicine at any time, anywhere and in any environment.

On the first floor is the table tennis hall, with more than a dozen tables and mottled walls around it. There are two wooden benches next to each table, which are used to place players' bags, jerseys and sneakers. There is no air conditioning in the museum, and dozens of children, large and small, are already sweating. Two old players made a table for Feng Tianwei and Liu Juan. Feng Tianwei changed his clothes and sneakers, and while exercising around the table, he talked and laughed with Liu Juan. The black sports coat was soaked with sweat. After getting ready for activities, Feng Tianwei pinned her hair to her forehead with a hairpin and began to fight with Liu Juan. If you lean less, your face will be covered with sweat as big as beans, and your stubborn hair will be completely wet with sweat and stick to the back of your head. In order not to let sweat flow into his eyes, Feng Tianwei walked aside from time to time and wiped the sweat off his face with a white towel.

One month before and two months after, it was the base camp of Feng Tianwei. On the second day after the World Table Tennis Championships in Moscow, Feng Tianwei only rested for two hours in Singapore and flew to Taiyuan non-stop. At this time, she is a member of Datong Yungang-Jindi Mining Club. Feng Tianwei played in the first game of the Table Tennis Super League, defeating South Korean foreign aid Kim Tae-e of Shandong Luneng 3-0. Also from then on, Feng Tianwei's eyes had a problem-he was allergic to water and soil.

"You see, I'm almost ready now. At the worst time, there is only one seam left in my eyes, which is as high as my nose. " Feng Tianwei pointed to his eyes and told reporters, "It's still red, like a ninja turtle. I am embarrassed to go out. " In order not to delay the game, during that time, Feng Tianwei traveled all over the hospitals in Datong. Every day, he received an infusion, and once he got stuck outside the blood vessel and had a big bag on his arm. Even so, Feng Tianwei still didn't lose a game. "In fact, everyone can understand that she doesn't play at this time, but she must insist on playing." The section chief of Datong Society said.

At 2pm on July 1, Feng Tianwei, who just finished the "World VS China Table Tennis Team Challenge", flew from Shanghai to Taiyuan. After a short rest, he went to the hotel gym to exercise. Practice from 8: 30 in the morning to noon the next day 1 1. When eating in the hotel cafeteria at noon, someone came to ask her to sign a photo from time to time. I practiced for more than three hours in the afternoon, serving more, playing doubles and practicing routines ... At 6: 50 pm, only she, Singapore women's team coach Zhou Shusen and Datong Club coach Bu Bangmin were left on the court. Several small players can't wait to take a photo with Feng Tianwei. After taking photos, Feng Tianwei and Liu Juan dig into the technical details. Because of his eyes, Feng Tianwei didn't practice for three weeks before, so he should seize all the time to "make up lessons".

This time in Taiyuan, more people know about Feng Tianwei. Compared with the Beijing Olympic Games two years ago, she not only has the aura of world champion, but also because the Singaporean women's team defeated the unbeaten China team. In that suffocating final, Feng Tianwei scored two points, making history for Singapore. Even after more than a month, telling Feng Tianwei about winning the World Table Tennis Championships in Moscow, she still felt a little incredible.

Feng Tianwei clearly remembers that he was in a trance for several days after winning the championship. "My daydream has come true. I wanted to take part in the Olympic Games before, but I didn't expect to win the silver medal. Then I wanted to be a world champion, but I didn't expect to get it this time. "

After the game, Feng Tianwei was asked the same question countless times: "Do you want to win the world championship?" She repeatedly said, "I didn't expect, I didn't expect, it was a little unexpected to play like this."

Before the World Table Tennis Championships in Moscow, Feng Tianwei and his teammates trained in Taiwan Province province. Before the game, he scored second, and listed five or six opponents, China was not among them. Training time is less than 40 days, and time is tight.

Singapore was lucky when the group draw was made. I didn't meet the Asian team, and the game went well. After winning 3-0 in the semi-final, Feng Tianwei breathed a sigh of relief and the task was completed!

