It is so boring. Do you have any good novels to recommend to me?

Miracle, a novel I like for four years, is very real and touching. Be sure to watch it.

Miracle (Author: Xingshu Shen)

When I got the call, I couldn't remember who Gao An was for a moment.

Open the yearbook, it turned out to be him.

How can you forget him too?

I looked in the mirror and began to recall what Gao 'an High School looked like. However, this person who has been stationed in my heart since I was fourteen years old is even connected now.

I can't remember the vague outline.

Is he tall and thin? Maybe it's not too high, its eyes are small or big, but it looks good in short. There seemed to be a lot of girls leaning on it at that time.

I admire him, and I am one of them.

Gao An is not my first love, otherwise I wouldn't forget him so soon.

Gao an asked me, how are you now?

I said, just the same.

He asked again, will you come to the reunion?

I said, look at the time. I'm looking for a job recently, and I'm very busy.

He said with a smile, you are all high flyers, and you are worried about not finding a job.

I think he is laughing at me. He once laughed at me occasionally.

You know I don't believe in miracles, I answered.

Miracle? He was a little surprised and didn't understand.

Hanging up the phone, I was embarrassed by my inexplicable words, but I do remember talking to someone in my class in high school.

A classmate talked about miracles. If it wasn't him, who would it be?

My eyes returned to the mirror, thinking that there was an interview waiting for me in the afternoon, although, for those days when I was running around with my resume.

I'm tired of it, but what can I do? If this mirror does not remind me every day, I am who I am, and no one can replace me.

Maybe my life will become more blind.

Yes, I am who I am. If I am not me, the past may be worth remembering, the present may be worth working hard, and the future may be.

There will be a little glory.

Unfortunately, until now, I am still me, so it is impossible for a miracle to happen to someone like me.

The company interviewed is in the development zone far across the Huangpu River. It is said that there is a shuttle bus service every day, but now I only

You can sneak into the city underground like ants and climb from one subway to another.

On the way, I gradually recalled some past events, fragmentary, intermittent and coherent, which seemed to be concentrated in the last year before graduation.

Maybe I remember wrong, because the only thing I know for sure is that my totally insignificant secret love actually started from adolescence.

It's already started.

When did I start to like Gao 'an? Now I think it's even a joke, because there are too many female classmates who like him.

Yes, the main reason why I became friends with him came from my good friend Mao Mao.

I'm not sure whether Mao Mao's name is Mao Jingying or Mao Jingying, but I remember her appearance very clearly.

If it is described in fashionable words, "pure and beautiful girl" is more than enough, or it is not appropriate enough. For beautiful words,

I have been a stranger since I was a child, and I still am, which is related to my natural defects.

I am a girl with harelip, and the crack of the mouth flap extends to the bottom of the nasal cavity. My mother told me that I was born because of a model with flesh and blood.

Paste, doctors almost thought it was an alien. At that time, the plastic surgery technology was poor, and a few rough stitches lifted my entire upper lip.

Come on, show half a tiger tooth. That ferocious look made me stay in kindergarten for several years. Then my mother took me to do it again.

Surgery can at least hide the teeth, but the ugly nature has not faded with age.

No one has ever described me with beautiful words, so I don't know how to describe others accurately.

I believe that Mao Mao should be a lovely girl. When boys dream in the middle of the night, she will make them giggle. At that time, I was the root.

I didn't think she would want to be with someone like me. Many students talk about me behind my back. She made friends with me to get close to Gao 'an.

Gao An, a friend, and I have been sitting first in the grade in turn since the third grade. Gao an suddenly came from the second half of the second semester of junior high school.

As for me, I have never been proud of my superior IQ, which is obviously a favor from heaven to make up for it.

The mistake he accidentally made when he created me has no real meaning to me personally. I always thought that most people who studied well were like me.

Sample, either weird or ugly, but Gao An is so handsome that even the intern teacher will blush when he sees him.

That's not why I like him. The main reason is his mind.

Gao an is the only boy who is equal to me in wisdom. He subverted my lofty ideals and left me at a loss in the face of inferiority.

