Short Story If I Love You

If I love you, no matter how wrong you are, the moment you start crying is my fault.

If I love you, even if you delete all contact information with me, I will try my best to find you.

If I love you, even if you say countless cruel words to me, each sentence is like a sharp knife piercing my heart, I can forgive you, tolerate you, learn to lick your wounds, and learn to be kind to you. Seeing that you are also injured.

If I love you, we will never be separated. Even if you choose to leave first, I will still stand there, waiting for you to come back.

No reason, just because I love you.

1

The love story between Duo Ge and Doudou started seven years ago. To be precise, the elementary school class reunion after the college entrance examination allowed them to reconnect and start to get together.

On the day of the party, Doudou was wearing sportswear, with her long hair pulled into a round bun, looking cute and cute. Ten years of sharpening a sword is finally over. It is rare that everyone is no longer burdened with the pressure of study, and a holiday where you can have complete fun has officially begun.

But she was sitting alone in the corner. No matter how lively everyone was, they could not make her happy. The reason was very simple. She did poorly in the college entrance examination.

In fact, she is so heartless that she rarely gets so sad about things. During her three years in high school, her grades slowly dropped from the top five in the class to the bottom ten. She chatted with classmates in class, fell in love after class, and didn't like studying. Her only good-enough English score was just resting on the laurels of junior high school. Until the senior year of high school came, the head teacher couldn't stand it any longer, so he contacted Doudou's mother and asked the parents to help find a solution.

The furious mother saw Doudou’s indifferent expression and was very disappointed in her but still didn’t want to give up. She said: “I have already contacted you, the physics teacher, starting today. If you don’t study at night, you can give me tutoring. Also, you are not allowed to speak more than ten sentences a day from now on!”

However, it turns out that it is all in vain. Just because, at that time, her mind was not on studying at all.

It was not until the college entrance examination results came out that Doudou was dumbfounded. She looked at her pitiful results and began to panic. With such a score, where can I go to college to see hope for the future? Without anyone's scolding or reminder, she seemed to grow up instantly.

That day, her classmates in elementary school organized a party, and she bravely participated. It was like adults meeting again after several years. If they get along well, they will be radiant, but if they don't get along well, they can only look embarrassed. And at that party, the college entrance examination score became the entire net worth of a child's ten years of struggle.

Doudou sat in the corner taciturn, blaming himself and regretting that he had not grown up at an age when he should have worked hard. He was also looking forward to the four years he was about to spend at L University cautiously. What will time be like?

And her daze and sigh were clearly seen by him not far away, yes, it was Brother Duo.

He came over with two drinks and deliberately pretended not to know anything and said: "Let's play together. They are playing a killing game and they are short of people. Let's come together."

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"No, just go ahead and play." She still looked lonely.

Duo Ge simply sat down and said, "What's wrong, are you worried?"

"Oh...it's nothing."

"Have you finished applying for your application? Which school?"

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"What? L University? Great, I applied for J College. It's right opposite your school. We can hang out together in the future."

She said "hmm" weakly, not knowing his ulterior motives.

2

After starting college life, Doudou became a completely different person. She never skipped classes, took careful notes in any class, and no longer fell in love. When she was tired, she would go to a small restaurant off campus with the girls in her dormitory.

It wasn’t until one month after school started that Brother Duo took the initiative to contact Doudou.

Doudou, who thought it was an old classmate meeting to chat about their new lives, didn't think too much and agreed decisively.

After dinner, they took a walk together. The heartless Doudou who was full of jokes is back, but now she has become more fulfilled. She just wants to go to class and study hard every day. She has indulged herself in the three years when she should work hardest, and does not want to be careless anymore. Destination to spend the next four years.

She would tell jokes and talk about her ideals. But he, who was walking aside, had other plans in mind.

When he arrived downstairs in Doudou's dormitory, he suddenly said: "Be my girlfriend. I know you are going to start studying hard, and I won't disturb your efforts, but give me a chance. I will take care of you from today on!"

He said with sincerity, Doudou's eyes widened, not knowing how to answer. The confession came so suddenly that she turned around and ran into the dormitory without saying anything.

That night, the nervous Doudou suddenly fell into insomnia. She tossed and turned, unable to figure out when this guy fell in love with her.

Brother Duo's pursuit offensive started with "Wake up" early the next morning. In the era before WeChat, a good morning would cost 10 cents in text messages, which was actually quite a luxury.

It wasn’t until a week later that Doudou couldn’t stand it anymore. Brother, don’t you know how to add QQ?

I don’t know if Brother Duo has been using dime text messages to show his loyalty or if his IQ has been short-circuited by love. After a silly "Oh", he decisively added QQ.

3

Although the distance between the two people is only two school gates, they have always maintained the habit of seeing each other only once a week. I usually communicate by phone and QQ, and of course Duo Ge takes the initiative to greet me.

Doudou joined the student union in her first semester of college and successfully won a first-class scholarship with her good grades and extra points from the student union. She was overjoyed, but she didn't expect that her classmates would be talking behind her back. She got the scholarship entirely because of the extra points, which made her very angry.

