How much do you love someone so much that you can't breathe?

Last night, I was heartbroken Phone lists and text messages explain everything. It was the first time I knew the sound of heartbreak. It really hurts. I really felt the pain. I slept for four hours for two days and two nights and stuffed three jiaozi. I'm tired, but I can't sleep. It hurts, it hurts, and my self-esteem is torn. Thousands of horrible words of the same vulgar things are used on me-telling that woman that she doesn't really love me, and their love is so heavy. A man who said he loved me all his life, a man who surrounded me with heavy love, that is, a man who said four days ago that he would be happy only if I was happy, deeply hurt me with the sentence "I won't divorce unless I love her", and wanted to live a simple and inclusive life in marriage, but I was wrong. My tolerance indulged my love, leaving only a broken heart. I became the woman I was most afraid to be in my life, but eventually I became a classic joke.

I used to be proud that no matter how time and space move, my inner world is still the same as before, and I can't face the slightest contempt of the closest people. I don't want to talk about my inner sensitivity and pain. Maybe I am not strong enough, but I really can't be strong.

My heart hurts so much that I can't breathe. I once laughed off the melodramatic lyrics, but now I really feel the weakness of cardiopulmonary function. My mind is tangled like a dissatisfied wife, and my heart is broken by my own failure, which is useless.

My heart is broken, so my heartache drives me crazy. I really didn't expect this to be the love I struggled for many years. At that time, I never thought that he would love me forever. Very funny, a joke of my own making.