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Find examples of contemporary people studying hard, and I will add 100 for good answers.
My home is in a small city, and the school where I go to college is not even famous in the province. And I have been a middle-class student since I was a child, and I have never been among the best! ! I want to emphasize that in the past two years, I have made great progress in my realm. However, no one gave me any guidance. I walked through all the important intersections by myself. Many important understandings were realized only after I experienced pain and failure.
Tell me about my starting point at that time: all my courses have no foundation. I passed CET-4, but that was a year before I took the postgraduate entrance examination. I also relied on my classmates to help me in the examination room. ) I think when I started preparing, I was probably not only the worst among all those who applied for Fudan, but also the worst among those who took the national postgraduate entrance examination. Do you know that?/You know what? This exam is the best in my life. English has never passed 80, objectively speaking, except for the first grade of primary school, mathematics (calculated by 100) has never passed 90.
My motivation for taking the Fudan exam was simple: the ignorance of the ignorant caused by the wrong information guidance+my own wishful thinking. Because it was the national line before 2003, the information I learned is that Fudan is the same as other universities (the entrance line is the national line). It's fantastic to think that many people are afraid to report to Fudan because of fear! If I am bold ... Hey, hey! Looking back now, my original motivation was so absurd! No wonder, I was relatively closed at that time and didn't come into contact with any awesome people. If I had known it was so difficult to get into Fudan, I wouldn't have taken it anyway! ! !
Let me start with my experience in the 2003 exam:
Preparations began after the Spring Festival in 2002, and began in March (junior year). At that time, because I never studied hard, I could only sit at my desk for two or three hours every day, and I had to do something else at other times. Even if I force myself to sit down, it is inefficient. At that time, the word Spark was a unit. I had to watch it for three days! Look, not back! I'm still absent-minded, and I don't know what to think after memorizing for a while. Then I thought of an idea: copy books! This will not only force me to sit down, but also make me more efficient. In this way, I not only copied the words, but also copied the grammar, and actually passed the exam when I took the CET-6 in June. In that exam, two boys in my department passed, one for me! (I didn't prepare my composition before the exam. I read a model essay, but I didn't expect to take it. ) these are all taken as signs by me! It has strengthened my confidence in Fudan!
In August, 2002, I went to Beijing to attend Wendeng Chen's postgraduate class and lived with my classmates in Beijing. I took politics and English, because I hardly started to learn politics and English at that time. Later, I felt that attending remedial classes didn't help me much. After coming back in September, I began to formally review mathematics, specialized courses and politics.
From the end of June to September, it has been quite dull. If my current strength is 100%. From March 2002 to September 2002, my strength was about 0% to 5%. But at that time, I deeply realized how difficult it is to get into Fudan! And I have never studied like this since I was a child. So I can still say happily that I have learned a lot in this way! However, the real pain has not yet begun.
On the National Day of 2002, I went out to eat with my classmates, and my stomach was bad as a result. Since then, my health has gone from bad to worse In the future, I will not only study, but also fight the disease! Moreover, from then on, I began to really feel that learning is really difficult. I can't do math, I can't understand specialized courses, and no one asks. No one around me took the Fudan exam. At that time, I didn't know anyone who took the Fudan exam. I don't have a girlfriend, and my brother who has a good relationship in college is not an upward person. No one can help me or encourage me, I am lonely! Not only that, there are all kinds of people in our dormitory. Some people drink and chat all night, or surf the Internet all night. There is also a TV in our room. Sleep in bright light and noise every day. They made a mess by drinking and chatting, so I'll clean it up, because I'm the only one who needs a clean dormitory environment. What's more, I was laughed at and hit by others, and someone in our dormitory deliberately influenced me. I was deeply impressed once: during the night talk in the dormitory, one of my roommates told me directly why I had no future. As he spoke, he cried himself! ! He cried by himself! ! ! ! ! ! You can imagine my humiliation at that time! ! ! ! But I am a gentle person. I felt sorry for them at that time and didn't want to disturb others, so I didn't complain or quarrel with others because I was bullied!
Tell me more about my situation at that time:
Several times, several people in my family stayed up all night drinking and chatting until the early hours of the morning! Finally, everyone got drunk and threw up in the house. I was awake all night! However, I helped them to bed one by one and wiped the filth from their mouths and bodies. Then clean the house. Everything is done, and it's already dawn. At this time, I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and prepare for self-study. I looked at myself in the mirror and said to myself, "You must be strong and never fall down!" " "I have countless things that have been disturbed by unprovoked influences like this!
