I hate my father!

My father has a bad temper and is selfish, because my father-in-law used to be a small landowner. After he married my grandmother, he gave birth to my father, but he died when he was 6 years old. Later, my father-in-law married four wives intermittently. I don't know which stepmother is good or bad for my father. I listened to my mother. My father was abused by his stepmother since he was a child. Maybe because of this, my father was a little violent and my mother always felt sorry for him. My father often loses his temper at home, often quarrels with my mother and hits me, but my mother keeps telling me how my father is, or my biological father. I have always believed that although I don't like hitting my father very much, I want to break up this relationship with my dear father. After all, he raised me, and I am grateful to my father.

So when my father hits me, I never strike back, although it is often not my own fault. I remember when I was a child, my father hit me with a belt. At that time, the belts were all genuine leather, which really didn't look good. Sometimes I mess with my dad, and when he slaps me, I get a nosebleed. He didn't continue to fight, because I was bleeding, so I was often beaten and developed my stubborn temper. I remember being beaten for five days in three days in junior high school. I was beaten several times by my father and really wanted to commit suicide. Sometimes I really hate him. Why did you hit me? I did nothing wrong. I never hide when I am beaten by my father. I just stood there and let him hit me. I didn't fight back, but I would cry. My father won't let me cry when he hits me. He said you were still crying. The more I cried, the more I hit him. Now in high school, although I was still beaten, it was not so good. I remember being beaten several times by my father, and I was very angry with him. I stopped calling him dad and didn't eat when I got home. My mother gave me money to go out for dinner, but I don't want it. Because of my stubborn temper, I didn't eat for more than a week and lost weight 10 kg. I eat steamed bread every day and have only a few dollars on me. I remember another time I was beaten by my father and I ran away from home. My dad caught me downstairs before I got home. As a result, I was beaten alone

Now there are a lot of scars on my hands, burned by cigarette butts, beaten, alas, countless. Later, I was admitted to the university. I didn't choose to study at home, but went abroad. I don't think I was beaten that much. I don't know if I was beaten this year. During the May Day holiday, I came back to see my mother. My mother always quarrels with her because her father has a bad temper. The doctor said that my mother got a lot of diseases, most of which were vented. My mother's blood pressure is very high One day I remembered that my father always told my mother about business, but it was none of her business. I saw my dad lost his temper too loudly there, and my mom was very angry. Tell my dad not to keep telling him which one annoyed you. Go to him yourself and don't tell me. Then I told my dad not to be so loud to my mom. I said that my mother has high blood pressure, which makes her blood pressure rise easily. Who knows that in this sentence, my father has been attacking me all his life: ah? "So, I don't have to think about it. My mother was very angry and called my father an animal. My father tried to hit me. My mother knew I was stubborn and dragged me away. Then my dad hit me with a bowl. If my mother hadn't pushed me away, the bowl would have hit me on the head. I really want to die. My sister tried to persuade me when she saw that I was beaten, and then my sister was beaten. I really survived, fighting with my father. I said to my father fiercely, "You are still alive. "I really think it doesn't matter to be beaten, because I have been beaten for so many years and I don't feel any pain at all. I just want to leave home early and take my mother and sister, but sometimes I miss my father. Although I was still beaten, there is nothing to hate. He is still my father, and I don't hate him now. I just hope that if he wants to vent, he will come at me and don't let my sister and mother shoot.

I am in a bad mood and want to find a place to talk, but I hope my friends at Tianya please don't speak ill of my father. Although I am angry at being beaten by him, I love my father. If someone hits my dad, I'll be the first to rush up and hit him hard.