Why am I born a "freak" and negative? !

Someone is making fun of you. Literally, you look strange or do strange things. As for negative numbers, it means that you have not created value and only brought negative factors. You can totally treat him as a joke.

Everyone's coming into the world is not superfluous, existence is value, and individuals should create greater value for society. Unless you deny yourself and give up on yourself completely. No matter how much others despise you, you just need live high to be a useful person to society!