What's the experience of being a single father?

As a single father, I feel tired and happy. A single father is not sad or pathetic, but he can make himself and his children live better. In the past two years, I have been cooking for more than ten years, and I have no problem with food and shelter, but it is a bit difficult to buy clothes at ordinary times. I'll never know what size he wears and how underwear and coat match.

I have been learning and growing. He has been conscious since he was a child and has developed habits and laws. I don't have to worry about that. He is still "someone else's child" in the eyes of others.

During the winter and summer vacations, our father and son will carry cysts and come to the fields to talk about their travels. Without the previous fetters, restrictions and complaints, we are all relaxed, comfortable and happy.

Sometimes I lose my temper, such as not doing well in the exam, or being too naughty. When he is angry, he doesn't talk, frowning and sullen, and his son is very scared. He obediently admitted his mistake, then stood in front of me and helped me spread my eyebrows with his fingers. He said piteously, Dad, don't be angry. At that moment, all the anger was gone, and then I reflected on what I should do, but next time he made a mistake, he would still be angry, and I was helpless.

We always talk about how much we love our children, and how much we have paid but nothing in return. In fact, we still love ourselves more. Children will always put up with our bad temper, trust us unreservedly and attach themselves to us.