Who will accompany you for the New Year on the day of family reunion?

There is no one to accompany me for the New Year. I am alone. In fact, every year during the Spring Festival, I have a very painful feeling. This feeling is that thousands of people in Qian Qian are brilliant, but they are not miserable. When writing this, I can still see the fireworks and hear the firecrackers outside the window, but I can only face the four walls in the room and then type in front of the computer. Even if you want to drink hot water, you have to go to the kitchen to open someone. Then slowly wait for the water to boil. When I wrap jiaozi, I will count the horny skins, just 20 dumplings, which are a mixture of 20 shrimps and half a catty of leeks. There is no one to accompany me for the New Year. My pain is not because of loneliness, but because of comparison.

In fact, among many festivals, what I don't like most is this day of family reunion, because it will make me more lonely. I am a typical post-80s generation, a real social animal, a social animal wandering in a strange city to earn scattered nutrition. I will count every penny I earn and divide it into several parts. 1 Part is for my wife's book, the second part is for my parents, and the first part is for my parents. For example, when I was sick, I was afraid to go to the supermarket to buy leeks when I was rescued in the New Year. I had to walk 5 kilometers to the farmer's market to buy some relatively cheap vegetables, and then rented a house to eat in jiaozi.

It sounds sad, but this Spring Festival is almost 10 years. Why don't I go home? Don't parents miss you? Why not let your parents accompany you? Someone will definitely ask me this question. First, I don't go home because I can earn more money by working overtime in the company. Secondly, when I get home, my parents may not be really happy. In fact, I grew up in a different environment from others. My parents are cold-hearted people. I have never felt any so-called affection since I was a child. Even when I got home, there was no communication between three people and three rooms except for dinner, which made me feel even more embarrassed and didn't need anyone to accompany me.

However, I also hope that when I look up at all the lights, there is a light that belongs to me, especially when the whole family is reunited and everyone can sit together for dinner. But there are some things we can't solve, so we have to accept our fate. Then we should be a good social animal, work overtime in the company, eat 20 jiaozi stuffed with leeks, and then listen to a favorite song in front of the computer to accompany ourselves.