"I'm getting married." After receiving a WeChat message from a girl you have a crush on, a man learns that he has missed true love. Will you bravely express your love?

01

My old friend didn’t know what was going on in his heart, he just regretted that he was in a hurry.

If you could turn back time and go back to the day we met, would you bravely express your love instead of hiding it quietly for so many years?

Some people say that secret love is the most helpless thing in the world, like a moon in the water, watching the bright light falling in the distance, but not daring to reach out and touch it.

There are always timid people who carefully keep that joy for many years if they are not careful.

Unfortunately, he is the timid one. He only came to his senses later, and even joked: "If I could have confessed my love back then, maybe our children would be spoiled now."

However, if it is a hypothetical word, we can put everything in "if" The plot was replayed with a completely different result. When I returned to real life, I was still lonely.

He still can’t explain clearly why he didn’t dare to express his feelings before? Because if it were him now, he would not hesitate. Even if they were not together, the worst would be like this.

Perhaps, his current bravery is the result of years of timidity.

He has always felt inferior in front of her.

Maybe she is too beautiful. The age when they met was very beautiful, even if she was naked, she was amazed by his time.

In fact, the surprises when you are young are often not because of your charming face.

Maybe just a turn, a look back, a smile, or a gentle word of concern can break into a person's heart unexpectedly, and then remember this beauty for many years.

And this beauty can only belong to youth.

He always liked to watch her quietly at that time, watching her take notes carefully during class, watching her tilting her head to listen to the class, watching her laughing and joking with the classmates around her.

Once, he saw a sentence: How to judge whether a person likes another person?

Someone replied: It’s very simple. When everyone is laughing, your first reaction is to see if the other person is laughing too. If so, it means you like the other person.

Isn’t this about him?

02

Sometimes, fate is always like this. It can give people some sweetness, but it will not let you really get what you want.

When they were in college, they became friends with each other by chance. To be honest, although they were classmates in high school, they rarely spoke because they were not in the same camp.

His grades were much worse than hers, and he didn’t like to talk much and sat too far back, so he had little interaction with a good student like her.

So, in his opinion, being able to become friends was a relatively happy thing. As for confessing, he had never thought about it at all. He still felt that he was not worthy. First of all, he failed a lot in school.

When he thought about it later, he would feel that he was naive at that time and the reason for his low self-esteem was inexplicable, but at the same time, he also thought that if time could go back again, he would still not dare to confess.

Because of her presence, he has never been in love. It felt like no matter who he knew at that time, he would secretly compare them with her, and in the end he found that none of them were as good as her.

His state of mind was like this. He just felt that he could look at her and smile. And he thought that he had hidden his thoughts well, and she would definitely not know about it.

And her compliment was even more of a surprise to him. Once after graduating from college, several of their high school classmates in the same city made an appointment to have a party. She was also there, and then talked about some things from high school.

She suddenly said to him: "When you were in high school, I went to the school playground to watch you play basketball. You had a lot of fans at that time.

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He was flattered. He didn't expect that this, his only specialty in the past, could be remembered by her. He turned a little embarrassed and said, "It's just a fool's errand." ”

She turned around to talk to others, leaving him alone, unable to calm down for a long time.

03

From then on, the two of them The relationship between the two lasted for more than two years.

He always thought that she would not like someone like him, so he only dared to call himself a friend.

And she actually said something inexplicable to him, that is. On her birthday, she said that she was already 25 years old, and her family was urging her to fall in love, but she didn’t know where to look.

He thought for a while, and then said something he thought was humorous. : "Why don't you go dig through the trash can when you get home later? "

She was stunned for a moment, and then asked him: "Have you never had a girlfriend? "

He said he was not in a hurry and was looking for it. She asked him what he liked? What he actually thought in his heart was "That's what you are like", but he said something strangely: "Anyway, it's not like that." You do this. ”

At this time, they were already very familiar with each other, so he naturally dared to joke with her. However, he never dared to say what he was thinking at that time, because he was worried that once he said it, even his friends would be embarrassed. There was nothing she could do.

She sighed: "I knew you wouldn't like me like this. " Suddenly he added: "I said, if we are not in love when we are 28 years old, otherwise we can just make do with each other. "

He was obviously full of joy, but what he said was: "If that's really the case, I can only accept your grievance and agree to it. ”

Only by saying this, he was able to conceal his emotions at the time. It was a very complicated feeling, including surprise, disbelief, but also uneasiness and fear.

But before the two of them were 28 years old, he received a WeChat message from her: "I'm getting married. "

At that time, because they were busy with work, they had not contacted each other for a while. When he received her WeChat message, his hands shook for a moment, and then he sent a message back: "Congratulations, you're here. I will definitely come to drink your wedding wine. ”

When he attended the wedding, he realized that it was because of his cowardice that they had missed each other for many years.

04

In fact, he had always been secretly in love with The girl, I don’t know since when, she also likes him

Because she said something at the wedding, she said that she originally thought that she would not get married until she was 28 years old, but she didn’t expect that she would meet him in the end. He was the one he was destined to be, so he was one year older.

The host also asked her why she was 28 years old? She gave another answer, but only he knew that they had a similar joke. Appointment at the age of 28.

He thought, when did she start to like him? And when did she stop liking him? He didn't have the courage to ask her, and after she got married, they never met again. No words were spoken.

To him, having a crush on someone was bitter, but also sweet. He never dared to imagine a future with her, but he didn't understand that he had to cut it off first. About the future and her path, so secret love can only be secret love.

In the end, all the willingness and unwillingness will be buried in the past, buried together with the timid one at the beginning. The beautiful fantasy of youth belongs exclusively to teenagers.

The road sign of growth draws a dividing line here, where one is ignorant and the other is mature.

After that, I will recall the events of my youth and toast with a glass of sake.