Said, he is not a man, but a god.

Because of many years of provincial and municipal mathematics competitions, Gao An and I often train together and have more opportunities for contact. Gao an doesn't know that I always like it.

If you like him, he is even less likely to like me, so he gets along well. Because of him, I suffered more satire and ridicule than before.

Twice, until Mao Mao appeared.

After Mao Mao and I became good friends, everyone's eyes naturally focused on her, especially when she and Gao An went out in pairs.

Time. Frankly speaking, I have never been jealous of Mao Mao. What really makes me jealous is Gao An, who has always been blessed with the combination of appearance and appearance.

That moment was in sharp contrast with my internal and external differences, which shocked me even, let alone others.

In a sense, I should thank Mao Mao, although her appearance strangled my long-standing infatuation with Gao 'an.

Yes, but also help me in time to get rid of the invisible oppression.

They are a golden couple and should be the focus of attention. I am a broken green leaf, even in Mao Mao and Gao 'an.

Will laugh at me in a friendly way. It can be seen that when wisdom is not protected by beauty, it will become insignificant and worthless until

Nothing has changed-no matter how hard I try to show my best in front of the interviewer, as long as I am right.

Fang's eyes stayed on my face for 30 seconds in amazement. I clearly knew his resume and the deliberately enlarged high education on it, and

A piece of waste paper makes no difference.

Gao An and I became real friends only after he and Mao Mao formally established their relationship.

This is a bit difficult for me, because I still have a girl's instinctive fantasy about Gao An, but I try my best to put this fantasy.

I want to put it aside, especially in my last year of high school. The intimate relationship between Mao Mao and Gao 'an, which was almost acquiesced by all the teachers and students in the school, made me awake.

I realized that my infatuation with Gao 'an will eventually become an eternal secret in my youth, and I will never have a chance to confess it to anyone again.

So, I pinned my beautiful fantasy on Mao Mao and Gao 'an. Ironically, I even naively thought of some.

Years later, I happened to meet Gao An and pregnant Mao Mao in the street!

I don't think teenagers nowadays should have such stupid fantasies as mine. Nowadays, there are many boys and girls holding hands in the street.

Yes, and the so-called closest relationship between men and women at that time was limited to walking into the classroom or the car after school together during self-study in the morning.

Wait for each other in the shed, go home together, and even read books in the library, face to face to show generosity.

In fact, in my opinion, this kind of behavior will only be counterproductive. However, Mao Mao and Gao 'an are different, although they are ready to move.

Mao Mao's grades dropped slightly, but he still kept in the top five. So it is not convenient for the teacher to interfere with him easily.

Dear students, the fear of meddling has disturbed the firm will of two outstanding students. Among the students, those who are carried away by their first love are hesitant ahead.

The guy on the side of the road, or the lonely man who got excellent grades but didn't even receive a little note of "like you", was really interested.

Envy and expect their safe and delicate "love" relationship.

Mao Mao and Gao 'an are like a dream in our hearts. Everyone hopes that they can persist until they graduate from high school and then be aboveboard.

Come together slowly, so that all those who witnessed their journey can share a little happiness.

On the eve of high school graduation, during that stressful period, their love can be seen in our confused eyes.

Yes, the only thing full of hope and vitality.

Unfortunately, before the senior high school entrance examination, this pure and beautiful belief that supported each of us was shattered.

On the way to Line 2, I was severely trampled by a strange man. He gave me a rude look back, and then

Ran away in disgust.

My toes are numb, and I feel nothing in my heart. This experience is as common as eating for me. The only thing.

All I have to do is put my temporary unhappiness behind me and tell myself that this is just a stranger who has nothing to do with my life, and I don't have to be there too much.

Meaning.

However, I looked at that person indifferently, and his back quickly reminded me of another person.

It may be him, the classmate who discussed miracles with me.

At the moment when the train restarted, I clearly remembered him, except Gao An, the only man I spent time with in high school.