In such an environment, you still have to study every day. In the review process, I often can't see the book, I often can't do the questions, and I often make mistakes when I do it! Hit by this and that. My body is getting worse and worse, and the lymph around my neck is swollen (later I learned that this is because of fatigue). Later, I got pharyngitis, and it was very difficult to eat and swallow. My stomach is upset, too I feel uncomfortable and sour after eating. My stomach is bad, too. I have diarrhea every day. ................................................................................................................................................................., I don't know how I got here now. Really! And I had no one to talk to, and no one encouraged me at that time. As long as I can remember, I remember never crying in front of my parents. At most, my eyes are wet secretly. But I cry every time I call home! ! At the critical moment, only my parents can comfort me, but they all told me not to be so careful and not to damage my health ... In fact, what I needed at that time was motivation, but no one encouraged me ... I slowly began to despair. 12 at the beginning, I clearly realized that I would never pass the exam. At that time, I felt sorry for my parents from the bottom of my heart. My parents treated me like this, but I never studied hard since I was a child!
Really, from June 165438+ 10, I went from bad to worse, struggling with such pressure and pain! ! And I am still in a self-enclosed environment, and no one can really communicate and talk. I suffered too much at that time, and many pains were unforgettable. I have a crush on girls, and the pain of being rejected is far less than what I suffered for half a day. ! I still remember the painful things at that time, because my heart was broken! ! I won't say much, the past is unbearable! ! !
But even so, I still insist on studying every day, and some days I study for more than 14 hours! When I don't understand and don't want to learn, I will copy books! The rest is just listening to Crazy English and practicing listening.
At the end of February, 2002, I was already in a state of dying. I go to self-study every day, often in a state of confusion, or lost consciousness. At that time, I could neither recite politics nor do math, but only do one thing-read English. I started drinking coffee from the postgraduate entrance examination, and then I drank three packs a day, but the excitement brought by coffee was temporary. Later, my body seemed numb to caffeine. Coffee often brings less than an hour of excitement. After the coffee effect fades, I will feel very, very uncomfortable for a while. At that time, I had reached the limit ... what I began to worry about at that time was not that I couldn't pass the exam, but that I would die like this! ! At that time, I thought about something to comfort myself: the poor people who were used as coolies by Japan during World War II were treated inhumanely for several years. Did anyone survive? It's different. Does anyone live long?
By the beginning of June, 2003, I had reviewed for nearly 1 1 month. I dare say there are 8 hours on average every day, but I haven't finished my political and professional courses yet! At the same time, I couldn't stand it at that time, and I felt that life was worse than death. After a fierce ideological struggle, I was afraid that it would be over in case, and decided not to work as hard as before. So I stopped reviewing-one week before the exam, I began to force myself less. I started to rest. I think, maybe I can finish the exam these two days only after a period of rest, otherwise, I will probably fall down in the examination room!
June 5438+1October 65438+July 2003, the day before the postgraduate entrance examination, I obviously felt that I couldn't pass the exam! I will never forget that night. I can't sleep. I don't know how to handle tomorrow's politics. Not only pain, but also deep fear! ! My writing level is limited, and I can't express my extreme pain and confusion at that time! !
But on June 8, 2003, I bravely walked into the examination room. At that time, there was no complete simulation of politics, English and mathematics, because there were too many things and there was no foundation at all. At that time, I was confused and didn't have time to review! Before going to the examination room, I was in poor health, had no spirit at all and was depressed. Seriously, I can pass the exam normally, thanks to Red Bull. I drink red bull before every exam. This thing really works. I'm really excited after drinking it. After the end of the professional class, two hours later, I obviously feel that the effectiveness of Red Bull has passed and people have faded! I feel ok after taking public courses, but the professional courses are too bad. After the exam, I know it's over.
When I came home after the exam (I didn't go home the day I was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination), I cried with my mother in my arms ... even when I wrote here, I was full of emotions. ...
In 2003, my grades were: politics 5 1, foreign languages 63, mathematics 87, and specialized courses 66. All public courses, foreign language politics and mathematics are better than I expected! But I was sad for a long time after I knew the result, because it was the first time in my life that I did something so seriously, but I failed in the end! Good tragedy, good tragedy, good tragedy!
In the later days, I often couldn't sleep all night, and my stomach ached and I was sad! ! ! Besides, I have a feeling of being at a loss. I don't want to do anything, and I feel nothing interesting. The reason is from the tension of postgraduate entrance examination to relaxation and rest. I can't describe my feelings and life at that time. I can only say, extremely painful, extremely painful! ! ! ! ! Speaking of which, I really appreciate my friends, my childhood playmates, who dragged me to play, sing and drive me for a ride! I feel sorry for my parents. They always support me, comfort me, buy me some supplements and create a good rest environment for me before and after exams. Without them, I will definitely be devastated and completely finished after the exam in 2003! !
