Grandpa log

This time last year should be the time when grandpa left.

Yesterday, my mother called me and said that I made zongzi and killed a chicken. Tomorrow is my grandfather's anniversary. Your sister and I will go to worship him.

Yes, indeed, grandpa left this time last year. He left in such a hurry that I can't believe grandpa has left now. Grandpa left without my uncle, my grandmother, my mother and me. ...

I don't know why grandpa died, just like that dog. I don't understand why it is still alive. Grandpa's home is in a big mountain, surrounded by green hills, which is very beautiful. I remember when I was in primary school, I lived in my grandfather's house for a few months. My uncle is a hooligan, and my grandmother is not particularly clever. Grandpa is the only one at home, and I happen to be a companion.

As far as I can remember, my grandfather has always been bald and cut his hair at a young age. Grandpa shaved his head and made me happy for a long time. My grandfather wore a hat in winter, and one day I suddenly found out that my grandfather was actually old. That was more than ten years ago, I can't remember. At that time, I didn't even go to the primary school in the underground village, and my sister was still in the primary school in the underground village. Grandpa drank too much at his brother's house and then collapsed in his yard. It was a dangerous fall, first in the town hospital, then in the city hospital, and finally he saved his life.

My mother takes care of my grandfather in the hospital. That makes sense, but my grandfather has been suffering. Grandpa always said that your mother saved my life. If only your uncle were smarter. I told you, you gave my mother this life, too! Grandpa just giggled.

I live in my grandfather's house. It wasn't the happiest time, but I also enjoyed it. The people in my grandfather's village are very enthusiastic. There is an old saying in China that "grandchildren are older." In other words, the grandson is very big in grandpa's house, and he has to sit on a square table when eating. The grandchildren of the Chinese New Year are particularly distinguished, not only sitting in their seats, but also having a chicken leg or duck leg in front of them. At our young age, chicken legs were equivalent to abalone now, and it was rare to eat them once a year. In our own home, we don't eat muddy food for the first eight days of the year, in order to prevent guests from bringing food out to make jokes. So I especially like to visit my grandpa's house every time. Eat two big chicken legs at a time.

Grandpa fell that year and hurt his brain. It's already a concussion. In my slightly older years, these phenomena became frequent.

My grandfather's house is a small village, so small that even a butcher has come up and sold it in the underground village. In primary school, I often saw butchers because I also studied in underground villages. The uncle who sells meat told me that your grandfather bought you meat again, and your grandfather bought you pork legs again ... My food was undoubtedly the best in those months, and my grandfather always asked me if I had enough money every morning. Every time, it's ten dollars. Ten dollars in primary school is now more than one hundred.

Grandpa said he had no money, so he said, Grandpa has it here. Grandpa said that he could eat whatever he wanted, and if the food he cooked was not good, he would buy it and ask his neighbors to help him.

Grandpa is a simple man. He doesn't buy meat so often at home. After all, meat was a luxury at that time, just like at home, it was rare to eat meat once a month. During that time at my grandfather's house, my grandfather's meat was never broken. My grandfather told others that no one can lose my grandson if I lose! In grandpa's eyes, or I am really a "grandchild", I overwhelm everyone in grandpa's eyes.

Grandpa should not only take care of me, but also plant a few acres of land at home. Even a few years before his death, he still hunched over and planted rice every time. Grandpa said, save more food while I still have a little strength.

Grandpa's words are simple, just like his people. We even found a bottle of pesticide on the bed while sorting out his posthumous relics. Mom said that your grandfather even thought of the last thing, but it's a pity that he doesn't even need this.

Grandpa died so quickly that he didn't even have to go to the hospital. Grandpa's death is also unfair. It's already Spring Festival in the neighborhood, and it's coming soon. Mom said that in another month, your grandfather will be 70 years old. It's a pity that your grandfather will never live to be 70.

Life sometimes seems so fragile, even more helpless than a baby's life. Mom says life is getting better and better now. People over the age of 60 in the village are paid monthly, and the village has given them a minimum living allowance, with a subsidy of nearly 1,000 yuan every year. When you grow up, your sister grows up, and the family is no longer so scarce, but your grandfather finally has no luck to spend you half a penny. Yes, this is my first year working outside.