Classmate, although the communication time is not long, it is only a few months, but his appearance really adds a little interest to us.

The memory of.

Because the time is too short, no one mentions him again, but I believe that if someone suddenly mentions his name, no.

Some people won't know.

He is the only son of Teacher Deng who teaches English. His name is Deng Pumin.

Deng Pumin was suddenly transferred last semester. I don't remember his student number, or not at all.

That guy is famous, not because of his special position, but because his grades have broken through the creation of the worst students in our school.

According to historical records, this is also the reason why Mr. Deng didn't smile on his face after he came.

It is said that Mr. Deng put his son beside him regardless of face, in order to be punished for himself, perhaps even in the most

After the miracle moment. Unfortunately, to no avail, he disappeared as soon as the exam was over. I guess he didn't even take the college entrance examination.

At least avoid the embarrassment of failure, although this has always been the default fact.

Originally, I wouldn't get involved with such a bad boy, but on the eve of the exam, Teacher Deng asked me to do it twice a week.

Tutoring Deng Pumin in mathematics. I didn't want to, but I had no choice but to bite the bullet and waste my precious time on him.

In retrospect, it was a complete waste. Every time that guy sits in front of me, he is either in a daze or doodles. At first, I also

I explained the exercises to him endlessly, and later found that it was casting pearls before swine. So I told him to do whatever you want.

Okay, I won't tell your dad. In the next few months, tutoring became self-study-I did the papers and he read the gold.

Forever

One day, he suddenly asked me, do you like Gao 'an?

I'm scared and wonder if his eyes have strange penetrating power.

He knew that he had read my mind and smiled proudly. After that, I hated him even more.

In fact, there were teenagers in the class who secretly talked about Deng Pumin, thinking that his head was not what the teacher thought.

He is so stupid that some people even compare him with Gao An. Until now, I still think this is an insult to Gao An.

Compared with Gao 'an, Deng Pumin is really a little different.

Gao an belongs to the kind of boy with clean eyes. Deng Pumin is characterized by a brown, messy curly hair.

Hair, although I hate to admit it, strictly speaking, his facial features are more atmospheric and handsome than Gao An's, and there is a kind of transcendence above us.

The mature taste of an era.

Gao an is gentle and casual, smiling at everyone, which is very likable, but Deng Pumin is taciturn and unsmiling. I

Originally thought that his withdrawn personality was caused by inferiority, but later found that he was not only quite satisfied with his state at that time, but also had a kind of

A certain degree of pride.

He seems to think that he is the real genius, and we are all idiots.

During the boring cramming interval, he would suddenly discuss some strange topics with me, from astronomy to geography, and some even went deep.

Austria belongs to philosophy. I don't understand how long his brain is. A person who knew nothing about the basics but was interested in many people at that time.

I have original opinions on things that we will never touch, and that kind of malicious display has made me in front of this poor student again and again.

There is no room for shame.

I think he made me tired of making up lessons twice a week on purpose, and I don't know why I should be an idiot.

Let him fool around? I hate him from the bottom of my heart, because in front of Gao An, I at least have a feeling of intellectual equality, but

However, in front of him, I became an ignorant clown and lost all my confidence.

My life is doomed to be shrouded in an ugly shadow. Why should he take away my remaining sense of superiority?

I really hope everyone hates him, isolates him and treats him as a shameless monster.

Unfortunately, contrary to expectations, he has only been in our class for a short month, so that girls are unconsciously divided into two factions, one of which is still with me.

Similarly, they faithfully defend their love for Gao 'an, while the other school is hopelessly infatuated with Deng Pumin. Strangely, all the boys

Internally, only Gao An has special respect and appreciation for Deng Pumin. They don't care about the competition between girls.

Fight, but become good friends, which means that Mao Mao and I will often have close contact with him because of Gao An's relationship.

Knowing my secret is unbearable.

Just when I tried my best to get rid of him, suddenly, Gao An also alienated Deng Pumin.

I already expected it. They are two completely incompatible people, but when I know the reason, I can't help thinking for them.