She secretly swore in her heart that she would quit the student union in the second semester, work harder on her studies, and continue to get the first-class scholarship to see what others could say.

God knows that this girl still has such a strong progressive gene buried in her bones. In the second semester of her freshman year, she worked even harder. She sat in the first row of every class where no one dared to sit. Not only did she listen carefully to the class, but she also Thinking proactively, she completed all the homework that no one wanted to do one by one. She went to the library when there was no class. Her life was monotonous but extremely fulfilling.

She spent most of her energy on studying. She didn't know that her boyfriend named Brother Duo from the school opposite was missing her day by day. Once, two people had a disagreement over where to go for the weekend and had a huge fight. Brother Duo, who had always made Doudou angry in everything, was particularly angry that time, which made Doudou even more aggrieved. In fact, she didn't know that Brother Duo's anger came more from the anger of missing her but not being able to see her and not knowing what to do. That time, Doudou, who had had a quarrel, deleted Brother Duo's QQ account and put his phone number on the blacklist. Brother Duo, who had no experience before, suddenly panicked. Since the two of them had never been unable to contact each other before they got together, Brother Duo didn't have the phone numbers of any of Doudou's friends. He put down what he was busy with and rushed to University L like crazy. He found the library from the dormitory and the study room from the library, but there was nothing there. He was sitting alone downstairs in Doudou's dormitory, watching the sky getting darker, thinking to himself, sooner or later you will come back.

Doudou, who went out for a big meal with his classmates, did not return to the dormitory until after ten o'clock. From a distance, she saw a familiar figure squatting at the door of the building. Yes, it was Brother Duo. Thrown at his feet were an unknown number of cigarette butts. Doudou cried. She ran forward quickly and hugged him. She didn't know that he cared about her so much.

Brother Duo also cried. At 1.8 meters tall, he sobbed like a child in need of care. He said: "Doudou, I love you, even if you delete all contact with me. way, I will also try my best to find you.

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The two people hugged each other. At that moment, it was eleven o’clock at night, and the dim street lights of L University looked particularly warm.

4

Time flew by In their senior year, like every couple who has to face the graduation season, the love between Duo Ge and Dou Dou also encountered the test of reality for the first time. Duo Ge, who studied architecture, planned to find a job in Jinan after graduation. Doudou, who is studying food science, wants to take the postgraduate entrance examination in Beijing, which will take another three years.

After Duo Ge’s family learned about Doudou’s plan, they began to refuse their continued relationship, but Brother Duo never dared to tell Doudou that he loved her, but he was also conflicted about time and distance being separated from her.

On that day, the weather was warm and the spring breeze was warm, and Doudou received the notice of the re-examination for the postgraduate entrance examination. Doudou happily called Brother Duo to have a big meal together to celebrate. Halfway through the walk, Doudou suddenly didn't want to eat hot pot. She remembered a newly opened barbecue restaurant that her classmates had said. It was very unique, but the new restaurant was in the city. In the opposite direction, it would take another hour by bus.

Brother Duo, who was already conflicted, was very unhappy because of Doudou's willfulness. Doudou shook him off and said, "Okay. If you don't go, I'll go by myself! Don't come to me again, let's break up! ”

In the four years since they were together, the outspoken Doudou has threatened Brother Duo countless times with the idea of ??breaking up, but every time, he can find an excuse to save the relationship. He loves her and tolerates her. He once said, no matter how wrong you are, the moment you start crying, it's my fault. And Doudou is used to the days when Brother Duo is around, even though it was Brother Duo who fell in love with her first. , but as time went by, she gradually became inseparable from him, but she would not give up until she was addicted to him every time.

Doudou naively thought that this time, Duo would be inseparable. Brother will catch up with her as usual, apologize immediately, and then accompany her to a barbecue restaurant for a delicious meal. This day was originally the happiest day for her. Four years of hard work finally paid off, isn't it? Should we celebrate together?

However, Brother Duo did not catch up. He stood behind her and said without any confidence but very clearly: "Then let's break up. "

Doudou stopped and turned around. She couldn't even believe that what she just heard was true.

She looked into his eyes, tears bursting out of her eyes instantly: "Why? ”

“Because...my family doesn’t agree with us being together. From the day my parents knew you were going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, they no longer encouraged us to be together. It’s just that I have always Didn't tell you. I like you, but every time we quarrel, you will break up casually. If I wait for you for three years and you still treat our relationship with this attitude, I don't know if these three years are worth my wait... ..."

This time, Brother Duo left first, leaving Doudou standing there stupidly, letting tears flow uncontrollably, but he would not look back, feeling very distressed for She dried it.

5

Doudou cried all night, and early the next morning she packed up the materials for the re-examination and set off. Sadly, with her personality, since there is no fate, there is no need to make any kind of efforts to retain him. She also loves him, but if his family cannot accept her, how can she get along with him?

