What should I do if I am old?

Even in those days, the former social butterfly just provided a joke for another group of tender children. I'm a late bloomer. I just came into contact with these things in college, and I haven't talked about the so-called love until now. It's not that no one has ever pursued action, but you and I both know that some of them are sincere. It's more convenient to say that I love you than to take off my pants. I'm not a handsome guy or a man, but I feel like a man in my heart. Whether the role is 1 or 0, I always feel that as a man, I have my own bottom line. Is it really interesting to be called Sao Ling by my sister all day? There are a lot of people, very beautiful, with good figure and good beds, who have become the stars in the circle. To tell the truth, I envy his appearance and figure, but I never envy myself for being such a person. Even if there are countless members of the royal family, even if each of them has a Mao Mao enough for you to knit into a sweater, so what? In this circle, the most important thing is men. As long as they can pull their faces down and put down their dignity, there are many handsome men. But again, there are really so many people. I became a unsalable product. Hehe, 23 years old, in fact, people say that she is very old. That's right. Nowadays, many people lose their virginity at the age of fifteen or sixteen, and then they are played countless times by a group of old and ugly people, and they are still complacent. I don't know if this is an honor or a shame. I see more talking about 0 as a commodity and prey. People who have played with him will talk about other technologies, comment on them, and talk about how many brilliant achievements they have, but there is no emotional doping, love and pity. So is this life really interesting? I am also lonely and empty, but I know that the hole behind me can be filled, and the hole in my heart is the root of everything. What I need is someone who reminds me of him, reminds me that he will laugh and reminds me of him all the time, not a simple man. I have known a person for a long time, and I can be regarded as a soldier of fortune, which almost meets all the requirements of No.0 pair 1. He thinks No.0 is a toy, no different from a trash can. He will insult them, let them lick their feet, and number 0 will flock to them. I remember watching a GV movie in Japan, in which I knew three Chinese characters, meat toilet, hehe. I am always amazed at the creation of foreigners. These three words actually vividly explain what number 0 is, just like a toilet. I remember a joke, the protagonist is a prostitute. Maybe, do you like prostitutes? Someone asked * *, after all, he made you very comfortable. * * said, you are comfortable in the toilet, will you fall in love with the toilet ... Youth rice is not delicious, and I don't want to eat that, because what impressed me the most in my life and brought me the greatest satisfaction is not the man's * *, not the passion, but the joy and urgency of waiting for the person you like under the street lamp, which is to hold him in my arms. It's him lying on my knee, looking at me on his back, staring silently. I think the so-called happiness is the closest to me at that moment, and after * *, it's emptiness and blank. I don't deny the beauty of sex, but he is not everything to me. As a 0, if you are old, how can you continue to live? You can indulge your passion when you are young. However, as a best-selling 0 era, after more than ten years, after twenty-five or thirty years, you have lost the attitude of a teenager. At that time, will you become a parasite in the bathroom like some people and can only give people free oral sex to get comfort instead of comfort? I think the emptiness of number 0 does not come from below, but from the heart. That's probably what the so-called drinking salt water to quench your thirst means. People indulge step by step. You can kiss first and then go to bed. When your boyfriend bores you, you will change friends. If one person is not enough, you will become many people. In the end, like in the red rabbit movie, you will be slapped, drunk and licked. Seeking comfort from sex is the stupidest behavior. I think so, too. I ended up in rags, flapping and swinging in the wind, with striking holes dripping on it.