Fragile friendship laments.

Later, many people asked me why Mao Mao and Gao An broke up, as if I should know the inside story. I

I do know, but I can't say, because it has something to do with factional struggle between girls. I don't want to make a splash after graduation.

Wave, so, only silence, then silence.

Mao Mao told me that at the lunch of her last spring outing in high school, when I was sitting in the suburbs, she couldn't help falling in love with Deng Pumin.

Eating bread under a big tree, in a short time, Mao Mao quietly sat by my side, and I broke the bread in my hand and handed it to her.

She bit and bit, tears dripping on her jeans.

I asked her, what's wrong with you? She told me in dismay that she didn't want to keep that relationship with Gao An any more. I was surprised to ask

Why, she said, I only tell you that I still have a boy in my heart. Somehow, I guessed at once.

The somebody else is Deng Pumin, Mao Mao really acquiesced, and told me for sure, not because he was often with Gao An, and everyone got along well.

After a long time, I suddenly had feelings, but she liked him from the first day he entered our class, which was completely unexpected.

Outside.

After the spring outing, Mao Mao broke up with Gao An, and she didn't confess to Deng Pumin until she graduated from high school.

I don't know the specific time when they broke up, but I remember that there was a chemistry simulation exam, Gao An handed in a blank sheet of paper, and that day he was the monitor.

Ren called him to the office and talked for a long time. After that, everything calmed down as if it had never happened, and only we were always right.

Their hopeful fools are still sad about this puppy love.

Gao An and Deng Pumin were estranged during that time, so I believe Gao An already knows why Mao Mao insisted on staying with him.

Separated.

In fact, those days, I was in a bad mood because something strange happened around me.

Someone in our class started stealing from me.

Every three to five days, I will lose some stationery, erasers, trigonometry, mechanical pencil. I know this is pure bullying.

Play.

I have no time to care about these shameless trifles, but I feel uncomfortable unconsciously.

Mao Mao and Gao An broke up, and my princess and prince were disillusioned. I can't find any other sustenance except studying hard.

In this depressed situation, it is really unlucky to always be on guard against thieves' attacks. So, I asked Deng Lao that there was not enough time.

The teacher asked not to make up lessons for Deng Pumin. Teacher Deng also knew that the exam was about to start, so he promised me to finish the last two sections.

Liang and I, however, because of our relationship with Gao 'an and their emotional instability, dragged on and on, and never fulfilled our final promise.

number

Until Gao an and Deng Pumin broke up.

I walked into the lobby, faced the elevator, forced myself to take time out of my head and return to the topic of job hunting, only to find that it was not easy.

Things.

On the way, I seem to have been completely lost in this memory, and my thinking seems to be active and excited. I got a call from Gao 'an this morning.

At that time, I was calm.

Fortunately, the queue waiting for the interview is very long, so I have enough time to continue reviewing.

How did Gao An and Deng Pumin break up?

I pondered carefully and suddenly smiled.

It's Deng Pumin. He punched Gao An, and the reason is still a mystery.

I still can't remember that dusk, but it is because of this dusk that I got out of the emotional whirlpool of Gao 'an.

Run with it completely.

During the days when we were preparing for the exam, everyone was very busy. In addition to warm-up classes, we also exchanged message manuals and graduation gifts, because

Everyone knows that the college entrance examination means parting ways. Who will be in the mood to do so? It is better to leave a souvenir as soon as possible. Except Gao An and Mao.

Mao, I don't have any friends, and I know Gao An still has feelings for him, so he made two key chains and entrusted them to Mao.

Give it to Gao 'an for me. In fact, he wants to create an opportunity for them to have a heart-to-heart talk before graduation and get rid of the original mistakes.

Yes

After school that day, I deliberately waited for everyone to leave before going to the carport. I thought I was the only car left there, but I didn't expect Gao 'an and Mao Mao.

Before the conversation was over, two people were reclining in front of their bicycles, and one was parked alone in a corner not far from them.

I don't know whose car this is.

