How long have you been trying not to eat? What is it like?

I still have 50 cents in my pocket until the last week of pay ... those days will never be forgotten. Not only do manual labor every day, but also hide things that have no money to eat. Others ate ... I washed the car in the warehouse, and others ate well. I looked at the time like a material. I remember that a * * * lasted for three days, and I felt my blood sugar began to drop. Even the bath was smoked by the hot air, as if to faint. This is only the third day ... the fourth day, I get dizzy, but I still have to go to work. I'm so hungry that I can't even move the materials. My mouth is full of water. I want to pick up the watermelon skin on the ground and eat it. I stayed up another day. On the fifth day, my face was basically pale, and a sense of powerlessness filled my whole body. Fortunately, I am gentle by nature and didn't lose my temper because I was hungry. My work goes on, but my efficiency drops obviously. I almost stopped the line several times, and my feet floated when I walked, just like stepping on cotton. At night, I was hungry and burped, so I went to the water room to fill myself up. Not long after lying down, my stomach ached and I vomited. It is full of water. Then on the sixth day, I had loose bowels, full of foam and hard excrement ... I felt very helpless at that time, but my mother paid for the surgery at home, and I was a single parent. I hid in the toilet and cried, which was very depressing. I don't want to be heard, but I feel very uncomfortable. Maybe I was just screaming, even my voice was suppressed and my nails were pinched. I stopped the line for half an hour and was detained in 35 yuan ... On the seventh day, I endured death, dizzy. I didn't even know what I was doing that day. I am slow and listless, like a thin dog ... I have fifty cents in my pocket, but I don't have anything worth fifty cents. I'm hungry, my stomach is like a drum, I feel like I'm in the air, I'm burping all the time, my face is sallow and dull ... I'm out of my state all day, and I feel like a sleepwalker ... I'm too lazy to do or touch even cleaning after work. I just want to sit or squat, and I can't focus. I turned a blind eye when reading the manifest and made many mistakes. Finally, some people say that the salary has been paid. It's 7: 15 now, and it has arrived. I, I, I, I, I, I'm so happy. I really want to go out and order some fried rice noodles now ... but the monitor asked me to work overtime and I can't go out until eleven o'clock tonight. At that time, my heart suddenly became agitated. I have a really good temper and never take it out on others. At that moment, I lost my temper. Basically, I didn't throw the goods on the line, nor did my car hit them ... It damaged a lot of materials and attracted the attention of the monitor. She is a woman, but she is very manly. I don't like her all the time, and I don't like her very much, but I haven't done anything she says. She filmed Zhang Zhaofa's group and called my leader inside, saying who was responsible for my break ... I was really angry and my stomach was cramping all the time. I want to scold something, but I don't know what to scold, and I don't have the strength to say ... That night, the leader asked me to write a review, and this matter was suppressed. At eleven o'clock, I can finally get off work, and the packing work is over at twelve o'clock. I think I would have been lying down if I hadn't been thinking about eating. That night, I ate a plate of fried rice noodles and a bottle of coke. I thought I would eat something else, but I didn't even want to eat ... I should be hungry ... Since then, I have been starving for several days, and sometimes I feel very funny. Although I live in 200 yuan every month, I can't earn 3000 yuan like others. ...