What's life like with long nails? Will it be inconvenient?

When I was young, I liked to grow long nails just because they looked long and beautiful. Without nails, my fingers would look short and thick. I remember my neighbor's aunt said my hands were beautiful, but later I found that long nails really brought me inconvenience. For example, maybe my pen-holding posture is different from others. If my nails are long, I feel very painful and uncomfortable when I write. There are many times when I clearly mean to touch others gently, only to find that I accidentally cut their skin. This is because people hold my hand and say, "Look how long your nails are." I'm suddenly embarrassed. When bitten or itchy by mosquitoes, scratching with long nails always hurts and itches. This is why I suspect that my nails are poisonous, or I will feel the same way if I scratch them gently, and when I help my mother with housework, my nails will always be criticized if I don't pay attention. And when I take things, I always feel that there is a layer between me and the target that makes me unable to touch the surface of things ... In fact, these inconveniences are not the reason why I lose my nails. The most fatal reason is that the teacher told us to pay attention to personal hygiene, including not keeping long nails, and told me to check them one by one. That's why I'm starting to panic. I'm going to lose my nails in class. So I haven't had long nails since then, and I read an article some time ago that Weibo is Indian and has never had his nails cut. It's really disgusting to see that the whole nail has turned black and yellow and turned into a crooked nail as thick as bark, which has strengthened my determination not to grow long nails no matter whether it looks good or not.