Helpless, I had to hide and wait patiently. At this moment, I heard Gao An say to Mao Mao:

Since you like him, why don't you tell him?

Mao Mao replied because he didn't like me.

Gao an was surprised, how do you know?

He already has someone he likes, maybe a girl from another class, or he wouldn't have ignored me until now.

Gao An was silent, but I vaguely felt that his heart was hurting.

Then let's start over.

He really took the initiative to seize the opportunity, but Mao Mao never answered. Later I learned that although she didn't speak, her head was like a wave.

Trembling like a drum.

After a stalemate for a while, Mao Mao finally took out my present. However, I never thought that she had the wrong nerve and told me the secret.

It came out.

She said to Gao An: Well, this is a graduation present that Yun Lan asked me to give you. In fact, she is the one who really likes you the most. We are together.

It's been so long, why haven't you realized it?

Gao An took my keychain, looked at it for a while, and suddenly threw it on the ground.

I like you, not her. What do you mean, you gave me her stuff? It's ugly. I don't want it.

I can't see Mao Mao's face, but I think she is very angry.

At that moment, a tall figure suddenly appeared behind me, jumped in front of Gao 'an like an angry tiger and struck hard.

On the bridge of his nose.

It suddenly dawned on me that the rest of the bike belonged to Deng Pumin.

Boys fight, and we girls only watch. After several rounds, Gao 'an's nosebleed flowed down and Deng Pumin's mouth was swollen.

There was a deep purple bruise.

This game is obviously not for me. Although Deng Pumin jumped out at the moment Gao An stabbed me, I am not sentimental.

At that point, in that situation, anyone who has seen it will understand that it was a struggle between two boys for a girl, and the outcome is not important.

The key is who has the initiative.

Gao 'an's hatred is justified. Deng Pumin is a little interested in Mao Mao after all.

In order to end this endless battle, I bravely stepped forward, grabbed Deng Pumin's arm and told him that I would make up lessons today.

It was too late, so he was taken back to the classroom.

I didn't cry with a runny nose until my ass sat down.

Deng Pumin ignored me and continued to open his martial arts book with relish. It took a long time to scold angrily: Will you shut up?

Huh? It's too noisy.

I wiped my tears, dropped the thick exercise paper on the table, brushed it with a red brush and threw it in front of him.

These things must be done, so start now and don't go home until you finish.

He stared at me strangely for a long time and asked, are you sick?

I tried to stare at him back, but suddenly I was at a loss.

I don't know when, his eyes became very gentle, staring at me as if to comfort me.

No one has ever looked at my face for so long, which immediately turned my cheeks into freshly baked cookies, red and hot.

Look again and gouge out your eyes!

I hate it. I think he abused me mentally.

Do you believe in miracles? He's talking nonsense again.

I don't believe it. I didn't reply angrily.

Just as no one will believe that people like you can go to college, people like me will win love.

Oh, I see. He muttered thoughtfully, and then asked, what do you think makes you believe that there is one in the world?

What about miracles?

I never thought about it, but after his casual reminder, I suddenly remembered another thing, so I told him,

When I was 18 and an adult, I expected someone to give me the gift I had longed for since I was a child, but I didn't have the courage to say it.

Yes, my birthday is so dull that even my parents don't know what I really want, if anyone can guess what I'm thinking.

I believe there really are miracles in this world.

Deng Pumin thought hard with a frown, and was a little discouraged because he couldn't find the answer, so he had to take out his paper and do it.

We stopped talking, so we sat until dark.

That night, he was abnormal. He finished all the exercises in front of me for the first time, and even two answers were correct! At the school gate

When we broke up, he suddenly remembered to ask me if I still owed him a lesson. I said yes, and he proposed to make it up at the same time on Friday.

You must come, so that neither of us owes anyone. He pretended to remind me.

Joke, he thought I would believe that punch was for me?

I gave him a white look and nodded reluctantly, thinking that what I promised others should be completed, and it took him so long.

Not bad this time.

As a result, I had a fever on Friday and didn't go to class at all. Of course, I can't keep my promise with him.

