What is it like to always be regarded as a buddy by men?

Wow, I have the most say on this topic since I was a kid.

When I was in elementary school, my male classmates would ask me to fight or play basketball, and they wouldn’t let me do it at all. They treated me like a pure boy and didn’t know how to use strength or anything. I just often When I hung out with boys, my clothes and pants were all covered in gray, and I often had bruises and swollen noses and faces. Looking back on the past was unbearable, and I thought about why I didn't look like a girl at that time. I cut my hair short and blended in with the boys. The boys put their arms around each other, and they all regarded me as a buddy, not a girl at all. They even asked me to help them send love letters to girls and help them chase girls. It was really amazing, and I tried all kinds of ways to tease them. Sister Lushu, be their military advisor and give them bad ideas, haha, it’s also happy to recall those days, those days when I bowed to you.

Then when I got to junior high school, I started to become more rebellious. I smoked and drank all kinds of things. I squatted with the boys and went out to sing and drink together. They completely regarded me as their buddy, and they all drank one bottle. We work together in a bottle, smoke cigarettes together, call me on everything we do, treat me like a brother, and share blessings and hardships. Girls don't dare to approach me either. They think you are a bad person if you are with those bad boys. As a result, I can only get closer and closer to these guys. After all, this is my circle. The delicacy of those little girls and their mothers-in-law have nothing to do with me. Also, being always regarded as a buddy by boys has cultivated my broad-minded character. I feel that nothing is a big deal. I am very bold and bold. I will not cry when something happens, but stand like a man. It feels good to bear with it and solve it. I like the glory and positive influence this group of buddies bring to me.

In the middle of high school, it was inevitable to be regarded as buddies by boys again. We would fight together in the arcade and play games together in Internet cafes, cheering and cheering together. It was so lively. Running around on the field, playing football together, rushing for the ball, and the women don't let the men down, it's so lively. I am still dragged along to play and do this kind of manly thing as always. There are always a group of good buddies around me, which is very gratifying. I also learned a lot of masculinity from them, which makes me braver. In fact, It feels so damn good to always be treated as a buddy by a man.