In silence

In the quiet and vast night, I always suspect that elves are haunting Time flies. The bright and easily stained brilliance is scattered in the dark soil, growing in the silent place...

Spring plowing and sowing, summer is long, only autumn returns with a full load, without the coolness of spring, There is no arrogance in summer, the air is crisp in autumn, and we are ready to hide in winter.

I have never been a farmer for a day, let alone a full day of farm work, but it has not hindered me from becoming a hard-working gardener, carefully pruning the twigs and leaves wherever I look. and, are all far away.

Childhood's time always brings a lot of joy to others. Although there are occasional troubles, the troubles that are laughed off will never come to the fore, and happiness always has the upper hand.

I can hardly remember the names of those children, but those vivid and interesting scenes flash through my mind like meteors from time to time. They are clearly when my shining youth sharply pierced the dark night sky. Brilliant light!

Xiao Xu, if I remember correctly, it should be this "slow" surname. I can't remember the name clearly. As his surname goes, Xiao Xu is slow and orderly in everything he does. He has a square and angular face, a pair of big black eyes, and long eyelashes. He is always curious about unknown things and is extremely good at enriching his associations. , which makes you feel happy.

On a test paper, the reading question asked me to explain the meaning of words. The question said: Please explain the meaning of the idiom "more bad luck than good".

Xiao Xu looked cunning and confident. He smiled and said with one stroke: When one person hits ten people, it means more "unfortunate" and less "good".

When I got to the point where I was correcting Xiao Xu’s answer sheet, I burst out laughing. Then I smiled, hesitated again and again, and wrote annotations: “My teacher was speechless for a moment to refute, because what you said makes sense. It is difficult to win against ten. But after careful consideration, there will be a reversal if the strength is not equal or the disparity is too large. For example, ten kindergarten players will definitely not be able to compete with one sumo wrestler. The teacher won't give you points..."

This lovely interaction between teachers and students not only maintains and respects children's enthusiasm and imagination, but also allows children as students to understand the importance of norms. Compared with a cold and numb red "?", a funny chorus and a speculative dialogue, even if no points are given in the end according to the regulations, there will be residual warmth in the paper that has not been left blank due to efforts and the inspired heart. , let this hot little heart, in the future study and life, there will never be any regrets about giving up without trying and struggling.

In another reading training class, I especially remember that the title was "Sunshine in New Delhi". The text tells the story of a Chinese girl who studied abroad and was about to return home after she had achieved success. A large foreign company offered her a generous salary to stay and work in a foreign country.

The girl hesitated. Who wouldn’t be tempted by the wealth that is easily available? The girl keeps convincing herself that she is not sure about returning to work in China, but the big companies here have already extended an olive branch to her. As the ancients said: "Everything in the world is for profit," so just stay.

Just when she was about to convince herself, she met a child who was also in a foreign country. She innocently pointed to the sun in the sky and said: "The sunshine here is not as good as the sunshine in my hometown, New Delhi." ..."

Just such a sentence made the girl realize something. She finally decided to give up the high salary and resolutely chose to return to the country and serve the country.

The last subjective question of the title asks: If you study abroad in the future and encounter the same problem as the "girl" in the text, what choice should you make?

A little girl, I can’t even remember her last name. I only remember her as a silent angel with a somewhat dull personality, her face always as calm as water, and rarely able to glimpse her joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. She actually raised her hand first.

Without any suspense, I slapped her and stood up to answer. The girl said righteously: "I will return to the motherland without hesitation, and return to the arms of my mother, because my mother has taught me since I was a child that 'a gold nest and a silver nest are not as good as your own doghouse'..."

When I heard "no hesitation", the classmates, including me, nodded frequently. When I heard the sentence "a golden nest and a silver nest are not as good as your own doghouse", I really couldn't hold it back, and the whole class immediately It's like the Yellow River bursting its banks, which cannot be controlled by human beings. The laughter is like a frying pan, and the laughter is like a bomb that explodes people's flesh and blood.

Actually, I didn’t think it was too funny at first. If it was a naughty boy who was used to being funny and was deliberately trying to impress others, I would probably just be angry. But thinking about the seriousness and impassioned speech that the girl had just made, I admit that my usually serious self had "broken my guard".

The laughter of the children and I is not a sarcastic smile, it is a smile of one kind of innocence being amused by another kind of innocence, it is a smile of one kind of simplicity being moved by another kind of simplicity, the smile is like that. Honest and natural, even the girls who have always been serious about words started to giggle along with us. Their slightly blushing cheeks allowed me to see the flowers of youth blooming on girls’ faces for the first time. The classroom suddenly became quiet, and Yu Wusheng Here, a white rose that has not bloomed for a long time is quietly blooming...

