Should I confess before graduation?

Recently, Chipa said that there will be a debate contest full of youth and excitement in the seventh season.

"Should I confess before graduation?"

When I first saw this topic, my heart seemed to be pinched by a hand and it ached faintly.

So, next, no matter what the boys who don't support confession say, I'm thinking that if I were the audience who voted on the spot, I would press the red light for affirmation from the beginning.

Yes, I support confession before graduation, whether it is successful or not.

Not because I was the girl who made a bold confession before graduation, on the contrary, it was precisely because I didn't say that "I like you" that year.

As a result, in the next few years, to my surprise, I was still worried about the words that I couldn't say in those years and missed the scene that I rehearsed in my mind countless times and never appeared again:

What would have happened if I had said it? How will he react? Will he promise? Will still refuse; If he says yes, will we still be together?

02

When I finally caught up with your humor and understood what you were saying, we had lost contact.

Looking back now, I was very simple at that time. How simple is it?

Because of his words: "I like to eat chestnuts." I will run to the food court behind the school and buy him a paper bag of chestnuts. I also deliberately said that I was eating nearby, just passing by and bought it.

Because he forgot to do his homework the day before class, he can help him write his paper all night by asking for help. I will also be very happy to hear that he got a high score in praising the paper and was praised by the teacher in the whole class.

Because he drank too much wine, plus the booing of friends in the chat group, spoiled and cute, plus the strength of wine, one sentence after another of "big baby" was enough to make me feel at a loss in front of the screen.

Although I know those are all jokes, I still remember that night, I curled up into a ball and huddled in the quilt. In the dead of night in the dormitory, I laughed like a fool by the light of my mobile phone.

My favorite, simple and clumsy, until now, someone asked what it was like to like someone.

I will always answer that if I really like someone, I will learn to speak carefully in front of him, and no matter how eloquent I am, I will become clumsy.

He carefully protects his mood from being discovered, but even the topic is trying to cater to his style.

03

Since then, I have met many people, but I have never been so excited.

He is a kind-hearted, intelligent and reliable boy with sharp teeth and sharp mouth. He used to be mean, and friends around him easily turned against him when they heard what he said.

It was not until a long time later that friends and colleagues occasionally said, "I find you really cheap." "She is a reliable girl."

It suddenly occurred to me that I had become like him before I knew it. However, he and I have long been the relationship between the names we forgot to delete on WeChat and the one-sided praise in our circle of friends.

Now that I think about it, we have been missing, or I have been missing, missing his almost high-profile hints, missing five assists from friends and three assists, and missing every opportunity to express myself boldly.

04

"What is the feeling of love? I'm afraid he knows, but I'm afraid he doesn't know. I'm even more afraid he knows but pretends not to know. "

Once I thought I had hidden this feeling deep enough, but I found that everyone around me knew it and casually mentioned it in a meaningful tone. But only I, still hiding, denying, avoiding, dare not say.

After many years, I finally realized what it's like to have an impossible person in my heart.

It is the midnight dream after many years, and the melancholy dawn after waking up. But everyone I meet in the future looks like him.

At the beginning, the song he said was very suitable for me, and it has been lying in my song list. Finally learned to sing the song he once liked to order at KTV.

05

The last time I contacted him, he told me to be more careful about the spread of the epidemic at the beginning of the year.

In the following days, I can only spy on him through my circle of friends: he is in love, he may have broken up, he won the annual prize, he went abroad on business, he changed his hairstyle, he raised a beautiful puppet cat, and he forwarded a song, which became a must-have in my ktv. ...

And I am the most, just silently praising.

I clearly know that his image has long been beautified in my heart. Maybe the one in my heart is different from the one in reality, but I am still very sad. I can't participate in his present life and become a past he can't remember.

I met him on the road a few days after graduation. He gave me two hugs, one was to encourage me to finish my graduation defense smoothly, and the other was to thank me for the gift I brought back from my trip.

These two friendly hugs between us should be regarded as the end of all love that I think is wishful thinking.

06

I still remember that night, outside the dormitory building, the street lights were dim, and he stood at the intersection waiting for me.

Maybe I should stop him when he turns around and ask him, "I like you for a long time, you know?"

Maybe I had asked, so I wouldn't be so disappointed now.

Therefore, you must say your confession before graduation, so as not to toss and turn for your temporary weakness in the long years to come.