Why did I go abroad in Chapter 1 of "Drunk for Years"?

In Chapter 46 of the novel, the man who started chasing his wife at the crematorium went abroad for some reason in this chapter, and Song Juhan followed him closely.

The title of "Drunk for Years" is very nice, but the plot is a bit annoying. Friends who are not very receptive to this type of work may feel that it is too humble. It was clear that Song Juhan was so outrageous that he still couldn't bear to leave him. Why is the love too deep? These seven years of life cannot be given up so easily. So when the disappointment reaches its peak, he will turn around in complete despair.

Song Juhan learned why he was drinking with Feng Zheng. He hated others lying to him. Feng Zheng didn't show any respect at the dinner table, and the atmosphere between the two was aggressive. Song Ju crushed the cup angrily and followed He He back home. Why look at the other party's face and know that Song Juhan is very angry at the moment and has no good fruits to eat from him. This "punishment" scene is also one of the most sadistic parts of the whole story. Why did he bite the corner of his mouth, which made him cry and bleed.

While punishing, Song Juhan also said some insulting words. No matter how humble he is, He is still a living person with his own bottom line and dignity. These words were like knives, pricking He Yi's heart full of holes. It also shattered his feelings for Song Juhan. Song Juhan said that he hated cheating, but he was not qualified to say such things. I only know how to ask for something, but I can't keep it to the end.

For the past seven years, He Yi's heart has always been filled with Song Juhan's joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. What he wants most now is to simply die, so that everything will be over. This is a kind of deep sadness, hating my own weakness and my own reluctance. This kind of punishment was repeated again when Song Juhan met He Yi and Zhou Heyi.

When he woke up, he had already been sent to the hospital. Xiao Song, who took care of him, said that the reason why he had a high fever of 40 degrees was because of Song Juhan. Why now, it seems that I don't even have the strength to resent Song Juhan, I just feel deeply powerless. There is nothing more sad than heartbreak, this is the deepest disappointment. Why did I originally think that I still had some status in his heart. But yesterday's punishment made him feel like a complete joke.