Is the classic dialogue in Descendants of Sun An an apology or a confession?

From now on, protecting people and patients is the first priority! Do you think I did this to save a woman? Soldiers must obey orders. All the orders you gave today are correct, and all the orders are glorious. I believe that the pursuit of money is better. Why do you always pretend to be a bad person? A lot has happened in these eight months, and I have changed. Jiang smiled more beautifully. I was wrong about a man who was talking about saving lives at gunpoint. "How did you come back?" "I ran back, so I arrived so soon." "I saw it when you got off the bus just now." "I see, then why do you ask?" "I want to hear jokes." I solemnly swear to dedicate my career to mankind. I will transcend race, religion, nationality and social status, and only do my duty to patients. Chief, what's your name? I don't think I have a boyfriend because I'm busy. Soldiers should not have girlfriends, because it is difficult. If there is a man with a gun around you, you can easily get into danger. After 70 years, you still misunderstand this kind of thing. If it is for peace, our army will shoot accurately regardless of the occasion. Just stand, stand till dawn, and stand till death, because I will never accept your salute in my life. I really want to ask you something. Don't ask anything. You know what I want to ask. Look at the look on your face that you want to laugh at me now. Where is it? Just a handsome face.