What kind of experience is it to be nicknamed?

When I was in junior high school, I probably developed later than the average girl, so my brain was not flexible. At that time, I often lost my mind. People are not only dull, but also a little stupid and look stupid. Two days ago, I packed up my old things at home and found photos of my junior high school graduation. Compared with other students, I feel like an idiot and I'm not good-looking.

In retrospect, there were two nicknames.

The first one was widely praised by senior one students, because I was often in a daze at that time. When I was in the first grade, my grades were not good. There are more than 30 people in my class, and I can get into 256. Then there was a Chinese class, and the teacher asked me to read a paragraph. As a result, I don't know which paragraph he is talking about. I stood awkwardly for nearly a minute. At that time, the Chinese teacher was disappointed and said, why do you always collapse in class?

At that time, the students burst into laughter after hearing this sentence, so I added a nickname called anchor sister in junior high school.

Although this is not an interesting memory, my history of collapse stopped after the third grade. It may be because the summer vacation of the second day of junior high school is well rested, and the whole person's brain development and nutrition have kept up, and there will be no obvious short circuit and daze in class. In the third grade, my grades went up, and I finally graduated from the senior high school entrance examination and successfully entered the key high school.

The second nickname is because I was in love with a senior boy. At that time, "Seeds of Love" seemed to be in full bloom, but I was thinking of having a big brother or a boy who could give me whole-heartedly love.

In this way, I fell in love with a boy one year older than me. However, it was inadvertently known by all the students in their class and our class. As a result, I have another nickname, called Sister Lihua.

Because there is a word Li in the name of the boy you like, in order to show that they are a pair, this nickname comes from the boys in their class.

To tell the truth, I also understand that from the evaluation of others, I was really not an excellent person. I was confused when I was young, but I didn't know until I grew up that these negative comments were actually others' eyes on myself. With the growth of age, you begin to adapt to this society, and it is an opportunity to know that others have given you some negative comments, which can make you better.

But recalling these past events sounds like stories and jokes, but it still leaves some shadows in my heart.