Heterogeneous Haiku Collection (XVII)

Flowers bloom again, who wants to walk with me, and the broken shadow follows the broken footsteps?

Flowers bloom by the river, who wants to walk with me? And walk and see, and think and wish, the pattern of a stone will jump with joy, and the stretch of a weed will be happy. Looking at the dangerous rock is like a mountain god, walking leisurely and in awe.

Independent people are independent, the beach is soft, the crowd is gathered, and singing and dancing are noisy. Yes, I want to sing a folk song while drinking a cup of old wine: please tell me that kind story, many years ago, many years ago.

Your shadow seems to be embedded in the flowers on the other side of the river, and my call becomes the sonar of the river, running, running and never ending. ...

( 168)

Drunk for the old dream, love and hate are swinging, ridiculous.

Regarding the origin of love and hate, some people say that love can exist without hate, but hate exists because of love, which is a painful symptom caused by losing contact with love.

I remember Osho likes to use a pendulum to describe the occurrence of this emotion. On the one hand, he loves extremely, on the other hand, he hates extremely. In his view, they are compatible, that is, what kind of love will produce the same opposing hate to hide it as a balance. He believes that this is a natural achievement of human nature, but it is difficult for people to get rid of this inertia.

Do you think Osho is right?

There is also such a psychological analysis that people are desensitized to pleasure (that is, people usually say aesthetic fatigue). When a person is used to being repeatedly stimulated and satisfied and wants to get pleasure all the time, he has to strengthen the degree (or intensity) of stimulation (sense and mind), and you need to be stimulated more continuously, strongly and deeply to continue to get pleasure.

It shouldn't be a problem for me to recognize this. This kind of exposition has long existed in Yinfu Jing. But how to see through it, jump from it to another ideological level, and then get rid of this bondage is the real test level.

Therefore, some people console themselves by saying: since anything that makes you feel good will definitely make you suffer. Then anything that makes you feel painful will definitely make you successful in the end. Indeed, we sometimes have to stay away from our comfort zone and take the initiative to reflect on the hardships of life, because pain is the best way to understand life.

And I didn't want to have so many strange pains, so I chose absurdity. I choose absurdity because I don't want to be a joke on the swing, but I obey nature. Learning to compromise and blend is like brewing a kind of mulberry wine. Naturalness can be solved in the transportation of another kind of preserved fruit, the complexity can be minimized, and the beauty of taste can wander in the faint indifference. It seems that if we knew each other before, we would never have to do it ourselves.

Learn to let go. Remind yourself that in this society, most lyricism is just a slight moan. Simple people can only laugh at themselves, the past will pass, and the coming is still on the way. Since it's ridiculous, what are you afraid of?

( 169)

Look at a silk cloud, it melts on me, and my heart goes with it.

The so-called "freedom of mind" has not been interpreted and decorated so much at all. In fact, it is the true nature of your heart. Just like flowers bloom and flowers fall, birds sing and insects sing, they are all natural instinctive reactions, all in our nature. There is a saying in Buddhism: "But see the local scenery" refers to this emotional natural reaction.

Some people say that life is like a glass of water, and everything outside is just a container. The water in the cup is like your heart. How to season it is up to you. You can add salt, sugar, or anything else. In the end, no matter how it tastes, it's your choice. The combination of life is actually the gain and loss structure of opportunity cost.

I prefer watching clouds, especially in autumn. Sitting in the shade of a tree, I looked up at the sky from time to time and watched the changes of clouds. At that time, my heart was empty, but occasionally with the changes of cloud pictures, some imaginary shadows sprouted in my heart, which seemed like nothing but interesting. I think this should be the reason why the heart has gone with the wind-simple change, simple suspension, and information transmission has gone with the wind.

( 170)

The real luxury is to be able to do nothing and waste time.

What is luxury in life? Everyone has different answers in their hearts. Some people want expensive things, some seek high officials, some seek fame, some seek health, and so on. People seem to think that this luxury is a pleasant, noble and enviable plug-in, which can only be obtained by "searching" in vitro. These standards may be blameless, because they are based on self-pursuit. Everyone wants to have a high-priced one who can flaunt his splendor as a contrast to confirm luxury goods. In their view, the so-called luxury goods must be high-priced or high-value objects, or luxurious enjoyment, or rich fame and fortune.

But today I want to tell you another point, which confirms the definition of luxury in the concept of space-time existence, that is, the greatest luxury in life is the consumption of one's own time. One's life is fixed. For life, the attribute of time consumption is that time has passed and the past is gone. What external (real or virtual) object can compare with it? I think the people who really know the quality of life must be those who know how to spend their time.

The cultivation of mood lies in cherishing and pitying one's own life. And how can the relationship between cherish and pity respond and reflect? A: There is only time, and the experience of ambition and emotion in time.

So, I also want to tell my friends, and please let us all remember what Wang Xiaobo said-don't be afraid that all good things will disappear, let it exist first.

Monkey, if you are passing by, please pass by; Yes, if you are willing to stay, then I will wait for you by the roadside.