Well hidden

? I like mixed tea, jasmine with Dianhong, Tieguanyin with Oolong, green tea with roses, and even Huazhou orange with fried tea, which tastes terrible.

? Life, like tea, is a struggle.

? If you feel bitter, add some licorice. If it's too weak, add some bitter butyl. If you are bored, you might as well degenerate and piece together a new love. Nobody told you to stick to that. Unless, of course, you're paranoid.

? Of course, this is only when I am alone. When others were present, I performed perfectly and made tea with the unique attitude of Chaoshan people. For tea, it is more about attachment and admiration. I was trained from an early age to learn how to hold a tea bowl without being scalded to death, so that I disdained it, even if it was within reach.

? When making tea, people must hide their hobbies. They can't make people stunned and want to know why. They silently care about me, this wonderful work. ...

? Many times, you should learn to hide yourself and hide it well. In the normal communication of society, no one likes sharp-edged and willful people. Learn to hide, be moderate, and be smooth about everything. So I became a standard ordinary gentleman, and my acquaintances were crazy.

? How many secrets does a person have to bear? How many plays will you perform in your life? Chaoshan dialect says that the essence of being a man is acting, and acting is acting. As a man, he is naturally acting, and he is playing a mutual appreciation play with this society and this group.

? Light a cigarette, what have I hidden in my life?

? When I was a child, I hid my dreams. When I was a child, my dream was to be an artist.

? It is difficult for people in my hometown to understand this profession. When I was young, many students in my class pretended to be teachers, scientists, policemen and so on to write compositions. , vowed to safeguard the prosperity and stability of the motherland and benefit mankind. I am one of them. At that time, I thought it was good for scientists to fly around the universe and show the way to everything in the galaxy. In retrospect, I think being a teacher is not bad. I can teach my students as much as I can, and I am in awe. When I am in a dilemma, I will still write down the word teacher with trembling. After all, scientists are too far away and too tall.

? The artist's thoughts are secret, painting dreams, doodling and chasing the moon, and writing poems moaning without illness. After all, I felt that this dream was higher than that of scientists, so I buried it.

? Finally, the students all want to do business, open restaurants, be teachers, be civil servants, and enter sunshine avenue ... I don't know how many of them stuck to their dreams, but I didn't, just go with the flow. Some poets and literati have already shed tears, and it is not in line with my talent to lament. I can only smile, really, smile.

? Next, hide your inferiority complex. The more children who think they are ill-fated, the harder it is. Excessive self-esteem is like a thorn. Even if you only wear patched clothes and wait for a pair of wave shoes in the New Year, you will be too stubborn to bow your head. I am glad to have a great mother who fills my stomach and keeps my clothes clean every day, so I will not covet the happiness of others. At that time, I always felt that God was unfair, so that I forgot that children with mothers were truly happy.

? Drop out of school, work, more and more things to hide, fatigue, weakness, disgust, anxiety, pressure. ...

? Shenzhen is a super purgatory. Trot to work every day and eat at high speed. This habit can't be changed until now. Usually, I am the first person to eat at a big table.

? Maintain the best state of going to work every day. In Haier, I have to work overtime from 5: 00 a.m. to night 1 1. I have a hoarse voice and take watermelon frost. Smile at everyone and be polite. Lying in the rental house in Zhi Min village at night, my leg cramped. If you can't do it, someone will. If you fall, someone will be on it. Shenzhen does not believe in tears, but only in ability. No one listens to complaints, all they need is performance. No one helped you when you were helpless. If you are not independent, who will be strong for you?

? Later, I also hid you. At first, I was heartbroken at the name. Smoking and drinking started at that time, but have you been hiding for too long? Why do I think of you now, but my heart is quiet, even my appearance is blurred, and I just vaguely remember those happy times.

? Then, the truth is hidden. Some people told him the truth. He thinks you're lying. You told him a lie. He thinks you're joking. When you tell a joke, he is actually serious. Only then did I find that there are really very few people who can tell the truth, very few. Time has taken away many people, and the rest is becoming more and more important.

? Later, when I left Shenzhen for Yunnan, I hid my fear. On a rainy day, I set out from Cangyuan to Nansan and walked for ten hours. The car drove to the edge of the cliff, and I closed my eyes and dared not look at the scenery outside the window. Lincang's road is the most tiring and difficult. The weather in Shangri-La is the most tangled. In summer, I wear a short T to go on a business trip. When I got off the bus, I found it was raining outside and the temperature was 8 degrees. Every time I go on a business trip, I see white sheets. Finally, one day, I felt that I would throw up if I looked at the white sheets again. I submitted my resignation.

? At the lowest point of my life, I hid everything for two years, including friendship, affection, joys and sorrows. A person compromises with the world around him like a walking corpse, even smiling is stiff, even chatting is passive, Nuo Nuo. On a snowy night, I hid in the toilet and took a shower with pots of cold water. Cold water touched my skin and produced white fog. The running tears were washed away by the current, and the silent crying was covered by the sound of water.

? After careful calculation, I have hidden so many things over the years, and now I am slowly releasing and discarding them while walking. Time is gone forever, leaving nothing but a vicissitudes of life, an aging face and a heart that has not yet died.

? Now I ask myself what I want to hide most, and suddenly I can't answer. Maybe I still have a lot hidden in my subconscious, and I may have to look back later to know what I am guarding now. Many people and things can't be kept, forced or achieved. Then, learn to be independent and enjoy it.

? Go over there and hide.