Your grandfather has really had a hard time in his life. He is very busy. From the beginning of the production team to his death, he was dealing with rice and crops, or a few seconds before his death, he was thinking about whether the crops in the field should be fertilized or sprayed with pesticides.

Grandpa is a lively person, but he hasn't enjoyed more excitement yet. My uncle is very incompetent. I don't know whether to call him a rogue or incompetent. Anyway, he is a person who has worried others all his life, but he is a big boss. He knows nothing but insists on doing everything well all day. On the day of grandpa's funeral, he was very angry with us. I said, it's okay now. Now that Grandpa is gone, I'm watching you. I see how you will live in the future. ...

My uncle doesn't like living with my grandfather. In the early years, when my grandfather was stronger than my uncle, my uncle listened to my grandfather. But when my grandfather gradually lost a lot of energy, my uncle obviously went it alone. Grandpa said, I can't control my son anymore.

It makes sense that my uncle didn't marry a wife. Grandpa didn't feel too sad about these things, or didn't show it in front of us. Mom seems to have mentioned it before, but grandpa seems to be worried. He didn't dare to think, admire or think in front of us. Grandpa always said that as long as your uncle is as smart as you, I will feel at ease in my life.

Grandpa died like this. Grandpa sold an extra local dog to a town person, who hoped that Grandpa would kill the dog and give it to him. Grandpa is also a warm-hearted person. When grandpa went to the funeral, everyone in that small village came to see him off. I said, grandpa was busy when he left. Don't worry, grandpa. You see, your nature in the world ...

When grandpa helped people kill dogs in that town, it was said that the stick hit a stone instead of the dog's nose. The blow of the stick made us lose our grandfather forever.

The neighbor in the village was the only one who sent grandpa away, but it was almost the last time. Grandpa didn't speak, and the urgent voice was his only last words, or what else did Grandpa want to say? But grandpa didn't say anything at last. When grandpa left, I didn't ask whether I earned my eyes or closed my eyes. But I guess it must be earned. Because how many things grandpa has not finished? Grandpa's beams have been allowed to be filled with new year's goods, sauced ducks, pig heads and dried fish. The year of my grandfather's family was the most lively family in a year. Although my grandfather has no grandchildren, he has many nephews. So grandpa bought a round table specially, which can seat a dozen or twenty people, but even so, I still can't get on the table. I'm a grandson, so the phrase "grandsons are big" should be changed, and "grandsons are close" should be more authentic. I said grandpa, I'm fine. We are not strangers. We can't be each other's fathers! Grandpa is happy to hear me say this, but he will be happier if he says this every year.

Grandpa really didn't give us any more trouble. The money for the funeral is his own. Grandpa's money is hidden in the millet he planted. No one knows, but several people in the village and my mother forced the search together. There are more than ten thousand yuan. That money may be nothing to others, but some of it is old money, and now it is no longer on the market. I don't think grandpa kept it for collection. Grandpa is real, save every penny. Grandpa's money is hard-won and has no source of income. Or the money was saved by my grandfather in seventy years.

The neighbor said that there would never be such a good neighbor again. Whenever there is something to use (my grandfather's name), he will come as long as he makes a phone call, and he will stop doing his own thing when he has something to do. Such neighbors will never exist again.

I went home on the third day after my grandfather died. I went into my grandfather's room. My grandfather was lying at the door, covered with some brand-new big quilts, which were specially made for the dead. The quilt is very bright. Grandpa never covered such a brand-new quilt when he was alive.

I put a wick on grandpa. I said, grandpa and grandson Xinger have come back to see you, so please go.

I didn't take one last look at grandpa, whose face was covered with fragrant paper. Finally, I didn't look at my grandfather one last time. Until the crematorium, I still didn't look at my grandfather one last time.

I always believed that grandpa would suddenly stand up and stand in front of me until the funeral. I still believe that my grandfather will stand up again. So when I go to grandpa's house, I can say from a distance, grandpa, I'm coming.