If everything could be done again.

If I could live again, I would rather start from the future.

This reminds me of Ivan in The Butterfly Effect. He traveled through time and space more than once and went back to a certain point in the past, trying to correct his mistakes and make up for the wounds caused by various mistakes in the past. In particular, he hopes that by changing his fate, he and Kathy will get married. However, he changed his life track again and again, but the real world became weaker and weaker. Everything is like a butterfly effect. Finally, he found that no matter what he did, he could not fight against fate. This is the helplessness of life. The wizard said Ivan was a man without a lifeline and should not have come into this world. His appearance will only bring disaster to people. He found that if he didn't exist from the beginning, friends, lovers and relatives around him would have a better ending, so he resolutely chose to return to his mother's placenta, grabbed the umbilical cord with his hand and ended himself before birth.

If I could live again, I would rather start from the future. Maybe I am also a person without lifeline. When I was in my mother's belly, I caused her great pain. My birth made her discriminated against by a patriarchal family. Without me, maybe she will be another Jiang Yang.

If I could live again, I would rather start from the future. Maybe people around you will live a better life and enjoy a calm and wave-free life. My life is doomed to drift. The first card sent by my friend when I was a child clearly predicted my fate: people born today often change their addresses all their lives ... Indeed, my life of more than 30 years is an example. Where is my inner peace?

If I could live again, I would rather start from the future. You don't have to struggle in the sea so far, and you can't ferry to the other side. The soul rises in the sea, rises and disappears, but the body keeps sinking, sinking and sinking into the bottomless abyss.

Life is always better than TV series, but also worse than it. Because of the truth, the sense of impermanence is stronger and more stinging.

There is always a moment in everyone's life when they imagine what it would be like if they had chosen another road, another person and another city. Is it better or worse? In fact, no one can tell. This can understand why 1900 in The Legend of 1900 doesn't want to get off the boat, but would rather be destroyed with the Virginians who were born and raised here. In his view, the piano has 88 keys in black and white, starting with the keys and ending with the keys. Limited keys can play infinite music, which is the most wonderful thing in the world. But life is very different. There are countless forks in the road, which makes you at a loss. You don't know how to choose a road, a person, a house to die. The unknown world filled him with inexplicable fears. If he takes a small step forward and reaches the ground, his life will be completely rewritten. This is the butterfly effect, a small choice change will lead to drastic changes in the trajectory of life.

Now, God stands in front of me and asks me what kind of life I would choose if I could do it all over again. I said, I want to erase all traces in this world, just as clean as I have never lived in the future. God said that's because you haven't understood the true meaning of happiness. I asked God, what is happiness? He asked me to pick a flower that I think is the most beautiful in the garden, and I can only pick it once. I can't go back to pick the missed flower. I picked a beautiful flower, he asked, is this the most beautiful? I said that when I saw it, I thought it was beautiful, so I decided it was the most beautiful flower. Although I saw many beautiful flowers later, I still firmly believe that this one in my hand is the most beautiful. God said that this kind of satisfaction in constant search is happiness, which varies from person to person.

I woke up like a dream. Since you came to this world, you should not live up to your life. Ivan can go back to the past again and again and rewrite his life, but this is a movie after all, and it is only an illusion after all. The cruel reality didn't give us a chance to start over. Life is a one-way train with no return ticket. In this case, why don't you accept your fate and grasp the happiness of the moment, believing that everything is the best arrangement.

Live bravely, go all the way forward, don't ask east or west. ?