Life is meaningless and empty?

According to your simple description, I feel that you are in an abnormal state at present. In real life, you want to get rid of life by committing suicide, which shows that your life has encountered difficulties, confusion and sadness. But you should know that everyone has troubles, sadness and disappointment, but you can't feel the sadness and troubles of others. If we live in the world, we must learn to face the reality, adapt to the reality, put ourselves in a proper position, and strive to integrate ourselves into the real society and life, so as to forget the past. Strive for progress, only in this way can you break through the dark clouds and see the blue sky again, and you will see the colorful and wonderful world! Tomorrow is still so beautiful!