What is the experience of being cute but having a loud voice?

Don't want to talk! ! Not cute, not soft, not clear and not bright. For a voice control, the most painful thing is not that you can't find a good voice (after all, there are still many people in the world who have good voices), but that your voice is so ugly that you can't feel it when you talk to others, but you have to record something occasionally. When your voice is recorded ... I can't wait to hit the wall! !