Before the final, Zhou Shusen, the head coach of the Singapore women's team, said in an interview with Li Wujun, the sports channel of CCTV: "We are definitely at a disadvantage to the China team, and it is estimated that the situation will be one-sided." When Feng Tianwei was asked about her chances of winning, she smiled. "I don't know."

May 30, 20 10, is destined to be no ordinary day for Singapore.

More than two hours before the competition, the Singaporean women's team and the China women's team took the same bus and set off from the Cosmos Hotel for the Moscow Olympic Stadium. Feng Tianwei and China talked and laughed, and also invited Liu and Ding Ning to play in Moscow after the game.

At that time, it was estimated that even Feng Tianwei didn't expect that there would be "unexpected" results in the women's team final in a few hours.

In the first set, Feng Tianwei reversed Ding Ning 3-2, making everyone present and in front of the TV either nervous or excited. At the end of the last goal, the voice of Huang Biao, the captain of China's national table tennis team, came from the TV. "In the last three games, Feng Tianwei played very stably at the crucial moment, showing the world-class technical level. Feng Tianwei, who was 0-2 behind, changed the serve and dared to play. Dare to attack, have no choice but to frequently use offensive strikes ... "

There are many theories about why Feng Tianwei can be reversed. Feng Tianwei's own conclusion is that besides the pressure from the other side, it is also because of his "stable mentality". Judging from the performance of the scene, whether it is 0-2 behind, 3-8 behind in the fourth game, or even a reversal, Feng Tianwei is always a poker face, even a little relaxed.

"I don't know what happened that day, but it is relatively stable. Is this a sign of maturity? " Feng Tianwei asked the reporter with a smile.

In fact, maturity is destined to be bought at a high price. In Feng Tianwei's memory, there was a fight very similar to that of Ding Ning, but the roles were changed. That was six months ago, in the final of ITTF Professional Tour, Feng Tianwei led 3-/kloc-0, and was tied by Ding Ning. In the deciding game, Feng Tianwei led 7-3, but somehow lost points in a row and finally lost.

It was the only time that Feng Tianwei took the lead and held six or seven meetings with Ding Ning. She recalled: "At that time, I wanted to win quickly and couldn't control my emotions. I can clearly feel that I am out of control. It is normal to get out of control on the court, but it is unforgivable to get out of control when we are leading at this level. "

That time out of control strongly stimulated Feng Tianwei, and after profound and thorough analysis, the situation of winning first and then losing was obviously reduced. Perhaps it was the unforgettable experience of "out of control" that enabled Feng Tianwei to keenly capture the changes of his opponent in the final of the World Table Tennis Championships in Moscow. "This is similar to my feeling of losing control of the protagonist. I can feel that they have lost control of their hands. "

In the second half of the tie breaker with Liu, Feng Tianwei was not as calm as before. Whenever he wins a ball, he will raise his arms and shout. Feng Tianwei later recalled: "At that time, we will see who is more determined. Mentally speaking, I am not worse than her. After the fight, I obviously felt that she was not so decisive and hesitated. "

This is the "terrible" thing about Feng Tianwei. It can calmly control themselves and see their opponents clearly in the team final of the World Table Tennis Championships, give a sudden blow to Ding Ning and Liu who have never won before, and make Zhou Shusen on the sidelines change from "despair" to surprise.

Of course, as Zhou Shusen said, the Singaporean team won the championship this time because they have no baggage, so they can put down their fighting and "catch up with the good times"-the China women's team without Zhang Yining and Wang Nan is still immature.

In this regard, Feng Tianwei made this interpretation: "Everyone makes mistakes. Zhang Yining was out of whack before the 2004 Olympic Games, and Li also lost a lot before he matured. Now looking at Ding Ning and Liu in turn, I think they are even more terrible because they are going to grow up again. " In the doping control room of Moscow Olympic Gymnasium, Feng Tianwei, who is still breathing, is waiting for a urine test. While she was still muttering "Don't go wrong, it's all over", there were already more than 100 new text messages and more than a dozen missed calls in her mobile phone. One of the calls was from Feng Tianwei's mother, Liu Chunping. When Feng Tianwei called back, she obviously felt her mother's excitement. "I think she is more excited than me. She seldom praised me before, but she praised me on the phone. "