Li Xuanyu is the student I remember the most. He is very noisy at first sight, but he makes people laugh anyway. A sunny boy who can't be disgusted.

In class, I always like to use my motor to move around, from east to west; from south to north. So in the first class, I set rules for him. I have always been a man with a strong sense of dignity. I have always believed that "a gentleman is not dignified if he is not dignified". Many little girls will feel a sense of oppression when they first take my class. I especially remember teaching a child.

I thought that I had always been gentle that day, but the child never spoke much and couldn't answer simple questions. I asked back: Why didn't he speak? The child remained silent. It was over, and I was about to turn around and leave. The child finally plucked up the courage and stammered boldly: "Old... teacher... I know why I stopped talking, because... I am so afraid of you... ”

At that time, my heart almost turned cute, how could there be such a cute junior high school student!

Unexpectedly, Li Xuanyu not only was not afraid, but actually liked me very much with this personality. He always likes to laugh, and his smiling face is always as bright and healthy as spring. His eyes, which are curved like crescent moons, are watery and reveal the warm brilliance of the moonlight, making your anger instantly reflected in his pupils. The coolness goes out.

In a review class near the end of the semester, I saw that he was distracted again, so I pretended to be angry and said: "Looking at you, there is not much hope for the end of the semester. Just take the exam. If you fail in the exam, the principal won't let me teach you anymore, so everyone will break up..."

After saying that, I deliberately turned my head away pretending not to care, but actually Her eyes still fell on him quietly. Li Xuanyu became anxious when he heard this. In his desperation, he actually grabbed me, slapped the table with his small palm, and shouted angrily: "Which office is your principal in? I'll go find him. If he dares not to let you teach me, I'll beat him up." Believe it or not..."

The little boy who always solves all problems with "laughter" is really angry! I am angry because the teacher is about to leave; angry because the teacher gives up lightly; angry because others can control my likes and dislikes...

Just that "anger" made me see a The youthful attitude of a young man full of energy. In reality, how many people can be servile and servile for the sake of life. That is not "compromise", but "submission". I always feel that there should be a period of time when a person is fearless, can be angry and speak out, and can like or dislike something based on his own passion.

During those days, there was no precise definition to judge your right and wrong, crime and punishment. It just released the great courage, awe-inspiring justice, love and justice that would gradually disappear in the process of growing up. come out. Just like the fireworks at night, only when they are too brilliant can they be worthy of passing away, and only when they are too brilliant can they be worthy of silence.

How many people make me feel sad about this little boy. I have never had the courage to shout once in my life, let alone be as gorgeous as fireworks. I just absorb nutrients silently in the mud, my heart is like duckweed. No roots and no support.

Zheng Hao is always criticized, but he may never know that in my heart, Zheng Hao has always been a true favorite.

There is no doubt that Zheng Hao is naughty. He basically has all the shortcomings of a boy growing up. But there is one advantage in him that is enough to cover up all his "shortcomings" - his enthusiasm and enthusiasm for daring to take action, his chivalrous courage without any grudge, and his heroic spirit even when he has the upper hand.

If you do something wrong and are criticized, as long as you are criticized correctly and accept the punishment, you will never complain.

And he was repaired a second ago and burst into tears. If there is a joke during class, he will laugh with you with tears in his eyes...

This seemingly cynical character, In fact, it is the strong spirit that is most lacking in a society where the jungle prevails.

On the other hand, adults, especially some girls, come from ordinary families and have no destiny to be a princess, but they still develop princess disease. I can't control my private affairs. Evil people will be punished by evil people. But when you go to work and bring a series of bad habits into it, it is simply disgusting.

Some people work as accountants and repeatedly miscalculate other people’s salaries. I don’t know whether it is a matter of work ability or moral bottom line. When I meet someone as attentive as me, I will point it out time and time again.

Every time, it is still as a matter of course: "I will reissue it next month!" This kind of behavior of justifying one's own mistakes and letting others bear it is a sign of mediocrity in a person's life. It is difficult to recover after a long time. The disease turns into cancer, and ultimately the medicine will not work.

No one is free from mistakes. No one is free from sages, especially sages. Zheng Hao is such a person who knows his mistakes and can correct them, and will never shirk responsibility or blame his mistakes.

