I am a bad girl, what should I do?

It must be hard to start over. Now that you have deeply realized your mistakes and are willing to correct them, this is a good start, but it doesn't mean that the road ahead will be smooth sailing.

You must be mentally prepared, make up your mind, don't be confused, and go on firmly. You have made a little progress now. If these relationships are shaken by your previous stupidity in the future, then such relationships are not worth your efforts. People who support you and trust you will eventually trust you and tolerate you. The key is your own opinion. I don't think it's good to escape, although where is it?

Finally, we should be firm in our direction, and don't be depressed and hesitant. Now that you have started to change, you must stick to it. Your worry is just a stumbling block on the way forward. You can either bypass it or cross it, and don't let it take root.