Singapore airport. Liu Chunping, holding flowers, mingled with the welcome crowd, waiting for her daughter to appear. Feng Tianwei, with the trophy in his hand, was the first to come out and hugged his mother deeply. "Mom, this is a gift from me. Are you happy? " "Happy, happy ..." Liu Chunping didn't say that finish, and his eyes were red. Recalling that scene, Feng Tianwei will still have a sour nose. In fact, from the beginning, Liu Chunping didn't ask too much of her daughter on the ball, just asking her to have a good figure. Before Feng Tianwei came to Singapore, he said to his mother, "I want to play the Olympic Games. I want to get a card at the Olympic Games." Liu Chunping looked suspicious. "Is it possible?" After winning all the silver medals, Feng Tianwei had the idea of winning the world championship. Liu Chunping looked at her and said, "Can you do it?" "You watch." The daughter really won the world championship, and Liu Chunping smiled. "It seems that you are really good."

Looking back, Feng Tianwei thought it was mom who dared. When her daughter won the world championship, Liu Chunping was sincerely happy and finally found the opportunity to "release". "After the game, my mother got angry. Many reporters want to interview her, and she looks like a celebrity every day. It's been a month now, and my mother hasn't calmed down. Call me and say who said what. I said,' Come on, it's been a month. Are you still like this?' "

On the third day after returning to Singapore from Moscow, Feng Tianwei won the Best Female Athlete Award in Singapore in 2009. At the award ceremony, Liu Chunping and the Singaporean Deputy Prime Minister were separated by Feng Tianwei. She said to her daughter, "You sit over there and I'll talk to the Prime Minister."

"The average person will be particularly restrained, she won't, and she talks very well. After a while, she asked her how many children she had. " Feng Tianwei said that his personality is completely opposite to his mother's. If it is her mother's character, she can't play table tennis, just play football.

But in fact, Feng Tianwei was deeply influenced by her mother. Feng Tianwei seldom chats with Liu Chunping at ordinary times, and it won't help. But when she encounters unhappy things and can't tell others, she will tell her mother. Every time I finish, Feng Tianwei will feel relaxed. It is Liu Chunping's optimistic and positive personality that makes Feng Tianwei feel that no matter what happens, it's no big deal. In Singapore, there is a fan club of nearly 2,000 people, many of whom are Feng Tianwei fans. In his spare time, Feng Tianwei will have dinner and chat with his fans. Back in China, Feng Tianwei will also feel the "madness" of domestic fans. When playing a game in Hunan, some fans deliberately skipped classes from Guangzhou to Changsha to watch her game, and many of them came on leave. "I really appreciate your support, but I'm sorry. I really don't want them to delay their normal work and study because of me. "

After the World Table Tennis Championships, the Singapore media reported the news that the women's team won the championship for a week. On June 26th, Singapore also held a military parade for the women's table tennis team, which was only twice in Singapore's history. The last time was when their table tennis team won the silver medal at the Beijing Olympic Games. No matter in Singapore or China, Feng Tianwei has become a household name. But according to Feng Tianwei's character, "The more this time, the more you have to stay awake."

Some people say that Feng Tianwei is very lucky, while others say that Feng Tianwei is very ambitious. These statements are based on the changes in Feng Tianwei in the past two years. In the summer of 2008, "self-made" Feng Tianwei not only represented Singapore in the Beijing Olympic Games, but also won the silver medal. Two years later, she won the team championship in the World Table Tennis Championships. For China, this opponent is growing too fast.

From the silver medal to the gold medal, people in the industry know what efforts non-China table tennis players need to make. As the coach of China's national table tennis team often says, it seems that there is only one step away from the top players, but which one does not come from inhuman torture and suffering?

The second half of 2008 was a bit sad for Feng Tianwei. Like any athlete who has just experienced a big competition, she also has ups and downs. Feng Tianwei recalled that just after playing the Olympic Games, playing in some small venues would make her feel depressed and bored. She felt that she could only show herself at the Olympics, which made her wonder if her ideological level was not high enough.

