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By chance, I saw the story of a young girl Zhang on TV, and I was deeply moved. . . . . .

On TV, several adult reporters watched a teenage girl with their eyes and lenses, fighting death to the last moment of her life. In their shots, as long as this girl named Zhang is lying with her eyes open, she always smiles. Behind this bright smile, there are three major operations and thirteen chemotherapy, which is a round trip between life and death. The doctor said she could only live for four months at most, but she persisted for seventeen months. The doctor lamented: this is a miracle. Zhang surprised many adults; Encourage more children; This also allows well-informed journalists to ask themselves questions. However, what is touching is the extraordinary courage of ordinary people in the face of bad luck. Zhang, an ordinary citizen, sent out a dazzling spark when his life was hit, and left it in the world.

Zhang, a student of 14 years old from Beijing 164 middle school, has three parents. She transferred from Shaanxi to Beijing in the second grade of primary school. 199965438+1October 17 in the morning, a girl smiled and said to you: I used to think the world was so unfair that it made me sick. Now it seems that life has just changed for the better. She is Zhang, who got ovarian embryonic cancer a year ago. When people heard these words, Zhang Mu had already left this world 14 hours. One day in June, 1998+0 1, as a photojournalist of Beijing Youth Daily and Middle School Current Affairs, I was assigned to interview a female middle school student with cancer with writer Wang. We thought it was another love report, and we were not excited. But this excitement happened when I met Zhang. When I met her, she was talking about interesting things about her classmates with the teacher and the headmaster. Her smile really makes me unable to believe that she is a terminally ill middle school student. That day, she told us that doctors were not allowed to use anesthetic when burying trocar, and she should remember every minute of pain in her life. At that time, I was taken aback and surprised at how such a girl of 16 years old could face death so rationally. When I came back from the first interview and developed the film in the darkroom, from the first photo to the last time I pressed the shutter, Zhang in my memory was not close to death and fatigue at all. From this day on, Mu Ran and I became friends. Zhang saw her medical record after the second operation. In fact, since then, the most unusual page in her life has been opened. For over a year, Zhang has been treating her with a doctor. She said to the doctor, "She must know her own affairs so that she can treat her illness with a normal heart." She had 12 chemotherapy and three operations. Zhang always said: this disease has changed her. Before, she thought that life was given by her parents and she could live as she pleased. Now she doesn't think so. The length of life is not a quantifier. A valuable life is long, but a worthless life is short. "I think it is valuable for me to overcome the disease. 1In August, 997, the doctor removed a 4 kg tumor from me. From then on, I thought that cancer was not equal to death, but the cost of treatment was beyond our family's affordability, and our family took out all the money to see me. In the past, my attitude towards life was that you get what you pay. Now, it doesn't matter, because I am willing to pay, not from the heart. You have never experienced the moment of life and death, and you may never feel alive. Oh, I am alive again. It's great that the world didn't abandon me and brought me back! " Indeed, we cannot enter her world. She is only 16 years old, but she has lived and died.

It's good to be alive. . . . . . .

2. "Girl Zhang Muran-Feeling after Review"

By chance, I saw the story of a young girl Zhang on TV, and I was deeply moved. . . . . .

Friend, have you touched the pulse of life? Have you ever felt the urge and pressure of life? Facing the disappearance of life, how would you choose? Escape, cry or face it bravely? ...... In life, people always live in the conflict of money and interests, competing with each other and struggling with each other ...............................................................................................................................................

Nine-year-old Zhang followed his father to distant Beijing. She learned to be self-reliant under the unreasonable rejection of others. However, just when this girl full of youthful passion is looking forward to a better time in the future, the god of fate plays with her again.

She was diagnosed with liver cancer and her condition became more and more serious. After three major operations, there is still no improvement. However, optimistic, brave and fearless, she did not give up her favorite writing. However, Zhang Mu picked up a pen and fought against death, racing against time. Under Zhang's disgusting masterpiece, she finished her first and only work-breaking the customs. But soon after he finished his work, Zhang slept in the hospital bed of Beijing Cancer Treatment Center forever. ......

What kind of little girl is so infectious? Cui Yongyuan, the famous host, ran around, making suggestions for the script V and putting her on the screen? Yesterday, Cui Yongyuan, director and starring Liu Peiqi and Zhang came to Rongcheng to tell the true story behind the girl.

In the emotional place, Cui Yongyuan couldn't help but burst into tears ... Last year, Zhang, a girl with leukemia, wanted to host a "Tell the truth" program with Cui Yongyuan, and they agreed. This is easy to prepare. Results The night before recording the program 1 1, Cui Yongyuan rushed to the hospital to visit: "The doctor said she might not live for three days, and Cui Yongyuan said I couldn't believe it." The next day, Mu Ran's condition deteriorated. Cui Yongyuan found CCTV Baihe ShuiJunyi temporarily and contacted Sang Lan to record the program by overseas telephone.

That night, they went to see it, and Baihe told a joke. As a result, Mu Ran coughed and the doctor saved him quickly. Cui Yongyuan shed tears on the spot: "I was so sad that I didn't recover for a month." Cui Yongyuan said that he had been asking himself for a long time, what would happen if this happened to him? He said, "I'm afraid I'll still be afraid of death. I can't be stronger than Mu Ran at this point, which shows that fighting the disease can't just stay in the mouth. " What makes Cui Yongyuan feel especially is that adults are not as strong as Mu Ran, which is a social tragedy.

White said that when Cui Yongyuan recalled her feelings for Zhang, she said: "Although this child lives in an impetuous city like ours, her heart is very quiet and simple. This child is particularly strong and beyond people's imagination." White hopes that when the film meets the audience, it can also make the audience re-examine life and love.

When Cui Yongyuan took the microphone and said, audience friends, do you know? In this city, there is a girl named Zhang. She has liver cancer. She didn't escape the entanglement of the disease in the end. She finally left her loving parents, teachers and lovely classmates a month ago. The audience present was deeply moved and wept silently.

Yes, Mu Ran is gone, but what she left for each of us is long-term thinking and permanent meditation. Perhaps Mu Ran's story is only one million touches of Qian Qian in the world. Her persistence, optimism and courage to face death are what everyone alive should learn and inherit.

Looking back on myself, compared with Mu Ran, I seem to be getting farther and farther away from her. Once upon a time, I was so wasteful and extravagant about life and so indulgent about life. I don't want to make progress. I'm in trouble. I dare not touch it, just run away from it. Sometimes, I will give up on myself and always hold a negative and relaxed concept of life.

It was she who gave me the passion to work hard and the upward yearning ... She gave me life-like vitality, and she gave me a brand-new view of time. Let me regain my self-confidence, and her great spirit of struggle will always touch everyone around us who is healthy and alive.

Goodbye! Mu Ran! Although you have been buried in another country, your spirit is immortal and will inspire everyone who walks on the muddy road!