After so much pain, I want to thank God for not making me crazy and abnormal. Although I'm not crazy, my personality has completely changed. I have become numb to pain, depressed for a long time, aggressive and provocative! However, I also realized a lot. My biggest feeling is that the postgraduate entrance examination needs the right method! Need correct planning! The first time I took the exam, I was defeated by blind review. Moreover, at that time, I wanted to take the Fudan exam, which was simply an idiotic dream! Also, the atmosphere at that time was not right. Every time I read it online, it's actually something that says how difficult it is to take the postgraduate entrance examination, which leads me to pay blindly. I don't know how!
But in any case, my belief in being admitted to Fudan has not changed at all.
I rested at home for a long time and didn't return to school until April 2003. I haven't found a job, and I'm going to take the exam for another year. In the last semester of college, I was numb, eating, drinking and sleeping. Besides eating and sleeping, I play cards and football. But this kind of life has restored my body. From March to graduation, during this time, I didn't leave, and I watched Gao Shu again. I also bought a German student, shortwave radio, to listen to VOA and BBC to practice listening.
Ok, now tell me about my postgraduate entrance examination in 2004:
Compared with last year, the postgraduate entrance examination in 2004 was much more dull, not as tragic as I was in 2003. Maybe I have suffered so much and my heart is dead. Nothing can move me anymore.
Because of family support, and I have a high school classmate (undergraduate in Shanghai) who is in the same situation as me and is going to take the exam for another year. So, I put all my eggs in one basket and decided to go to Shanghai to review.
After graduation, I went to Shanghai with my high school classmates, his college classmates and his college classmates. I rented a house on Guoshun Road near Fudan, and started the second year of postgraduate entrance examination in July.
Let me talk about Shanghai. This is my first close contact with Shanghai. I was not used to it at first. I don't even understand Shanghai dialect, and I often joke when shopping. At first, I was a little acclimatized and my stomach was not good. I also encountered many troubles in my life. For example, the price in Shanghai is really expensive, which really puzzled me at first. I used to eat well in our school cafeteria, three yuan. But in Fudan's canteen, you have to pay 5 yuan for anything you eat casually. Also, Fudan lost a lot of cars, so I lost a new car (bike). But for me who has been through so much, these are nothing at all. I didn't take it seriously at all. I didn't go to Shanghai either. I didn't go to the Global Carnival from summer to autumn. It was not until the end of the postgraduate entrance examination that I went to Nanjing Road, Pudong and Xujiahui. Anyway, I feel strange in Shanghai, and I haven't met anything happy.
I go to Fudan's two-teaching-three-teaching or five-teaching-six-teaching classes for self-study every day. The people who live with me are all graduate students. Moreover, I can get in touch with many students who took the Fudan exam, and I also know many like-minded friends who have given me a lot of help. I also trained many great people in Fudan. Some of them have helped me a lot, and I really want to thank them. In Fudan, there is also a lot of postgraduate information. I also went to the teachers in the department and the people admitted last year, and learned a lot about enrollment and professional courses. The environment and atmosphere are incomparable last year. At the same time, I also deeply understand that it is so difficult to get into Fudan! However, I didn't waver at all and went straight to Fudan.
As for learning, it is really thriving. I don't know whether I cracked it or experienced pain and became smarter. There used to be a lot of things in mathematics that I couldn't figure out and didn't understand. In the end, all this became common sense. I probably did more than 80 sets of simulated test papers before and after, of which 62 sets were done from 8 am to 1 1 in strict accordance with the requirements of the postgraduate entrance examination. Finally, it became an instinct to do math problems. I basically don't need any brains to do my thesis. It's like manual labor. But in the end, I didn't think I could get into 146. Alas, I never dreamed that I could learn so much from math! ! !
As for English, there is an English broadcast in Shanghai at night, so I insist on listening and practicing listening every day. And watch CCTV-International whenever possible. I haven't left English every day since 2002. When preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, you should watch English for about 3 hours every day. Later, I felt that my English would definitely reach 70, and now I need to improve it, because I have never learned English well since I was a child. Study hard from the beginning. So I basically do English in the later period just to keep fit.
I am crazy about endorsing politics, and I am crazy about doing multiple-choice questions. Later, it was found that politics is actually a seamless whole, and all the contents required in the outline have their internal relations. My political study has gone through a process of knowing the basics from the back to the bottom. Actually, I think my only advantage is politics, hehe. But in the end, I didn't go to 80.
I have not grasped the direction of specialized courses, but I have a thorough grasp of the designated reference books. And I'm a cross-major, cross-major, with no details at all. Although I know that I want to expand the content, I really don't know where to expand it. I can only make the specified book over and over again. What I want to say is that Fudan's specialized courses are really difficult, either deep or partial. In my personal experience, if the qualification is average, even if I know the back of the designated book, I can only pass it with confidence.