Everything went well in the re-examination. Doudou, who returned to his alma mater again, prepared for graduation defense, took graduation photos, and finally ate at every small restaurant near the school... just every time Doudou, who was walking with his classmates at L University, felt a little empty in his heart. The tree-lined streets and stadiums that the two of them had walked together countless times in the past four years, and the teaching buildings and libraries that they had walked around countless times were no longer there. His shadow makes her not sad.

However, when there is no antidote, time is the best means of healing. On the evening of June, Doudou was roller skating alone on campus. , she saw a large group of people gathered on the lawn from a distance. Curious, she slid over as fast as she could to take a closer look.

Looking away from the crowd, there is a heart shape made of rose petals in the middle of the lawn, with two letters also made of rose petals on both sides of the heart shape, like the abbreviation of a person's name. Hey, who is this man? She's also very good at romance.

Doudou raised his head, and the person standing in front of him turned out to be Brother Duo! He was holding a large bouquet of roses in his hand and looking at Doudou affectionately.

Oh my God! Doudou almost sat down on the ground, this plot was too bloody, how could it be him!

She turned her head and wanted to rush out of the crowd again, but she was stopped by two boys. Yes, those two boys are Brother Duo's best friends. One of them said: "Sister-in-law, don't leave in a hurry. Let me, Brother Duo, finish what I have to say."

Doudou just turned his back to Brother Duo, not knowing what to do.

Brother Duo slowly walked over from behind and wanted to give Doudou the rose in his hand, but Doudou did not accept it. He continued: "I have thought about it. I will try to convince my parents. As long as you love me, I will wait for you for three years. However, you can no longer break up with me casually. If there is any difficulty, we will be together in the future." Let’s face it together, okay?”

Just like the night four years ago when Brother Duo confessed to her for the first time, Doudou was at a loss as to how to respond and could only choose to run away. This time, she once again didn't know how to face it, especially in front of so many classmates. She struggled to push away the crowd and escaped on roller skates...

That time, Brother Duo ended up feeling a little embarrassed, but he always had hope in his heart. He called Doudou countless times, but Doudou didn't answer. Since he was in the internship period, Brother Duo could not take a long leave. After waiting for two days with no results, Brother Duo returned to Jinan.

6

In September, Doudou reported to the new school in Beijing. She looked at the bustling crowd at Beijing Station and thought that she would have to work hard here for the next three years. Although it was difficult for her to adapt to such a crowded city all of a sudden, you see, so many people are working hard every day to come here and realize their dreams. You have missed a chance to study hard in your youth. Opportunity, this time, don't indulge yourself anymore. As for the unforgettable feelings in youth, let them pass together. Life must continue and move forward.

But if I love you, we can't be separated after all. Even if you choose to leave first, I will stand there and wait for you to come back.

At the end of September, Brother Duo appeared again. This time, he called Doudou from an unfamiliar number and told him that he was coming to Beijing during the National Day holiday and asked Doudou to be her guide.

Doudou knew what he meant and said clearly on the phone: "Don't be entangled anymore, it's impossible for us. Since your parents don't agree with us being together, no matter how hard you try, it won't work." Used..."

Brother Duo finally waited for Doudou to start this topic in person, and he immediately said: "It works! I have argued with my parents, and they have agreed. This time, if you are willing to promise me, I will wait for you for three years. When you graduate, we will get married, okay?"

Doudou was silent again. On the radio waves connecting Beijing and Jinan, you can even hear the ellipsis under the blank space at this time.

"Is that okay?" Once again, Brother Duo spoke first.

"Okay."

7

Later, Brother Duo would call three times every day, at eight o'clock in the morning and twelve o'clock at noon. and eleven o'clock at night. Although they are the most ordinary daily greetings, they all convey deep love, and Doudou has also learned to cherish this relationship more. Even if the two of them occasionally quarrel over trivial matters, she will never be so easy-going again. Don't talk about breaking up, but also try to learn to forgive.

Five hundred kilometers is the distance between Duoge and Doudou in three years, but they spent every Tomb-Sweeping Day, Labor Day, Dragon Boat Festival, and National Day together in the past three years. What happened was that either I ran towards you or you ran towards me. The high-speed rail became the best witness to their deep feelings.

If I love you, how could I give up on you so easily?

If I love you, how could it be so easily defeated by time and distance?

If I love you, even if you say countless cruel words to me, each sentence is like a sharp knife piercing my heart, I can forgive you, tolerate you, learn to lick your wounds, and learn to be kind to you. Seeing that you are also injured.

If I love you and you love me, how could we not choose to be together?

On the day Doudou received her master's degree, she was pressed for time. She ran all the way to Beijing South Railway Station and boarded the high-speed train bound for Jinan when the ticket check-in time was still three minutes away. She told herself that she must She had to catch up, because that day was also the day she wanted to get her marriage certificate.

"If Brother Duo and I get married one day, we will have a wedding in the best hotel in Jinan. Please come all of you, the one with a swimming pool..."

At this moment, sitting in the banquet hall of Jinan's five-star hotel, on the romantic and exquisite stage, I heard Doudou saying "Yes, I do."