After the Olympic Games is the World Cup, and Feng Tianwei plays the third place. The results are not bad, but she still feels sorry because she made a mistake she shouldn't have made.

Feng Tianwei beat Guo Yue and Tieyana 4-8 in the semi-final, which didn't worry Feng Tianwei, after all, he hasn't lost to her. Surprisingly, Tieyana played well as soon as she came on the stage, but Feng Tianwei seemed unable to fight. This time, Feng Tianwei not only lost, but also lost 0-4.

"I shouldn't have lost that game. If I win, I can compete with Li for the championship and runner-up. Although I am definitely at a disadvantage, I still have a chance to fight for it. " At that time, Feng Tianwei swept almost all the second places. For the first time, she felt such a strong desire to win the championship.

The game plunged Feng Tianwei into depression, and he didn't know why he lost. When training, I will whisper from time to time: Are you too tired? Should it be adjusted? Feng Tianwei hates this state. What saddens her most is not how big the problem is, but that she can't find it.

Some people say that the athletes didn't perform well in the first competition, but this "rule" obviously doesn't apply to Feng Tianwei. When she participated in the Olympic Games, she didn't know what fear was, so she killed her all the way. However, after the Olympic Games, everything seems to be not so smooth. She had to seriously re-examine herself. "In fact, I didn't have absolute strength to occupy that position during the Olympic Games, and my achievements were spelled out. After the Olympic Games, my position in others' eyes changed, and others came to defend me. If I still use the previous standards to demand myself, I will definitely not. "

Aware of this, Feng Tianwei's mood miraculously improved-although the problem has not been solved. Since then, Feng Tianwei has set higher demands on himself, which is not only reflected in his usual overtime training, but also reminds himself that no matter whether it is a big mistake or a small mistake, he can't make it easily. Someone asked her if she needed to be so nervous. She thinks that although she didn't make a big mistake in the competition, if she doesn't pay attention to small problems, she may fall down at some point.

In 2009, the schedule in Feng Tianwei was very full. In addition to participating in the World Table Tennis Championships, World Cup, Asian Cup and other "mandatory events", there are more than ten large and small open competitions. Besides, I'm going back to China to play the Table Tennis Super League for three months. Finally, at the championship held in Changsha at the end of the year, Feng Tianwei couldn't hold on.

That time, Feng Tianwei lost to pavlovic, another game that should not be lost. Feng Tianwei wanted to cry while playing, and tears welled up at the end of the game. In her mind, it was the first time that she shed tears because she lost. "The state is particularly poor, but she usually loses everything she can win. That's not what bothers me. It's that I got sick while playing and didn't want to pick up the racket on the court. " Before winning the championship, Feng Tianwei just won the women's team championship, women's singles champion, women's doubles runner-up and mixed doubles runner-up in the 25th Southeast Asian Games. The high-intensity competition has pushed her to the limit both physically and psychologically.

In order not to affect her participation in the professional tour finals, Jing, the coach of the Singapore women's table tennis team, patiently comforted Feng Tianwei and gave her a week off. After the finals, Feng Tianwei took a long vacation. She went back to her hometown Harbin and Beijing to accompany her grandmother. When I came back, it was three weeks later. After that "tossing", Feng Tianwei thoroughly practiced, and there won't be much emotional fluctuation in any competition. Find the reason if you lose, and you won't be too excited if you win.

Feng Tianwei said that he was lucky to meet different "distinguished people" at different stages of his life. When she first arrived in Singapore, it was Liu who inspired her desire for victory. It was Jing who strengthened her confidence when she wandered irregularly; Zhou Shusen, who has rich experience in coaching women's teams, gave her more space.