The second review, the only thing that tortured me was depression and forgetting what I had learned. I have never found a suitable way to deal with my poor memory, and I can only strengthen what I have learned over and over again.
In order to cope with depression, I cursed myself: "You are the most xx in the world" and desperately thought about how stupid I used to be! In this way, I will have a feeling of sadness and indignation, and I will use this to continue to encourage myself to study. Every time I think about what I will do if I fail in the exam, I say to myself, "Fight as a glorious soldier &; Die heroically! " In this way, my blood will surge and there will be no bad thoughts!
In fact, the preparation for the second postgraduate entrance examination went smoothly. If you want to learn, you can sleep if you want, and you are no longer forced to learn. I also walk around the garden with the portrait of Chairman Mao hanging at the main entrance of Fudan almost every day.
It's very important: my mentality has changed, from longing for luck to get into Fudan-it doesn't matter if I don't get in-to feeling that Fudan doesn't want me, which is their loss. I even have some disdain for Fudan. Sometimes, I even get the motivation to move forward by provoking Fudan. I also don't know how to be confident in myself. I often feel that the person who competes with me is not my opponent at all! This is the first time in my life that I have a feeling that once I climb to the top of the mountain, you will see that all the other mountains look short under the sky. ..
In fact, in the later days, self-study every day almost became my instinct, because I really had nothing to do except study wholeheartedly. And in the second review, unlike the first review, I will imagine what will happen after the exam. I am not driven by utilitarian factors at all. What I want most is brilliant and heroic sacrifice. Just eager to be strong, intense and passionate! In fact, I hope that the postgraduate entrance examination is a clear enemy and can have a happy ending with me!
I finally finished the exam in Fudan. On the afternoon of June 5438+1October 65438+1October 2004, the first thing I did was to call my parents and tell them that I had finished the exam. I didn't say how sure I was, for fear of disappointing them in the end! When I walked out of Fudan gate, my eyes were moist. This is the first time I want to cry when I came to Shanghai, and it is also the first time since my second postgraduate entrance examination. It's really tragic: one's postgraduate entrance examination is like a doomed fate in my life! Now, no matter what the result, I finally finished walking. ...
When waiting for the score, what I am most afraid of is that my thesis score is wrong, or I made some mistakes in the exam that I didn't realize! I couldn't sleep all night for a few days before I knew the score.
I learned my score on the evening of 26th. What mixed feelings! That night, our family lost sleep collectively. I really made a leap! ! ! ! ! !
The above is the main part of my personal experience. Actually, there are many things I can write. I'm just here to pour out my feelings. I want to thank my family and friends. Without their full support, I can't walk this road of no return, and I may even be finished!
Wang Ruoping's reading notes said: The highest realm of postgraduate entrance examination is: seeking defeat alone.
And I think the highest realm of postgraduate entrance examination is nirvana.
My final state is also seeking defeat, but it is not the defeat of the lonely master, but the defeat of the dead. Just like Jing Ke stabbed the king of Qin. This is similar to a moth to a fire!
Someone once told me that the postgraduate entrance examination must be: confidence to win+correct method+tenacious perseverance!
But my postgraduate entrance examination is: the belief of death+the correct method+the instinct tempered by the struggle against adversity!
I'm talking about the belief of death, because if it is driven by material desires and utilitarian factors, I will never insist on it, and I will never have such a peaceful attitude all the way through the postgraduate entrance examination. I'm not pursuing my dream, because I'm desperate and disheartened. As I said before, what I finally pursue is a strong and fierce sacrifice. Can be brilliant.
I said instinct, because, in the end, I learned by myself, just like instinctive reflex, like conditioned reflex, like eating and sleeping, and I don't need to insist on it at all!
As for the method, I want to say that there must be a correct method, otherwise it will be in vain. Get twice the result with half the effort.
Finally, I want to say:
I am a fool to take the Fudan exam, and the Buddhist said it! I have never seen through this illusion.
In fact, I may be pursuing something I can't get, but I can't stay.
After so much experience, my feelings for Fudan are complicated. There is both yearning and resentment. Fudan and Shanghai give me the feeling that most of them are Lone &; Alienation! Most of what remains in my memory is support &; Mean. However, maybe these will move me more than happiness.
In fact, I didn't belong to Fudan from the beginning, and I didn't feel a sense of belonging in Fudan. I was born with a huge gap with those charming children. Although fate got me into Fudan, I think if I want to keep up with them, my life may still be unhappy. ...
Not touching, but thought-provoking, isn't it? The power of family is infinite.
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