Reading at night

The anchor reads the classics and says good night to you. Hello everyone! This is lightning night reading. I'm Pang Weiwei, the anchor of Yucheng Media, and I'm going to share with you Ding Limei's essay "You are at ease" tonight.

Don't worry

Text | Ding Limei

When my grandmother was eighty-six, she was deaf and blind, and she could narrow her eyes and sew in the house. My grandfather is two years older than her. He can't. He can't move two inches at a time. He always sits quietly at the gate of the yard and basks in the sun for most of the day.

Two people, but separated by a house, grandma called out to grandpa every ten minutes. "Old man!" Grandma called this. Sometimes my grandfather will say "hey" when he hears this. Grandma smiled and still bent her head to do needlework. Sometimes when my grandfather doesn't answer, my grandmother will go out in a hurry and take a nap in the sun when she sees that my grandfather is fine. Grandma smiled and said, "This dead old man is ignored by others."

I laughed at her: "You are not afraid of being bored, why do you always shout?" Grandma looked up at me, smiled tolerantly and said, "Son, you don't understand. Only when you know that he is well can you feel at ease. "

Heart, at that moment, is wet, a drop of dew in the stamen. So much for happiness. If you are there, you will feel at ease. What's wrong with plain tea and rice? What does it matter to be old? As long as you are here, happiness is there.

I thought of San Mao and Jose, people in love myths. At that time, she was writing under the lamp, he was reading a book, and the two of them were chatting with each other. Occasionally, she would look up and shout "Jose". Dear that person, will slowly turn and look at her. Not many words, just a warm exchange of eyes, and then, she continued to write happily, and he continued to look intoxicated. But their hearts are full of something heavy. If you were here, you would feel at ease. This is the warmest companion in the world. Later, Jose left, and she was under the lamp, which could not call back the warmth of his looking back. The beautiful scenery in the world has nothing to do with her. Her heart is empty. One day ten years later, she finally caught up with him.

I once heard a woman say that her man likes to snore at night. Over the years, she has long been used to his snoring, and she sleeps peacefully in his snoring every night until dawn. Occasionally, her man stops snoring, and she is not used to it. She had to wake up three times and five times and reach out to touch him from time to time. When she felt that he was breathing evenly, she was relieved and continued to sleep in a daze, but she still couldn't sleep well. It was not until his snoring started again that she was relieved. Oh, my God, you finally snored again.

At first, I thought it was a joke. After careful consideration, I was moved inexplicably. Love in the world is like this, dear, you must live well where my eyes can see, where my ears can hear and where my hands can touch. If you were here, you would feel at ease. As long as you are here, the whole world is here.

About the author:

Ding Limei: Writer, from Dongtai, Jiangsu. Member of the Expert Group of Jiangsu Extracurricular Reading Steering Committee. I like to write lyrics with music. Representative works: the wind will remember the fragrance of a flower; There is a beautiful flower, which is fragrant late; Ding Limei's writing class; Meeting; Warm love. Hyacinthus orientalis in a flowerpot was selected as the Chinese textbook for Singaporean middle schools. The work "There is a Love that is Dependent" was selected as the Chinese textbook of the second-level colleges in China. The traditional album "You are here, the world is there" was released in Taiwan Province Province and Hongkong. Be praised as "the warmest writer" by readers.

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