"God is so kind to me. There are many people who pay more than me, but have fewer opportunities than me. Maybe I suffered more setbacks before 16 years old, and I was transferred after 16 years old. "

But in fact, Feng Tianwei himself has a clear understanding. Zhou Shusen said: "Feng Tianwei never looked for objective reasons when he lost the game." For this high evaluation, Feng Tianwei's "theory" is: "Once you find an objective reason, it means that you should always look for this' objective reason'. Just like you told the first lie, you have to lie about it again. There are' objective reasons' because you have subjective problems. For example, the sponge is not easy to play. If you lose, why is the sponge not easy to play? Because you didn't pick a sponge before the game, it's your own problem. As long as you always think you have a problem, you can make progress. "

Seeing such Feng Tianwei face to face, people have to marvel at her mature reason and skillful expression ability. Anyone who has come into contact with Feng Tianwei has a good evaluation of her: calm, tenacious, natural and graceful, decent and generous ... She also feels that she has grown a lot in the past two years. "The state is not low, but it needs to be improved. It is growing, but it is still immature. I haven't completely controlled myself, and sometimes the problems that have appeared before will recur. When can I do what Zhang Yining Wang Nan did? " Feng Tianwei is the captain of the Singaporean women's table tennis team, which is unanimously recommended by everyone. The usual "jurisdiction" is to unify everyone's clothes before the game, without real power. Of the five people, except Yu, she is the youngest, but everyone recognizes her and thinks that she is not like an ordinary girl. One is one, one is two.

Usually in the team, Feng Tianwei is good at talking, but most people can't talk to her, only those who are familiar with her, and she is very measured. When she meets a stranger for the first time, she will say hello politely. When she is alone, she is quiet, reading and practicing calligraphy. In fact, people can communicate freely in recent years. Feng Tianwei was much more silent when he was a child. If I meet someone I don't know, I won't talk at all. This habit didn't change until Feng Tianwei visited Japan in 2005.

When he first arrived in Japan, Feng Tianwei could not speak Japanese. In order to integrate into the environment as soon as possible, Feng Tianwei forced himself to communicate with others and gestured when he couldn't speak. Feng Tianwei 1 1 years old left home to live independently. But even so, in Japan, she still feels unprecedented loneliness. "At that time, it was my most uncomfortable time. I'm calling you to pay the bill. You don't know where to pay it. It's really the taste of not calling every day. It seems that you are the only one in the world. During that time, I surfed the Internet every day, wishing I could spend 20 hours on the Internet 24 hours a day. When I saw someone I knew coming up, I told them that I was nearsighted. Go shopping if you are in a bad mood, and go shopping if you have nothing to do. I'm going to destroy Japanese shops. Sometimes I feel particularly wronged. In fact, there is nothing wrong with it, but I still feel wronged and cry when I eat. "

It was not until I met Rebecca that things got better. They met through ball games. Coincidentally, Rebecca, who has lived in Japan for more than ten years, is also from Harbin. Rebecca is very enthusiastic and regards Feng Tianwei as his daughter. Besides taking care of Feng Tianwei in life, I often give her reason, encourage her to support her and help her through the most difficult years. As soon as she arrives in Japan, Feng Tianwei will definitely visit her.

Feng Tianwei said that during his two years in Japan, he has changed a lot, and one year seems to have matured for several years. Sometimes Liu Chunping really feels sorry for his daughter. "Don't be so tired. Find a rich boyfriend and live a good life. " Feng Tianwei never thought about who to rely on, he has the ability to live a down-to-earth life. Not only do you live a good life, but also let people around you live a good life.

Chatting with Feng Tianwei in front of me often leads to an illusion that she is not like an athlete, at least not typical. Life in Feng Tianwei is very simple. She doesn't surf the Internet, watch movies or watch series. In addition to training competitions, she just reads books and learns English, which is called the life of the ancients by reporters.

Feng Tianwei really loves reading books, from classic novels to contemporary novels, from inspiration to psychology, he should take one with him when he goes out to play. "Reading can bring me a pleasant experience. I like reading books from different aspects and authors, which can help me see things from different angles. For example, psychologically, I don't want to know more about my opponent. I mainly want to know myself, what my personality is like and when there will be any problems. If you know this, you can control yourself. If you can't control yourself, you can't play ball. "

Feng Tianwei said that although he is an athlete, his bones are exquisite. Although he has never been to school, he likes learned people. If one day he stops playing ball, he will definitely go to school. In the "World VS China Table Tennis Team Challenge", Feng Tianwei temporarily talked to Fukuhara Ai about tactics and acted like a coach. "I think I am still qualified to be a coach, but athletes still have a lot to do."