That night, I accidentally received a phone call from Deng Pumin.

He will still ask, are you still alive?

I am not a femme fatale. Curses don't work on me.

I gave him a rude answer.

He chuckled on the phone. I don't know why, I got close to a classmate who was almost a complete stranger.

Comfortable feeling, perhaps because no one has ever called me when I was sick, only he is alone.

Then, the exam began. I, Mao Mao, Deng Pumin and Gao An, although belonging to two different examination rooms, are actually very close.

The last time I saw them was in a snack bar near the examination room. It was already very hot, but they still ordered two bowls of spicy food.

Meat noodles, sweating while laughing, seem to have returned to the previous harmony. Mao Mao was worried that her appearance would trigger another dispute.

We insisted on not going in to say hello to them, so we bypassed the snack bar and went straight to McDonald's.

When I flashed by the store, I remembered that I seemed to look back. Deng Pumin seems to have noticed me and wanted to say something, but still.

I swallowed it back.

He looks funny with his mouth full of spicy oil, like a woodchuck who stole something and forgot to wipe his mouth.

I don't know why I don't remember him until now. His face is so clear.

Take action, just like what happened yesterday.

Probably because I haven't seen him since.

The appearance ended smoothly, but I still don't have much hope for myself. As the saying goes, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. Anyway, I was meant to be.

The so-called miracles of those who have to endure humiliation and struggle on the edge of society belong only to the darling of God, and I never have to do it for them.

There is no point in waiting.

However, one sunny afternoon three days later, Gao An and I happened to meet in the street. We are in a cafe on the street.

I sat in my room for twenty minutes, but it was these short twenty minutes that changed my life.

Gao An asked me, why didn't you come?

I had an interview that day and couldn't leave.

I am telling the truth.

I have something for you, but you didn't show up. I want to call and ask your address so that I can give it to you. Fortunately, I met it, which saved me the trouble.

Take a trip.

What is this?

I'm surprised. I can't figure out what medicine he is selling in the gourd.

Remember that curly-haired Deng Pumin? He asked me.

Yes How is he now? What are you doing?

You don't know? I'm weirder.

Deng Pumin almost became your college alumnus!

You mean, he was admitted to the university? My eyes are about to fall out.

Gao An said with a smile that when he received the acceptance letter, Mr. Deng's expression song was exactly the same as yours.

However, soon, he was quiet again.

What happened afterwards? I asked him excitedly, you said almost, why almost? Did the teacher get the score wrong?

Gao an suddenly stared at me, with something unfamiliar in his eyes, very deep and mysterious.

He was an unfortunate guy who was hit by a car before school started.

I feel chest tightness and I can't breathe.

You mean, he ...

Teacher Deng cried to death, and Gao An sighed.

In the end, he had a bright future, and suddenly he died like this, which no one could bear.

I feel very sad in my heart, I don't know what to say, thinking that I only recalled his appearance two days ago, and he was several years ago.

He'll die.

At this time, Gao An took out a bulging cowhide envelope from his bag and handed it to me.

I found this among his belongings. Teacher Deng asked me to give it to you.

At that time, an ordinary envelope was sealed tightly with glass glue. The cover reads: Zhu, classmate.

I think this may be a graduation gift from him, Gao An couldn't help saying.

I opened the envelope in front of Gao 'an, and a lot of worn-out stationery, erasers, triangles and movable lead cores rolled out.

Same as Peninsula

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. It turned out that that hateful little thief was him!

There is a card that Gao An picked out from the rubber pile at a glance.

I opened it with four words written on it:

Confidence = miracle

I don't understand why he sent me a card at the moment. The sentence on this card obviously has nothing to do with these stolen stationery.

I thought for a moment and suddenly realized something. I took the envelope and touched it again. Sure enough, it was a corner. There is also a small protrusion hidden inside.

Yes, I put my hand in and took it out.

Just when I saw what happened at that time, my eyes suddenly burst with tears.

That's the gift that I 18 was late for.

Always beautiful, pink lipstick ...