In fact, the best way to get along with others is to make people think you are reliable, trustworthy, and trustworthy. When things go well, you can put the icing on the cake and fulfill your promises, without losing your mind and burning bridges; when things go wrong, you can provide help in times of need, do not cower and shirk the blame, but do your best to minimize losses.

What is this if not reliable?

Zheng Hao, my disciple, although young, is worthy of being a husband!

Zhang Jiaye is probably the student who is most favored in my heart. Speaking of preference, it is not unfair love, nor is it because of Jiaye’s extraordinary A scores in Chinese language tests after we became masters and apprentices. , which satisfies my sense of vanity as a teacher.

It was just a student who was looking for a bright light to guide the way, but to no avail. But I, who was destined to have a long life, looked at it and opened all the literary seals hidden in my heart with a wave of my hand. There was a lot of hope. Qing comes from blue. Isn't this a martial arts wizard who has been dreaming of inheriting his "unique martial arts skills" for his whole life?

Yes, a teacher’s “morality” must be inherited, and his “art” must not be abandoned. Only those who possess virtue and art will be the best.

Teaching with Jiaye, my master and disciple have achieved a harmonious mind, starting from the beginning to the end. Just like the three divine monks in "The Legend of Heaven and the Dragon Slayer", one looks like three, and three looks like one. Harmony and understanding, Vajra subdues demons!

Xiao Chen’s fun is probably something you’ll never see again in this life!

Just like the little girl who first met me, she was too shy to say another word. Gradually, it eased slightly, but that "sense of distance" was often reflected in her class where she held her breath and held her voice.

Xiao Chen is an "alternative" in learning. The average child's attitude towards learning is more or less disgusting and repulsive, or at least they do not feel that learning is more enjoyable than playing.

What Xiao Chen likes to do most in a day is to complete as many learning tasks as possible. The time is arranged in a strict combination, and what time is done, even if it is very late, we must finish it today.

Her mother was very troubled by this. I often lament that this kind of "distress" is probably something other parents would only dream of enduring!

I remember that it was a hot season when I was giving her lessons. I like to wear white shirts, and they are almost always white throughout the season. Sometimes even the whole body is white - white shirt, white T-shirt, white pants, white shoes, white socks...

Suddenly one day, Xiao Chen’s mother told me that Xiao Chen’s mother was driving here after class. pick her up. As soon as she got in the car, she clamored for her mother to buy her white clothes. My mother felt very strange. She had never made such a request before and asked her why she had such an idea.

Xiao Chen pouted and said with a cute look on his face: "Teacher Yu wears white every day, and I also want to wear white. I have never seen such a clean boy. I don't accept it, huh, a How can boys love to be clean more than girls? I want to buy white..."

The reason why you can't help laughing makes people smile. The loveliness that occasionally falls in this world is really enough for people to temporarily express their feelings in the difficult life. My mother actually went to Sanxia Square to look for what she called "white" clothes for Xiao Chen.

But after searching all the shopping malls in Sanxia Square, there was not a single piece of clothing that suited our little Chen's taste.

Later, I could only give up in frustration!

Later one time, I went to a wedding reception and couldn’t attend a class. Mom said she wouldn't be able to attend class next week, and Xiao Chen asked why. Mom deliberately said, you are always bad, so the teacher doesn’t want to see you! It is said that Xiao Chen was so anxious and aggrieved that he almost cried...

When I heard this scene, my heart trembled slightly, as if I had been hit by something, and my nose felt sore. I almost burst into tears... It turns out that being loved simply is one thing. Pure and flawless love is never worth being let down.

Perhaps, ten years, twenty years, thirty years, fifty years...As an old man, when I think back to that sunny afternoon, that shy and cute Xiao Chen, I will be... The torrent of memories instantly rushed back to the high-spirited days of my twenties.

Xiao Chen, thank you for meeting you...

There is also Zheng Jinhong, who is loyal and brave; there is Yin Haoming, who is extremely smart and humorous; and pure white paper , the naive Xiong Weiheng; there is also the lively, cheerful and sunny Xia Zihan; there is also Li Ruihan who likes to read and is civilized and polite; there is also Tang Ziwei who is hard-working and respects teachers and education; and there is also the courage to ask questions and seek verification. Xiang Yanlin; and Hu Tengyao, who is handsome and loves to listen to stories...

There are also too many classic pictures that appear in front of me like a cycle on the screen. My heart is happy, My heart is still the same, my flying life has always been accompanied by the excitement of youth, and each one is full of fresh vitality. Although many people and things have stayed in yesterday forever, in the silent place, there are also thunders and waves! ! !