After the World Table Tennis Championships, a reporter asked her, "Will you feel stressed after winning the championship?" Feng Tianwei replied: "There will be motivation when there is pressure. The greater the pressure, the greater the motivation." "But in fact, I feel very heavy. Everyone was against you before. Now you are the world champion, and you beat China. China team studies you as a whole. How to really start from scratch is a test for me. "

How big is Feng Tianwei's "ambition" and what is her ultimate goal? At the end of the interview, faced with this required question, Feng Tianwei gave this answer, "The goal ... don't say to surpass yourself, there are still many people who need me to surpass. At the London Olympics, China's athletes will definitely be more terrible. I can imagine what will happen next. "

"I hope I can win the gold medal at the London Olympics. This is a dream, and I know it will be very, very difficult. A more realistic goal is to win a singles medal in the case of winning the team silver medal. People who have no ambition will not get to this point. Of course, how ambitious the chest is, how much effort will be made. "

No matter how difficult it is, whether it can be realized or not, the London Olympic champion or even the Grand Slam is not her ultimate dream. Whatever it is, what is certain is that this girl is by no means like a cup of warm water. Who knows what her future will be like? It's not difficult to make an appointment for an interview with Feng Tianwei-although she doesn't like publicity, she only accepted an exclusive interview with this magazine after winning the championship-and she won't reply to text messages for more than half an hour, and her wording is polite.

Getting along with Feng Tianwei is also a pleasant experience. Buy water before training and she will ask you what to drink. Zhou Shusen will give you half of Yangmei, who gave her guidance. More importantly, reporters are often surprised in interviews that last for more than two hours. Some words are really not said by athletes, at least not by people her age.

Like all young people, Feng Tianwei is very trendy and likes fashionable things. Especially mobile phones, I bought five or six "latest models" after I arrived in Singapore.

"I'm not the ancients, just a little complicated. I also wrote poems when I was in Japan, describing my lonely state. "

"In fact, my endurance is quite strong. When I encounter difficulties, the first thing I think of is a more positive and optimistic side, but sometimes it will be a little sad. "

Feng Tianwei's mobile phone contains many photos of her own art, some of which are cool and some are charming. Just like some netizens commented on her: handsome and beautiful. Sure enough. Liu: I saw this kid play ball six or seven years ago. I think she worked hard and was serious in the first game. Singaporeans lack players like Feng Tianwei, so they are very practical. Let her practice as hard as possible, no matter how hard it is, she will recite it. From the technical and tactical point of view, Feng Tianwei's play is very advanced. It is also very important that this child is very obedient and important, and can carry out the coach's intention on the court.

Table tennis coach Li Xiaodong: Feng Tianwei was also good in the second line, and he was also the first. Even the first team took her to practice. Then I went to Japan with a bad mood and finally went to Singapore. And from Feng Tianwei's point of view, I think she is highly motivated and has the upward motivation to give full play, which is quite pleasing.

Huang Biao, captain of the national table tennis team: Feng Tianwei is in the second team of our country, which is better. At that time, Lv Lin was the head coach of the second women's team. Lv Lin told me that she had high hopes for Feng Tianwei and thought he had great potential. Later, she returned to the provincial team because she was in poor health for a while. From this player's point of view, her overall playing ability is relatively strong, and her forehand and backhand are reasonable.

Liu Wei, Associate Professor of Peking University and World Champion: Feng Tianwei is very easygoing in private. He usually trains very hard and is very strong.

Zhou Shusen, head coach of Singapore Women's Table Tennis: She loves table tennis very much and trains very hard, so she can maintain this level. Without good consciousness or perseverance and will, she was there to support. Persistence is impossible.

She is really crazy about table tennis, because she always feels that she didn't play it herself, and she should be able to play it. With this perseverance, she usually trains very hard and it is not easy to stick to it. "

Datong head coach Bu Bangmin: Feng Tianwei is a mature child. She is good at dealing with people, with high quality and team spirit. Our team members can also learn a lot from her.